Sadness

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I...L0$t..My...S0ul..In..2023😮‍💨

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this is a cover of Cavetowns's "This Is Home" 
ty for listening <3

[Lyrics]

Often I am upset that I cannot fall in love but I guess
This avoids the stress of falling out of it
Are you tired of me yet? 
I'm a little sick right now but I swear
When I'm ready I will fly us out of here
and i’ll cut my hair for you
And I'll cut my hair
(Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh) To make you stare
stare at me, stare at me too
and I'll hide my chest 
And I'll figure out a way to get us out of here
Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh
Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh
Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh 
Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh
Turn off your porcelain face 
I can't really think right now in this place
There's too many colors enough to drive all of us insane
not a single fucking one of you 
could just help me?
i’ve been falling for some time
and i know it’ll calm down some day
i’m patient for the calm down
i’ll wait
i’m not tired of you yet
i’m a little sick right now but i swear
can you fly us out of here?
Often I am upset that I cannot fall in love but I guess
This avoids the stress of falling out of it
Are you tired of me yet? 
I'm a little sick right now but I swear
When I'm ready I will fly us out of here
I'll cut my hair
(Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh) just to make you stare
and I'll hide my chest
And I'll figure out a way to get us out of here

this is home

Credits://
@kassgocrazy
@prodruno (ig)
@bodygaard
@findwield (mastering)

Notes://

Lyrics://
slide through like it’s home base
come down to place 
at about 9 just swing by at your own pace
but i got one fear
that you won’t make it here
and you so damn unclear
i ain’t got time for tears
send love xo
when she send love xo
but she sent love xo
this ain’t love
give it up

she played my last drop
looking at photos of me on her desktop
she has my headshot
she wants my head shot
she fake as fuck tho
when i see her in public
she says i’m nothing without her
but she means nothing to me

i did it for us though baby
lifted you up already
look at the thanks i got from you
why do you act so shady
only in front of me
what did i take from you?

i need to weigh all my option
would you do the same for me too
don’t want this stuck to my conscience
whatever i gotta forgive you

doesn’t mean that anything is changed
i ain’t doing this again
there ain’t nothing to sustain
you’re having trouble with the pain, wait
why should i care if you run away
i’m not tied to you at all in any sort of way

slide through like it’s home base
come down to place 
at about 9 just swing by at your own pace
but i got one fear
that you won’t make it here
and you so damn unclear
i ain’t got time for tears
send love xo
when she send love xo
but she sent love xo
this ain’t love
give it up

keep my fingers crossed still hoping that show
only time will tell but i know that you wont
but my time is money run me what you owe
sos
sos

Home Base (prod. kassgocrazy & runo)

prod. @ayyitsryo + 333ri + me

lyrics:
i
i've been doing all right
going thru another "break" again
and fake amends
i sit thru all her lies

i've been asking u
why
are u wasting ur time
it will never be the same again
we play pretend
i sit thru all the fights

i've been walking on glass all weekend
find your reason
to fight again tonight

when i'm yelling till u cry again
and lie again
u want it

fight again
and die again
i'm on it

why do u keep asking what i'm on

it's some sick
entertainment
living off the drugs and a love that is misery

quick
a replacement
urs is more significant than all the other drugs i'm on

if i'm feeling better i'm not quitting i'm just moving on

i might leave a letter on ur mattress at the brink of

dawn again
i'm wrong again

i wrote another
song again
about ur friends

i've tried too many times to pull these strings back to the start

cuz when u cried
in ur bedroom
u didn't have to
tear me apart

and when i lie
i protect u
from these bad moods
i play my part

cry again (ryo + 333ri + st jimmy)

i'd give it all to give it up

prod: https://soundcloud.com/nate2timezz https://soundcloud.com/lildriplildrip
master: https://soundcloud.com/onlyfriendyeah

sometimes i wish i went to college
and only ever dreamed bout the shit that i started 
getting sick of my apartment 
something’s wrong with my head 
but i just don’t know what to call it 
telling myself it’s fine 
it’s what you dreamed of
the city of angels where devils meet up
i don’t leave my room 
it’s hard to speak up
when everyone around me thinks I’m no one

i wanna dream on 
i told i my mom that i would make it 
gotta keep on 

i’m super paranoid 
i wanna make em all proud 
but i keep falling down
i never had a choice
i wanna make em scream it back to me 
and hear the noise

testing my patience 
can’t even get out of my bed 
i’m fucking breaking 
don’t know what day it is 
i’d give it all to give it up
i’m way too anxious 

i’m never breathing right 
i gotta drink until i’m spinning 
just to sleep at night
i need him by my side 
i get so scared to be alone
that i start shaking i,
wish i went to college
i wish i had a nine to five
i can’t see the finish line
i do this every time

sometimes i wish i went to college

sometimes i wish i went to college (prod. nate2timez & lil drip)

mixed & mastered by Ally Holloway + nate2timez
produced by nate2timez & 2001
written by Ally Holloway
٩(× ×)۶
and I really have to do this for myself;
growing up, and facing fears, and learning i cant dissapear	
its one thing after another
study hard, and dont blow your cover
learn all the lessons you lost
cause school was tough, and inside youre soft
you loved your dad, cause he was all that you had
to pat your back on the way, and say its okay
you loved your mom, (I love you) cause she was your home
(my home) and your only friend or anything that made you feel a little bit less messed up  
cause a little means alot ;/
and now i got almost everything that i want
but im stil trying for what i- dont have,,
"dont look back" is what they told me,
so ill keep on living till the, old me dies
dies (What a-)
dies
dies
until-
until he dies.

I'm on my way

mixed & mastered by Ally Holloway + nate2timez
produced by nate2timez & Ally Holloway
written by Ally Holloway
٩(× ×)۶

don't worry, you'll be fine.
don't worry, you'll be fine..

and I dont know how serious it really is
I dont know what i want

and it echoes thru these halls again
and the ghost you left still wanders around
(it still wanders)
woah

silence speaks more than sound
I've been lost and found

Lost and found

shoutout that one canadian guy that sounds like he's from minnesota @johnnyfriend
shoutout @meantyyy (so underated)
fun pop song i made about a breakup :(

[mosh]
they just got me locked in a haven
i dont like this bitch, i dont wan be famous
i like you girl, yeah u are so gracious
every time i see you bitch i wanna make up

make up i dont want no fake love, yeah
hate us, girl you really fucked up, yeah
had enough of you bitch and im really above ya
i know, i know i will never trust ya

[meanty]
i feel the hatred
im breaking
what do u want from me?
all u want is honesty
i try to find my inner self
but all these things ain't going well
im feeling messed up
im running out of luck
i gave u my all
but u just made me fall
u treat me like a wannabe
but i know ur not fond of me
i know that ur just sick of me
it hurts inside it makes me weep

[mosh]
they just got me locked in a haven
i dont like this bitch, i dont wan be famous
i like you girl, yeah u are so gracious
every time i see you bitch i wanna make up

make up, i wanna make up

make up, i wanna make up

oooooooooo

wanna make up..

outro.

thanks for listening<3

haven 🌸 w/ meanty (johnnyfriend)

this song is entirely non profit and purely for venting purposes.
white shinobi: @white-shinobi
gin$eng: @ginsengxx

they're not playing the same game that we are
they're getting really far by having friends and dickriding
i dont think thats fair, at all
i dont think thats fair, at all
i think our scene would be alot better without them
do you think we need them?
i dont think we need them?
cause we have nick and we have miles
you know exactly who the fuck im talking about.
they're clones 
and they barely try cause 
they get cosigned and 
they already have fans before they start
maybe i shouldnt talk about it at all
but im just being honest
im just being honest
you cant look me in the face and tell me that it looks fine to you
cause we work our ass off and we get nowhere
i think we all secretly know this is not very fun
cause itd be alot funner if people gave a fuck.
or if we could live off of this, but right now we could die from this
im not tryna be a pessimist, but you know music's more than this
i dont think i wanna stick around to see how it goes,
cause how fucking far can you make it in here?
they're not playing the same game that we are
they're getting really far by having friends and dickriding
i dont think thats fair, at all
i dont think thats fair, at all
i tried to tell you once but you didnt listen
"we're nothing special, we're just a follower."
im not tryna make you sad at all
please dont give up
i just want you to know
they're not what you thought they were.

bonessss/clonessss (white shinobi x gin$eng)

0000

headphones on my head like every night
i dont have friends ive got me to fight
welcome to my life, ill help you see them, see them
i have a strange feeling that its the end, the end.

im addicted to my death and im addicted to this pattern
i realized every choice boils down to the same kind of people
and same kind of morals
and same kind of morals, so what do you believe in?
do you really think that this life has a meaning?
did you really think that id let you off easily?
oh hell fucking no ill come down on you like you did in my dreams
i know hes confused but i dont think i care
night time comes and once again you are a disgrace baby
you look entirely defaced lets rewind baby
to first base
when your place wasnt my place
ive always had shit to say but now im fucking say it 
cause ive spent too long putting up with it 
woah
 woah
  yeah i bet you got a death wish
see me in my room tied up by my necklace
you scandalously walk thru all my halls for an answer
but theres no answer
i float thru these walls as a ghost 
i see you in my grasp, getting close
imma pull you in
imma make you regret every single thing you did
no one will ever know..
what i did to you, cause i always kept my mouth closed
like you should have done about me 
keep it quiet and i wont ever fuck you up
dont worry bout it man the season calls for it
dont worry bout my plan youll know when it hits
this shit is really how i feel and theres only one
person that i wouldnt lie to
its my microphone
dont call your home
your soul will always be bound to my tomb
our stories in stone 
you took over my throne 
and now were just bones 
drink poison and enjoy it
basically my point is 
our puny love was disjointed
by you
by you
i float thru these walls as a ghost
i see you in my grasp getting close
imma pull you in
imma make you regret every single thing you did
no one will ever know 
what i did to you cause i always kept my mouth close
this is a story about all my demons 
welcome to my head, ill help you see them
when i hit 19 might as well be the end
i dont wanna die but im really not living
so stay a little longer just to make it funner
when i go under, please dont suffer

white lies lead to murder (domesticsoul)

its less than a month till i leave my home
its one year over due so its time to get gone

bad memories run thru my head
i dont wanna talk about what i said
i dont wanna talk around all the important shit
i dont wanna fight cus baby we are more than this
i see ghosts in my room
and they look almost like you

how am i gonna do what i really need to? i dont know
and how do you expect me to be fine with my circumstances?
i see ghosts in my room
and they almost look like you
black and white is all i see if its not love its anarchy
you could say like anything i promise i wont leave you
i use to go MIA for like two weeks and i still do
but atleast the reason why i do now's cause i love you
ill make it better for you
ill find a way to change hue
i feel like alien
and i just want to relate
got me going

bad memories run thru my head
i dont wanna talk about what i said
i dont wanna talk around all the important shit
i dont wanna fight cus baby we are more than this
i see ghosts in my room
and they look almost like you

how am i gonna do what i really need to? i dont know
and how do you expect me to be fine with my circumstances?
i see ghosts in my room
and they almost look like you
black and white is all i see if its not love its anarchy
you could say like anything i promise i wont leave you
i use to go MIA for like two weeks and i still do
but atleast the reason why i do now's cause i love you

if we're talking about time i wanna cut it down
if its gonna make the wait longer then fuck it all
you're in my mind right now
and i just wanna get to you so i can shut the fuck up
got me going
dont fall down
SINGING EVERYTHING FROM MY HEAD!
its generic
but im simple
when you speak to me you make my legs tremble
i see ghosts in my room
i see ghosts in my room

how am i gonna do what i really need to? i dont know
and how do you expect me to be fine with my circumstances?
i see ghosts in my room
and they almost look like you
black and white is all i see if its not love its anarchy
you could say like anything i promise i wont leave you
i use to go MIA for like two weeks and i still do
but atleast the reason why i do now's cause i love you

its less than a month till i leave my home
its one year over due so its time to get gone
im so fucking sick of waiting for my life
im accepting the fact nothing happens over night

GHOSTS (Scottysplash)

K CAMP - 5%

My Luv (feat. Bibi Bourelly)

How Soon

22/12/2023

Ze66y & autrioly - LOSING (prod. nate2timez)

Ze66y x autrioly - GHOST (prod. nate2timez)

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** this right here is real music !

what you mean she giving top to me
i just wake up to it aint a lot to me
and im flexing harder than a jock bully
high down wanna use my eyes full
truth is it don't make sense
i don't make plans rather stay fried
counting dead guys w my head high
at least you know what my bed like
yea i miss you can you tell ive cried
ive spent countless nights without you by my side
can you tell im not fine?
what did i end up in
what of year its been
2024
hope i return w the win
...

yet im a deadman walking
you don't see this often
i call my bed my coffin
make these excuses often.

𝓭𝓮𝓿𝓲𝓵 𝔀𝓮𝓪𝓻𝓼 𝓹𝓻𝓪𝓭𝓪

BILLY

800MILES

Produced By Sonny Digital .

Thanks for always listening.

#Vital

Sonny Digital - On It

fix me (feat. lil thuey)[prod. dirtcobain]

18 - ASTN (prod. by ASTN) 
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updated file to the bass'd version because i didnt like having 2 of one song on my profile, if you wanna listen to the original heres a private link for it
https://soundcloud.com/sophonborrowedtime/attm-bassed/s-5rnpkVDU7C3

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/0aXQvrwW9NELRtluRSRvEX?si=djWVqWYlT8KvSG8Sdns9lg

featuring glxsgxw
produced by me
cover art by glxsgxw
mixed by me and glxsgxw
lyrics:

verse 1: (soph)
i feel so out of place
wanna fly to outer space
to get out this place
im such a fucking waste of space
im such a fucking waste of space
im pessimistic thats true
i wont get up unless theres something to do
i just wanna be with you
but you dont even talk to me
what the fuck am i supposed to do
i just wanna fucking be with you

prechorus: (soph)
im sick of everything
i wont do anything
to make myself feel better
guess I'll fucking sing
out all my problems
till the end of time
and by the end of time
i just mean when my time is up

chorus: (soph)
im still fucking up
at 5am
havent slept and im wide awake
im too fucked to ask for help
so i grab my blade
you know the story you've heard it a thousand times
a thousand times more
itll happen again
and again until im fucking dead
inside and out
will you just shut your fucking mouth
this shit makes me sick to death
i dont wanna take another fucking breath
of this shitty air

verse 2: (glxsgxw)
And I am scared of my shadow
Cause staring at it makes me think
How bright I used to be
And I
stare at the hole in the gallow
and finally I think I'm gonna jump
cause
I been alone all my life
I have no friends cause I can't socialise
yeah I barely scrape by
the dread of existence
the love that im missing
the feelings quite distant
wish that I had listened
to everything she had to say
all her words just went right past my brain
now im feeling consequence the pain
unbearable I watch my mind decay

bridge : (glxsgxw)
watch me thru the cracks I can't take it
watch me go insane I can't take it
watch me thru the cracks I can't take it
but I never wanted this
I never wanted this

chorus: (soph and glxsgxw)
im still fucking up
at 5am
havent slept and im wide awake
im too fucked to ask for help
so i grab my blade
you know the story you've heard it a thousand times
a thousand times more
itll happen again
and again until im fucking dead
inside and out
will you just shut your fucking mouth
this shit makes me sick to death
i dont wanna take another fucking breath
of this shitty air

Spotify!

a thousand times more (ft GLXSGXW)

@shikixo
produced by me
mixed by me x shiki
cover art by shiki

ALL EXPOSED (ft Shiki XO)

Heres my cover of MGK ft. Halsey Forget Me Too 
Hope you enjoy it!
Cover video will be up on youtube tomorrow at 12 pm noon

Music video link
https://youtu.be/Q6CUKH3hC5Y

Lil Used - Forget Me Too (Cover)

joystick ft ericdoa & endie prod 4am

i think that i’ll be okay

produced by eeryskies

thanks for listening <3

I'm on my way

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