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So, they have a 500 song limit. Here is the addition to what I have I suppose. It'll get up in the hundreds soon enough.

My 2nd long list of music I have.

5/23/22

lyrics vvv

i never learned to be sad
i learn on my own
i never learned to leave home
i learned to go on
and now my chest just burns
and i cannot learn
im uncomfortable 
and nothing will change that
im just tryna be healthy
but i cannot learn
from anything that i see
anything will change in a matter of seconds
your whole life will go away if you let it
and your damn brain will fucking hurt if you let it
oh..
meet me in michigan..
its all over summer
its all over my heart
all over winter
and every month we already lost

i never learned to be sad
i learn on my own
i never learned to leave home
i learned to go on
and now my chest just burns
and i cannot learn
im uncomfortable 
and nothing will change that
im just tryna be healthy
but i cannot learn
from anything that i see
anything will change in a matter of seconds
your whole life will go away if you let it
and your damn brain will fucking hurt if you let it
oh..
meet me in michigan..
its all over summer
its all over my heart
all over winter
and every month we already lost

michigan (splashgvng)

https://www.olliemusicofficial.com

Produced by Yog$
Mixed & Mastered by Chris Stiliadis

- Ollie -
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Ollie - Speed Limit ft. Powfu

im scared.. </3
...
theres some things that i cant learn
and loving me is one of them
i aint afraid
i cant change at all
but do i even want to? 
thats the question
im still tryna learn my lesson
oh..
i back up when i really shouldnt
when the going gets hard
i get scared
im scared
they learned how to love me
so i loved em back
i didnt think i would
but i learned from that
but im hot
im cold
and i dont know who i am
im just tryna learn to love who i am
im a pretty girl trapped in someones body
i was tryna be someone and im sorry
this cold weather always overwhelms my body
its really hard to get a meal in my body

the storm (2001 x sor)

produced by jpjp
vocals + lyrics by heylog & i'm geist

lyrics:
your caught around my throat
i don't think you wanna know what i know
you remember we were close
now i don't call you a bro anymore
watch out i might contain hostility
you say u know but you don't know me
i guess i'm used to it
people that i know always abusing it

i'd kill the old me
a lot has changed so i'd do it in a heart beat
through the veins, through my skin
subtle scarring
what was left in the past
know it hardly
i had a job and i failed to kill the old me
a lot has changed so i'd do it in a heart beat
through the veins, through my skin
subtle scarring
what was left in the past
know it hardly
i had a job and i failed to kill the old me

so long, won’t accept my defeat
i know i’m running out of time
but i can’t even breathe

lost cause, threw me into the sea
it’s not what i wanted to be
they prayed i drowned in the deep

but i’m holding on
there’s so much left inside of my head that i’m fighting for
what went wrong?
cause i seem to have lost myself amongst the dying stars

what went wrong?
cause i seem to have lost myself amongst the dying stars
what went wrong?
i seem to have lost myself amongst the dying stars

i'd kill the old me
a lot has changed so i'd do it in a heart beat
through the veins, through my skin
subtle scarring
what was left in the past
know it hardly
i had a job and i failed to kill the old me
a lot has changed so i'd do it in a heart beat
through the veins, through my skin
subtle scarring
what was left in the past
know it hardly
i had a job and i failed to kill the old me

through my veins, through my skin

SPOTIFY

heylog & i'm geist - through the veins, through my skin (jpjp)

</3
guitar played by acey
rest prod by me

how can i not talk to you everytime i overthink
think of the words that you've been spewing
your right arm is covered in ink
found my charm and i let him in
i wanna know why you ruin it
found my heart and it might be pink
i wanna know why u pursuing him

i wanna know if you want me dear
raise our love but never our fears
i dont know if you want him here
recycle what you said to me ill make you go a floot
remember what you did to me i fucking hate you
do you hate me too, well hey i fucking hate you
i kissed a girl, i fucking love you

your eyes so nice i love them
im on ice when i talk to your best friend
she told me i suck i should leave you
back off i know my wrongs due
sunflower we're in orbit
you a lone wolf and i want it
and i want you babe he got you and i hate fate
slits in his brows your attracted to that
im here with a towel conflicted to scrap
i need out, resist all that cap
im bugging out i hate you for that
ill tough it out, ill make you look bad
if you loved me and if you want home

you touch on my neck and girl it felt like home
now im filled w stressed now and now im fueled w bones
you said you wouldent go, but now im all alone
you touch on my neck and girl it felt like home

produced by wisssery & jolst.
lyrics vvv

they ask me
if i know anything,
it depends on whos asking
whos asking?
whos tryna fuck up my life again?
whos asking?
whos asking?
it depends
yeah it depends on whos asking
whos asking?
whos tryna fuck up my life again?
whos asking?
whos asking?
it depends
yuh
yuh

movin at light speed
i do not have time for that
i remember days when i was livin out my backpack
ive never been more uncertain
but ive never been happier for the future i see
grey cities 
toxic skies
black smoke
bad guys
battery
gas prices
no one really has what they need

and thats really the kind of disaster i see
(thats really the kind of disaster i see)
you can look at me dead,
but i love those sappy memories. :(
(those memories)
(ill let this go..)

mmh.
ooh
yuh ahh
yeah x5
and tell me
if i ever do,
it wrong..
and thats really the kind of disaster i see..
thats really the kind of disaster i see)
you can look at me dead,
but i love those sappy memories.

dead to me,
yeah ur dead to me
you aint ever motherfuckin been
there for me
hard
i know u dont have no guidance
u dont have a heart
i know u been trapped 
and u been lost inside the-
dark,
dark.

hey ask me
if i know anything,
it depends on whos asking
whos asking?
whos tryna fuck up my life again?
whos asking?
whos asking?
it depends
yeah it depends on whos asking
whos asking?
whos tryna fuck up my life again?
whos asking?
whos asking?
it depends
yuh
yuh

(livin out my backpack..)
(livin out my backpack...)

backpack.

produced by Furyl@EVOMUSIC

mh
mh
i gotta put in work
i dont know what i did
to make you even hurt
mh 
mh
i know im sorry
i was just tryna party
but i guess its overdue
its over
guess its overdue
i wish i knew you
is this the new you?
and yeah, im over you
thanks for asking boo
thanks for asking
thanks for asking
☆
i was always better under her control
i was tryna learn how to be alright
be alright..
☆
yeah..
this gon be the last time that you ever talk to me
i know how to see right thru all of the screens
i taught myself how to back up when i need to
i taught myself how to love again cause i need to
to be alright
☆
mh
mh
i gotta put in work
i dont know what i did
to make you even hurt
mh 
mh
i know im sorry
i was just tryna party
but i guess its overdue
its over
guess its overdue
i wish i knew you
is this the new you?
and yeah, im over you
thanks for asking boo
thanks for asking
thanks for asking
☆
thanks for asking, i guess
but i dont wanna digest
the food heals my stomach
but the music heals my soul
ill just keep it quiet 
cause i dont want them to know
be alright..
☆
this gon be the last time that you ever talk to me
i know how to see right thru all of the screens
i taught myself how to back up when i need to
i taught myself how to love again cause i need to
(i need to!)
(i need to..)
(i need to, yeah)
(i need to </3)
☆
mh
mh
i gotta put in work
i dont know what i did
to make you even hurt
mh 
mh
i know im sorry
i was just tryna party
but i guess its overdue
its over
guess its overdue
i wish i knew you
is this the new you?
and yeah, im over you
thanks for asking boo
thanks for asking
thanks for asking

i was always better under her control
i was tryna learn how to be alright
be alright..

how to love again

produced by nevrfall, artwork by @punimonnn on instagram

ive been grinding too long and im tired of waiting
on me
its all about who you know, and nothing else
i dont wanna spend the time to see where im headed
imma quit this shit because i dont like the setting
"you got a new fan", thats what they said, i appreciate it, but,
i..
ill never see the better side
this is a goodbye letter
it was fun, but i gotta get better
and you should know that i cant get it like this
so imma get it somehow else, i swear
its not what i wanted to do, but i have to
lifes pale like blue
youre someone i knew.

a goodbye letter.

ft @ripkais :)
prod hiraeth + sinxi
ENGALAND

you mean nothing to me
they had u down on ur knees
“i couldn’t live without you”
but you fucked him with ease
I swear i never even had u
and neither will he
left alone inside the bathroom
leave me to sink
I only did it cause i had to
ur not who I think
and all my friends were tryna warn me
But I’m stupid as shit
i don’t know how id ever trust you
look what u did
i heard ur better off without me
I’ve got nothing to give

tell me what it cost me
im sinking in my body
memories floodin in of how I fkn lost me
I was never really here you can feel it
feel more claustrophobic the lower the ceiling

if you really don’t wanna talk to me don’t talk to me
know the only problem is the fkn honesty
I caught the leakin water drippin from your balcony
words cant fix this
and I just rly wanna stop fearin
the noises in my ceilin
im breathin real heavy
im anxious and im breakin
mistaken for a bad dream
I just want you happy,
but you wanna leave me in the car
body laid out in the backseat

ive had enough of it
let me out
ur turning love into a punishment
u let me drown
i swear were only arguing
she'll come around
i swear its so embarrassing
u let me down

you mean nothing to me
they had u down on ur knees
“i couldn’t live without you”
but you fucked him with ease
I swear i never even had u
and neither will he
left alone inside the bathroom
leave me to sink

sink ft. kais

lyrics
I've been thinking about you with a blunt rolled
none of these drugs can take away my sorrow
I don't know if I'm gon be here tomorrow
so fill my lungs with smoke until my thoughts go
theres no denying that you something special
but you aint give a fuck about my mental
now I'm driving hoes through residentials
sipping purple sprite in foreign rentals

bitch dont match my energy
she bumping all my melodies
im 17 with felonies
these drugs gon take my memory
they want something that I'll never be
wish she love me like ecstasy
used to look at me so breathlessly 
but her mind full of jealousy

all these fucking drugs that I abuse
cause I don't got nothing better to do
hope you know that I'm in love with you
I'm just scared these drugs will get you too

sendflowrs
I've been thinking about you with a cup poured
if this shit gon kill me why it feel so good for
these feelings must be what they make the mud for
ion know I promise I'm ok girl why'd you run for?
if you really being honest why you hide it?
n they say it gets better, I don't mind it
2019 I lost my heart cant find it
ion know if I'll love again I guess I'll find out soon

residential
I've been thinking about you with a blunt rolled
none of these drugs can take away my sorrow
I don't know if I'm gonna be here tomorrow
so fill my lungs with smoke until my thoughts go
theres no denying that you something special
but you aint give a fuck about my mental
now I'm driving hoes through residentials
sipping purple sprite in foreign rentals

2019 w sendflowrs (nevrfall x branwen)

prod me

our time has passed ik i need you here alone
your face looks nice from the pictures i see on my phone
you don't think twice when i tell you i've grown all alone
was i the one that you wanted before it begun

her name is poison and i am addicted
she cast flames on my heart, ik that shes different
i know  that im lame still living, this is what i predicted
no direction or aim, tunnel vision getting twisted
shes poisonous shes poisonous shes ignorant shes ignorant
shes poisonous shes poisonous shes ignorant shes ignorant
destroy me leave me out, you annoy me your a cow
got some grass to feed, hear me out
you on the fully feed, on the ground?

our time has passed ik i need you here alone
your face looks nice from the pictures i see on my phone
you hide everything you do i'm inside of everything i knew
wipe tears behind pine, get back beside my life
i love you how fuck me then tell me to be fine

her name is poison and i am addicted
she cast flames on my heart, ik that shes different
i know  that im lame still living, this is what i predicted
no direction or aim, tunnel vision getting twisted

produced by @user-374890447 and @sinxi
lyrics
oh no it hasnt even been long
since you have been in my arms
hasnt even been long
nothing truly made sense till you came into my life
that was intense, when you kissed me for the last time
i never really understood what it meant to feel alive
i thankyou for fucking up my life
damn shes gone forever ill never get to know
if we'll last here beside my window
i said its now or never or ill dip bro
but your the one that left me, oh 

really hit me hard that i been needing you
wear a bandage but it be bleeding through
sent you a package cant you just see it through
can you open it can you just plead into
lot of oak in here maybe some trees in you
i've got an open ear that needs attending to
its very open here its very nice out of my room
its very lovely but i lose sight of you
can you not think its me losing my mind
i just wanna see you in my life
im imagining things you wouldent like
i just wanna give you a piece of my time
listen up im alone im alone all the time
got a few friends but they're online
need to go out better my life
its such a joke i stay online
IM SUCH A JOKE ALL THE TIME
EVERYONE KNOWS MY LIFE
I NEED YOU CLOSE YOUR MINE
OH PLEASE DONT YOU KNOW YOU'RE DIVINE
that way that your hair moves
freckles presented infront of me
i know that your special 
can you come home

home

Brand new song part of the "Strange Certainty" Compilation. This should be listened to second in the series, after "Move" and before "Tell Em" Hope you all enjoy it, so much on the way this year! 

Lyrics: 

Chorus: Roze: 

Verse 1: 
I been living in my own head, demons living in my own bed, these days I don't trip on what nobody said, there ain't shit I gotta prove to anybody ya, I became a motivator, a style innovator, now we headed up like we on a elevator, they say my tracks hot both sides of the equator, and I'm never talkin magazines till I'm on the fader, But I know I'm hard on myself, say it ain't good for my health, in the moment ain't finding wealth, feels like every time I make a move I'm moving in stealth, no matter what I do it feel like nothing will help, till I get that apartment up in the rainiest city, working on beats in the morning, performing later that night, fly out with Drumma Craig and Blulake on a red eye flight, we'll be playin a new city every god damn night, it's on 

Chorus: Roze

Verse 2:
wonder why I'm locked in my room, wonder why I ain't texting back, wonder why I ain't on the town, wonder why you heard I was home but you ain't seen me around, I been workin writing plotting knockin watching or reading, ain't taken for granted a single minute I'm breathing, you know I'm workin to get it, till the day I ain't stressing, believe in puttin effort even when you know it's been destined, I got questions, I need answers, violence spreading like a cancer, tryna make a difference, through this music business know I can, I got fans who overseas I'm just tryna give em hope, but if I ain't ever heard they ain't ever gonna know, I know music therapeutic more than anybody man, we got problems in the states, state of problems outta hand, but if they lend an ear Think I could lend em a chance, cause I got faith in the world I put my faith in my fans. 

Outro: Roze

My links:
Facebook: facebook.com/YouKnowAbstract
YouTube: youtube.com/user/abstracttherapper
Twitter: twitter.com/TheTrueAbstract
Instagram: instagram.com/abstract307

I Will feat. Roze (Prod. by Drumma Battalion)

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Abstract - I Will (feat. Roze) Prod. By Drumma Battalion

lonewolf

drowning in my car because i opened the sun roof while its raining

Producer @maryjanexx

Verse 1:
U always do annoying things 
I kind of like it though
I fall in love with everything
Everything
Every touch
Every time I see that butt
Everytime I feel you close
I just wanna pull u closer

losing u is my biggest fear
Wanna get that ring for you 
but gotta wait like 20 years

U got some type of power putting smiles up on everyone
cant wait to go travel w u do shit that we’ve never done

Hook:
When I’m with u we aint even gotta talk
we So in love u can hear my thoughts
Ill drive an hour for a minute with u
every little thing about u I’m into

Verse 2:
I woke up with u wrapped up in my arms
I Love the warmth
Ill protect u like a shield and a sword
Look towards at our future 
We still got a lot left
I’ve been Recording with my mic
While u study at your desk 
You so cute
When u read your book
Sitting by the furnace
people jealous of us 
And they only see the surface
Listen up lil buttercup
U the girl for me
Dont pay attention to the other ones
sleepin in watching movies eating food its way better with u
having deep talks with a box of tissues
But thats no issue these tears will bring us healing
Praying for each other
it gets dark in certain seasons

Outro:
I’m into
Come kiss me
all my dreams are coming true
Its cold out
Come closer
ill never be over u

Spotify

Hear my thoughts (prod. Mai.)

TONGUE TIED- 
Music Video: https://youtu.be/I2143TVPQrE
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Tongue Tied

thank you for the support<3 lyrics soon ! 

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Full-Time (prod. Ryini) - @coltonjae_

Love u all <3 Hopefully this brings back some old Powfu vibes :)

Lyrics

Meet me on seventh street
Just like we were 17 again
Happiest I’ve ever been
It’s so pathetic that you left
You were my everything
Why did your parents have to fight?
Meet me on seventh street
The only girl that I have ever liked
 
Meet me on seventh street
Just like we were 17 again
Happiest I’ve ever been
Standing beside you on the deck
All of these college parties with stupid people only makes me sad
Times like these makes me want the times we used to have
Makes me want the times we used to have
I miss all those times
 
Tomorrow two years ago I still remember
And the day that your picture changed from us together 
My mother said to never lead a heart astray
The last time that we said I love you was the day you moved away
 
I’m back on seventh street
Underneath streetlights where we would kiss
Who thought that hearts could break?
I never knew this as a kid
I’d give you anything 
Why did your parents split apart?
Meet me on seventh street
The only place where I could reach the stars
 
Meet me on seventh street
Just like we were seventeen again
Happiest I’ve ever been
Standing beside you on the deck
All of these college parties
With stupid people
Only makes me sad
Times like these makes me want the times we used to have
 
Run away
Every day I hate without you
The drive is long, but I hope to see you soon
I’m still in love even though you’ve got new friends
One day we’ll be on seventh street falling in love again

how to love again

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