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these shallow waters are still too deep for my heart

a star hangs over me
it burns the world away
my skin hangs off my face
what was i yesterday

life just takes so much from me
and my soul floats away, out of reach
only fools mourn what was never there

some things have to die
no matter how hard you try

it took this long
to be what ive become
the oceans fill with blood
i am what never was

life just takes so much from me
and my soul floats away, out of reach
only fools mourn what was never there

some things have to die
no matter how hard you try
some things have to die
no matter how hard you try

life just takes so much from me
and my soul floats away, out of reach
only fools mourn what was never there

some things have to die
no matter how hard you try
some things have to die
no matter how hard you try
some things have to die
some things have to die

things only necromancy can heal

by https://soundcloud.com/heylog

lyrics:
where do i even start
ur making this pretty hard
for me
where do i begin
ur making it hard to live
for me
where do i even start
ur making this pretty hard
i cannot die alone
it sucks u had to go
where do i begin
ur making it hard to live
now i'm by myself
but u can't even tell

where do i go from here
i'll kick it with my tears
i don't recognize a thing
the water made them sting
where should i even go
i've never felt this alone
should i take my life
cause god it's on my mind

where do i even start
ur making this pretty hard
i cannot die alone
it sucks u had to go
where do i begin
ur making it hard to live
now i'm by myself
well too bad u can't tell

veins

live

SPOTIFY

heylog - live

https://open.spotify.com/album/2erLjZg3vJPYobdmKrexhW?si=Iu-yZ4N-Qc-Ec5v5DKoxrg

prod. @deademane

(heylog)
between the glass
is filled with poison
i feel like trash
apply the ointment
just stay back
he needs some time alone
cus through the cracks
is the widows home
don't come inside here
i would bounce
we're not alive here
don't stick around
when ur minds clear
come in the house
cus i'm not safe here
so get me out

don't come inside here
you might fear
people always die here
bloods along the cabinets
he sacrificed a lot here
everything was gone he loved
and now there's nothing left here
he said he wants to make a change
so he cuts every piece of hair
don't come inside here
you might fear
everybody dies here
walls are colored red
and i see bodies lying everywhere
roam around the room
can you tell there's nothing left here
you're quick to quit imagining
that you brought me inside of here

(casperrr)
oh she
she is lying thru her teeth
i swear that she wants to kill me
lay with my lifeless body
while staring at the ceiling
her actions are deceiving
she cuts herself she's bleeding
the blood is running and she really
fucking loves to see it

welcome to the widows home
there's cracks and holes in every wall
the emptyness fills all those holes
this place really tourments my soul
but you can't leave neither can i
i'll go into a room and cry
i'll try to just make up my mind
cut my hair lock myself inside

there's nowhere to go to now
there's no1 to save you now

(heylog + casperrr)
don't come inside here
you might fear
people always die here
bloods along the cabinets
he sacrificed a lot here
everything was gone he loved
and now there's nothing left here
he said he wants to make a change
so he cuts every piece of hair
don't come inside here
you might fear
everybody dies here
walls are colored red
and i see bodies lying everywhere
roam around the room
can you tell there's nothing left here
you're quick to quit imagining
that you brought me inside of here

casperrr x heylog - there's nothing left here (deademane)

mixed & mastered by Ally Holloway + nate2timez
produced by nate2timez & 2001
written by Ally Holloway
٩(× ×)۶
and I really have to do this for myself;
growing up, and facing fears, and learning i cant dissapear	
its one thing after another
study hard, and dont blow your cover
learn all the lessons you lost
cause school was tough, and inside youre soft
you loved your dad, cause he was all that you had
to pat your back on the way, and say its okay
you loved your mom, (I love you) cause she was your home
(my home) and your only friend or anything that made you feel a little bit less messed up  
cause a little means alot ;/
and now i got almost everything that i want
but im stil trying for what i- dont have,,
"dont look back" is what they told me,
so ill keep on living till the, old me dies
dies (What a-)
dies
dies
until-
until he dies.

I'm on my way

mixed & mastered by Ally Holloway + nate2timez
produced by nate2timez & Ally Holloway
written by Ally Holloway
٩(× ×)۶

don't worry, you'll be fine.
don't worry, you'll be fine..

and I dont know how serious it really is
I dont know what i want

and it echoes thru these halls again
and the ghost you left still wanders around
(it still wanders)
woah

silence speaks more than sound
I've been lost and found

Lost and found

this song is entirely non profit and purely for venting purposes.
white shinobi: @white-shinobi
gin$eng: @ginsengxx

they're not playing the same game that we are
they're getting really far by having friends and dickriding
i dont think thats fair, at all
i dont think thats fair, at all
i think our scene would be alot better without them
do you think we need them?
i dont think we need them?
cause we have nick and we have miles
you know exactly who the fuck im talking about.
they're clones 
and they barely try cause 
they get cosigned and 
they already have fans before they start
maybe i shouldnt talk about it at all
but im just being honest
im just being honest
you cant look me in the face and tell me that it looks fine to you
cause we work our ass off and we get nowhere
i think we all secretly know this is not very fun
cause itd be alot funner if people gave a fuck.
or if we could live off of this, but right now we could die from this
im not tryna be a pessimist, but you know music's more than this
i dont think i wanna stick around to see how it goes,
cause how fucking far can you make it in here?
they're not playing the same game that we are
they're getting really far by having friends and dickriding
i dont think thats fair, at all
i dont think thats fair, at all
i tried to tell you once but you didnt listen
"we're nothing special, we're just a follower."
im not tryna make you sad at all
please dont give up
i just want you to know
they're not what you thought they were.

bonessss/clonessss (white shinobi x gin$eng)

0000

headphones on my head like every night
i dont have friends ive got me to fight
welcome to my life, ill help you see them, see them
i have a strange feeling that its the end, the end.

im addicted to my death and im addicted to this pattern
i realized every choice boils down to the same kind of people
and same kind of morals
and same kind of morals, so what do you believe in?
do you really think that this life has a meaning?
did you really think that id let you off easily?
oh hell fucking no ill come down on you like you did in my dreams
i know hes confused but i dont think i care
night time comes and once again you are a disgrace baby
you look entirely defaced lets rewind baby
to first base
when your place wasnt my place
ive always had shit to say but now im fucking say it 
cause ive spent too long putting up with it 
woah
 woah
  yeah i bet you got a death wish
see me in my room tied up by my necklace
you scandalously walk thru all my halls for an answer
but theres no answer
i float thru these walls as a ghost 
i see you in my grasp, getting close
imma pull you in
imma make you regret every single thing you did
no one will ever know..
what i did to you, cause i always kept my mouth closed
like you should have done about me 
keep it quiet and i wont ever fuck you up
dont worry bout it man the season calls for it
dont worry bout my plan youll know when it hits
this shit is really how i feel and theres only one
person that i wouldnt lie to
its my microphone
dont call your home
your soul will always be bound to my tomb
our stories in stone 
you took over my throne 
and now were just bones 
drink poison and enjoy it
basically my point is 
our puny love was disjointed
by you
by you
i float thru these walls as a ghost
i see you in my grasp getting close
imma pull you in
imma make you regret every single thing you did
no one will ever know 
what i did to you cause i always kept my mouth close
this is a story about all my demons 
welcome to my head, ill help you see them
when i hit 19 might as well be the end
i dont wanna die but im really not living
so stay a little longer just to make it funner
when i go under, please dont suffer

white lies lead to murder (domesticsoul)

its less than a month till i leave my home
its one year over due so its time to get gone

bad memories run thru my head
i dont wanna talk about what i said
i dont wanna talk around all the important shit
i dont wanna fight cus baby we are more than this
i see ghosts in my room
and they look almost like you

how am i gonna do what i really need to? i dont know
and how do you expect me to be fine with my circumstances?
i see ghosts in my room
and they almost look like you
black and white is all i see if its not love its anarchy
you could say like anything i promise i wont leave you
i use to go MIA for like two weeks and i still do
but atleast the reason why i do now's cause i love you
ill make it better for you
ill find a way to change hue
i feel like alien
and i just want to relate
got me going

bad memories run thru my head
i dont wanna talk about what i said
i dont wanna talk around all the important shit
i dont wanna fight cus baby we are more than this
i see ghosts in my room
and they look almost like you

how am i gonna do what i really need to? i dont know
and how do you expect me to be fine with my circumstances?
i see ghosts in my room
and they almost look like you
black and white is all i see if its not love its anarchy
you could say like anything i promise i wont leave you
i use to go MIA for like two weeks and i still do
but atleast the reason why i do now's cause i love you

if we're talking about time i wanna cut it down
if its gonna make the wait longer then fuck it all
you're in my mind right now
and i just wanna get to you so i can shut the fuck up
got me going
dont fall down
SINGING EVERYTHING FROM MY HEAD!
its generic
but im simple
when you speak to me you make my legs tremble
i see ghosts in my room
i see ghosts in my room

how am i gonna do what i really need to? i dont know
and how do you expect me to be fine with my circumstances?
i see ghosts in my room
and they almost look like you
black and white is all i see if its not love its anarchy
you could say like anything i promise i wont leave you
i use to go MIA for like two weeks and i still do
but atleast the reason why i do now's cause i love you

its less than a month till i leave my home
its one year over due so its time to get gone
im so fucking sick of waiting for my life
im accepting the fact nothing happens over night

GHOSTS (Scottysplash)

i miss the old times (prod. beelow)

pick up the fuckin phone
yeh yeh yeh
ya we turned him 2 a painting
no one does wat i do so i paid him
fuc naw i didnt do jack shit
i learned dis on my own now i dont owe shit
im damn near the best
ya we turned him 2 a painting
no one does wat i do so i paid him
fuc naw i didnt do jack shit
learned dis on my own now i dont owe shit

high tide get me an my soul fried
i dont wana good night
i jst wanna stay up and contemplate my whole liii-
huh :p
boy thot he was nice he was runnin up a dub
uh
bitch im 2 high to ever give a fuck!
ur nothin special 
eck >:(
ur just a test wound
it was alright
BLAH!
till it wasnt!
yeh
im a zombie
bae!
do u copy?
word.
do u see me in tha cemetary late at night
walking round tryna find some fuckin spite 
i dont wanna kill u but i gotta jst to make it right
try to act cool but u know u got Formaldehyde
poisin x_x
its pointless shit u know ull cry for quite a while
but dont do shit about it
pull up in a brand new whip
gtr4s or a corvette
yep
ill whoop u in like any game, call it life
yep
enough of all the talk shit
lets just fuckin talk shit

im a monolithic mommy 
corrupting the thoughts above me 
and i cant get away from this
why u try to love me man?
why u try and hate me
why u try to say the words that cant help but tame me
i cant write the story
but i can on my face
ill put ur name on my hand
and make it somethin like "grace"
four eyed motherfuckin fuck up
four eyed motherfuckin fuck up

aries

follow guda

aries (guda x baz309)

zion

praying to the sky (prod. greaf)

Lil Peep - Let Me Bleed [Tears Drop]

upset - capoxxo & pvscale

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/2RHsM8nsBikcqiw4OExTUz

Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/ca/album/til-my-heart-stop-feat-capoxxo-pvscale/1482075601?i=1482075604

collaboration in summer 2019 with Pvscale & Capoxxo when Dreamworld Tony was formerly known as "Jazz 8"

RIP Pvscale

Dreamworld Tony Lyrics

Follow me into the water 
You can swim right 
Smoking blunts with your main girl in the moonlight 
Percocet on my tongue so I can feel right 
I don’t wanna die alone in the moonlight 
I don’t wanna go home I don’t feel right oh
Take a flight to Seattle pop a perc alright oh
Do you really fuck with me are you overnight hoe
Will you stick around if I don’t pop off quickly oh 
Only feel good when my songs drop
Smoking hella blunts til my heart stop
Right seat in the coupe I don’t drive drunk
But I’m gone off the Molly so I feel numb
Copped a flight home to see my baby
You can find me on the runway in Mercedes
Talk some shit and we’ll pull up on the blacktop
Don’t play, devil’s got me once my heart stop

TIL MY HEART STOP W/ CAPOXXO, PVSCALE (PROD. PVSCALE)

prod by 
@fortuneswan
@thefthproject
notes:// (＾• ω •＾)
i don have much to say 
im vv nervous
big thank to every1 for da support <3
lyrics:
yeah u look so pretty in dat dress 
but i'd look better 
gave u everything i ever had
even my sweater 
mood is always shitty 
like north carolina weather
u say dat u better than my ex
but have you met her?

so

there's this girl named astrid
never knows what's happening
she does whatever all her friends 
wanna do that's without asking
i really don't wanna grow up to be alone
in a mansion
n her friends don't really like her
omg i can't imagine

there's this girl named astrid
never knows what's happening
she does whatever all her friends 
wanna do that's without asking
i really don't wanna grow up to be alone
in a mansion
n her friends don't really like her
omg i can't imagine

tell me "do u reminisce about me or the past"
i was stuck inside my head
should b stuck inside my bag
n u saying all this shit abt
call me this n that
n everything that works for me 
never seems to last

oh
my 
goodness gracious
i've never been good at 
all the cheap flirtations
i feel like a puppet 
controlled animations
i've never been good at
holding conversations

there's this girl named astrid
never knows what's happening
she does whatever all her friends 
wanna do that's without asking
i really don't wanna grow up to be alone
in a mansion
n her friends don't really like her
omg i can't imagine

cypress grove

astrid

spotify

Heartbreak Shorty

@kid.tye - tonight (ON ALL PLATFORMS)

Jugg GIO - sleep forever (prod. Zizi)
- out on all platforms
- follow me on insta: @ jugggio
- lyrics on Genius

sleep forever

and im holding all of these secrets 
i said i love you i mean it 
ill pick it up and then leave it
we were just stuck in the deep end
i hate myself and i got 13 reasons why
i wake up in the morning and i start to cry
i cant believe god would take would my brothers life
i fucking hate the feeling that i get inside
i told shawty cross my heart and hope to die
sucidal i might take my own life
and suicide note i just wish that youd reply
you walked and saw me staring at the light

aries (guda x baz309)

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