you both killed this one love this one a lot

Omg bro this is so amazing autum is such q good rapped and yall really tie the somg together it wouldnt sound right with anyone different and i knownim@not the biggest rapper but id loce to collab bro 

cover art by @sleepywater

lie and say you love me i dont wanna know
feelings with ur heartbeat steady going slow 
i know that ur leaving, when you coming home?
you dont have a reason, why you gotta go ?
they say that ur flying to a better place
but how could anywhere be better, dont you wanna stay ?
cause i already planned  forever dont you wanna lay?
rest ur body in my arms at least another day

and i just wanna die to see your face again
turning water into wine ill never laugh again
and theres a reason that youre gone its not an accident
but ima b here on my own until ur back again

left me in a puddle with my blood in it
ur sinking in the knife i might be over it
im over it im over it

you say theres nothing left of it
i wanna give you  everything but heaven doesnt let me
in

i been alone for a while
u gave me reason to smile

so tell me was it worth it all ?
hands are hurting ? let me go
lying thru the alcohol

was it to much to ask you to save me
now im gone theres no reason to hate me

and i just wanna die to see your face again
turning water into wine ill never laugh again
and theres a reason that youre gone its not an accident
but ima b here on my own until ur back again

left me in a puddle with my blood in it
ur sinking in the knife i might be over it
im over it im over it

you say theres nothing left of it
i wanna give you  everything but heaven doesnt let me
in

another day (prod. venus)

She met a boy, he was nice enough
She didn't care that much, she knew it'd never be love
He came to visit, slept in her bed
And all her friends had said just how this would end

She was too high to stop him, he took what he wanted
And no one believed her, she dropped out of college
His friends are all toxic: "I know him, he's honest"
This shit makes me nauseous, I wish I could stop it

I know you like me better when I'm too fucked up to talk
You like me better when I'm too fucked up to talk
I know you like me better when I'm too fucked up to talk
You like me better when I'm too fucked up

She told her friends and no one seemed to mind
If it was just one time, or they were both too high
Or if she led him on the way she likes to do
I bet she asked for it. I bet she liked it too
This body wasn't yours to start, so why the fuck you complaining
Fill up the sink with the blood and the vomit, body decaying
Swallow a million pills til we can't understand what you're saying
We'll call you crazy til you kill yourself and watch in amazement

But she didn't listen, thought maybe this was different
Maybe she deserved a break from all the shit she'd been in
He didn't care at all, blame it on the alcohol
Days awake from adderall, he says "I like you better when you're too fucked up to talk"

I met a girl, she was nice enough
I didn't care that much, I knew it'd never be love
She came to visit, let her sleep in my bed
And all my friends had said just how this would end

But I didn't listen, I thought maybe this was different
I thought maybe I deserved a break from all the shit I'd been in
You didn't care at all, blame it on the alcohol
Days awake from adderall, I know you like me better when you're too fucked up to talk

I was too high to stop you, you took what you wanted
And no one believed me, I dropped out of college
Your friends are all toxic: "You know her, she's honest"
This shit makes me nauseous, I wish I could stop it

But I didn't listen, I thought maybe this was different
I thought maybe I deserved a break from all the shit I'd been in
You didn't care at all, blame it on the alcohol
Days awake from adderall, I know you like me better when you're too fucked up to talk
But I didn't listen, I thought maybe this was different
I thought maybe I deserved a break from all the shit I'd been in
You didn't care at all, blame it on the alcohol
Days awake from adderall, I know you like me better when you're too fucked up to talk

TOO FUCKED UP TO TALK

produced by branwen
lyrics vvv

[empty]
(2x)
i seen better days when i was sittin' here alone
i was always home but you would never hit my phone
i don't wanna seem like a pest, but i worry
i think i was doing better when i didn't have no
weather changes, always; breaking

i told myself i'd never trust again
but i'm trying for you
yeah (3x)
yeah i'm trying (2x)
for you

[awhdum]
etched into my brain; imagery i fucking hate
what's the point in being brave, if you're gonna walk away?
either way, no chance from the start
cut deep in my heart, got marks on my arms
won't care if i talk about it

never felt that my feelings were valid
always just been tryna find a balance
between heaven's gate and this hell escape
existing's the ultimate challenge

i don't wanna see another day, till i wake up
EVERY LITTLE THING THAT GOD CREATE'S FUCKIN' MADE UP

[awhdum & empty]
i seen better days when i was sittin' here alone
i was always home but you would never hit my phone
i don't wanna seem like a pest, but i worry
i think i was doing better when i didn't have no
weather changes, always; breaking

i told myself i'd never trust again
but i'm trying for you
yeah (3x)
yeah i'm trying (2x)
for you

(don't tell me how i'm living)
(yeah i agree now, i'm sorry)
(but why'd you mess with my vision?)
(i ain't enough for your worries)
(ain't enough for the morning..)

i told myself i'd never trust again
but i'm trying for you
yeah (3x)
yeah i'm trying (2x)
for you...

trying4u

trying4u w/autumndropsdead

prod. boyfifty x hero

i thought it was funny how many songs were about pointing out stars from the earth, so i thought the alternate pov would be cool to write about :)

Lyrics:

my friend jus pour out ur heart
u’ll see nothing for it
i don't feel like getting personal
when its unimportant
just dig ur heart right out the fire
i hope u find the courage
who'm i hanging with
when all of my guys r happy corpses
it took a while 
but i accustomed well to the voices
they speak of times i hate to hear 
while they divert my choices
they give me company 
while humans plot to destroy us
they fill my heart 
while this woman feasts on vital organs

it gets lonely citywatching from the satellites
i wish that u were here to join me cause it's really nice
our planet's pretty 
clothed in foliage and powerlines
i'd rather not touch back to ground n experience life
come to my place
please i'll clear the driveway
she said 
"fuck the high way, bitch i'll do it my way"
she's a mind eater 
don't confuse her with a soul reader
but ur so beautiful i'd love to lose my mind tonight 

my friend jus pour out ur heart
u’ll see nothing for it
i don't feel like getting personal
when its unimportant
just dig ur heart right out the fire
i hope u find the courage
who'm i hanging with
when all of my guys r happy corpses

come to my place
please i'll clear the driveway
she said 
"fuck the high way, bitch i'll do it my way"
she's a mind eater 
don't confuse her with a soul reader
but ur so beautiful i'd love to lose my mind tonight

-

come to my place
please i'll clear the driveway
she said 
"fuck the high way, bitch i'll do it my way"
she's a mind eater 
don't confuse her with a soul reader
but ur so beautiful i'd love to lose my mind tonight

lose my mind 2nite (x8)

citygazing

shoutout to everyone in this song ily all :) <3
prod. sorrow bringer (goat)
mix: epitome, kanashi, autumn, casperrr
master: epitome

EPITOME:

if you look into my blackened soul 
you’ll see i’ve begun to decompose 
and with nothing but a rope around my neck
i’ll hang in the gallows dead
hold back the tears you’ll shed
leave all the words unsaid
i was hanging on by a thread
it’s better off instead 
that i’m 6 feet deep beneath the surface
i’ve said this once i know i’m worthless
i fall short of being perfect 
can you show me that i’m worth it
am i worth saving?
my body’s decaying
my flesh is rotting 
i feel like a zombie
i think the ends approaching
i feel it upon me
now i know i’m not worth saving 
i’m trying but it doesn’t seem to be enough
no one gives a fuck
i don’t even know what i’ve become
(can you tell me what i’ve become i give in too easy oh the end has just begun)

KANASHI:

Ion even know what I’ve become 
shits got me so fucked up…
And pls don’t wake me 
I’m busy taking a break from life
Ion wanna be a part of this anymore 
One foot in and the other out the door 
Cuz nothing lasts forever 
So just toss me like a wrapper on the floor…

AUTUMN:

i can't tell tonight apart from all them in the past
i can speak, i can breathe, but my brain is gonna gache
if you feed off of me, hope you like consuming trash
waking up inside this bed 
is something i'd rather not have
i'm tearing at my skin
could it get much worse than this
that's the only thing i'd ask
besides when you'll text me back

CASPERRR:

don't you text me back 
please i don't wanna relapse
feel this agonizing pressure on my chest
i can't breathe,i can't eat i can't get no rest  

fucked up, over what u told me
u left and now i'm lonely 
got 5gs and smoked that whole shit, holy-moly
u really said i was ur only
that guy was just a homie 
and now im dyin slowly, lonely

epitomeoffailure x kanashi x autumndropsdead x casperrr - blackened soul (sorrow bringer)

biteki visuals: https://youtu.be/ohfrtOuQ9WY

so take your roses
and throw em 
felt the same since
last october
i’m a junkie 
you’re too sober
u don’t want me, girl
my heart polar 

i’m not that kid anymore 
in some ways maybe not others 
i take 2 pills hit the floor
percocets make me throw up
we don’t get on
now i’m older
you’re so wiser
and too sober 
different life so 
i can’t hold ya
she’s callin me 
i’m too fucked up for this 

*voicemail*

i’m too fucked up for this
gotta hang up the call
throw my phone in the bin 
i can’t handle it all
every time that you sin
throw my faith at the wall
got a devilish grin
not a halo involved 
in this mess that were in 
i can’t be who you want 
but i’ll try to be him
i got stones in my heart
hear it when i walk in 
burnt the rose watch it fall
as you tear off your skin
to reveal your horns
and the hell that you bring 

so take your roses
and throw em 
felt the same since
last october
i’m a junkie 
you’re too sober
u don’t want me, girl
my heart polar 
x2

polar (jolst x remghost)

music video
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https://youtu.be/w9Jfkvx8xbY
.
prod. beamerboy
..............................
lyrics_
------------------------
hates the only way to get through
yeah i say this quite a lot, but i cant even make a move
take a second, wait to breathe
hold, on patient 23
my anxiety was never this bad, it only seems
when i sit, and think about my future, always running free

death was creeping on to me
in my mind,, i could never say what's right
i keep pushing on the knife, let me be, let me breath
disassociate with me
climbing high, cause i cant see
where am i suppose  , to be
hate just keeps waiting, on me

hates the only way to get through
yeah i say this quite a lot, but i cant even make a move
take a second, wait to breathe
hold on patient 23
my anxiety was never this bad, it only seems
when I sit, and think about my future, always running free

you were pushing on to me
always sexualizing me
always mess a making me
just come decimate me please

patient 23

~2300~

Produced by myself and Ezra Martin 

Lyrics:
[HOOK]
It don't get much worse than this uh huh 
One more turn I missed uh huh
Frostbite on my lips uh huh
It’s not like I’ll forget uh huh
Scars still on my wrist uh huh
Show you where I’ve been uh huh
The hearts I’ve broken since uh huh
Some things I can’t fix uh huh
It’s alright just let go
A fading lie just an echo
The state of mind that I fled to
When all the love for me left you
I fell apart in that bedroom
And I’m seeing all that we’ve been through 
There’s so much you need that I can’t do 
But now thankfully I don’t have to

[VERSE 1]
Shield myself from
The outside I don’t feel welcome
At this time I hate what I’ve become 
But you rely on me for a reason
And I’ve grown so numb as of recent 
But I feel my lungs when I’m breathing 
Know I fill my cup full of demons
So I don’t feel lost when I’m leaving 
I’m a collection of faces
I hide in familiar places
I’ve seen the karma get wasted
I don’t acknowledge that I’m vacant 
For every promise that I’m breaking
I blame it all on my impatience
I’m selling out for a paycheck
‘Cause I told myself I’d never make it

[HOOK REPEAT]

*character limit lol*

Echo

hearteater w/ skrwd (splashgang)

FED UP (prod. sheoda)

Provided by Biteki

Lineup
@erisu-san
@yvngaxstn
@lullabyboy
@lilskeleskrrt
@ripkais
@sushisai
@deadfishpoland
@ddeadroses
@raeraexo
@silverreapersnroses
@seejayxo
@brushogun
@zxlone
@lilblueq
@gothurted
@deadspyro
@diamoonofnhg
@remghost
@irby314
@prod_loopy
@lilduckk
@nate2timezz
@prodtsurreal

trying4u w/autumndropsdead

emptychest (kill breanna)

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