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glass w/ brecken

finally was able to access my old laptop and here are some songs i'd like to share

unknxwn. - Dazed

dazed.

[lyrics]

[benzo- v1]

as i walk down this path it's getting dark
no light in sight 
i made it to the park
snorting ketamine on the steps
overdosed can you guess what's next
getting rushed to the hospital
everybody crying please don't let him go
but all he wants to do is be alone
and he's frozen in the snow

[benzo- hook]

i tried my best for you
stayed by your side all damn night
i tried my best for you
but you weren't willing to fight
i cried i screamed i sweared
you'd promise you'd never leave
we argued everyday
now i wear your heart on my sleeve

[notahero-v2]

i wear my heart on my sleeve
then u cut me open
i hope that u hold it
i hope that u protect it
i been losing my mind with all the stressing
i don’t wanna figure it out i’ve had too many lessons
i hate it when ur not around cuz it’s fucking depressing
how the fuck am i more than what i think if i’m always feeling less than
no matter what i ever tell u
i could never let u go
the only one that i confide to
u know things that nobody else knows
baby i just wanna hold u
imma get rich and build us a house that’s perfect for two
i told u everything’s for u

oh baby if i told u that we’d end up together and i could buy u anything u want
would u believe me
then would u need me
oh i could save u with my songs
i can save u with my songs

[benzo-hook]

i tried my best for you
stayed by your side all damn night
i tried my best for you
but you weren't willing to fight
i cried i screamed i sweared
you'd promise you'd never leave
we argued everyday
now i wear your heart on my sleeve

now i wear youre heart on my sleeve

Now I Wear Your Heart On My Sleeve w/notahero (prod.king theta)

what do we have here?
a man filled with doubt
takin his life away
as he steps out from the ground

what do we have here?
a man without a choice
when we hang him from the gallows
the town will rejoice

don't judge a book by its cover
you just took a son from a mother
you don't know the shit that he's suffered
he don't live his life like the others

he don't know his rights from his lefts,
he's fucked in the head,
he doesn't know better

snap his neck,
pronounce him as dead,
and leave him to rest,
with blood on his sweater

fatal, fatal
toxins caused his bones to wither
nasal, nasal
powder just to make things quicker

he's been labeled,
labeled as another sinner
a hateful portrayal
of someone who is not a killer 

what do we have here?
a man filled with doubt
takin his life away
as he steps out from the ground

what do we have here?
a man without a choice
when we hang him from the gallows
the town will rejoice

fatal (outofplace)

cuz the beauty of perception is deception

Breathe w/halfhearted (prod. moneo)

what way to hell im walkin
hear you in my bedroom talking
cant breath im out of options
keys broken but youre still locked in

(interlude)

laughin
at me im laughing back at them
i dont ask them why they do but i know why
i lose my mind
suicide note
by my side
still i write
till the ink runs dry
fill it right back up and i
keep writing i keep fighting on

(outro)

burn (jozzu)

Inscrutable by Vails.

Lyrics & Vocals : Vails 

Beat Production :  Mackk 

https://on.soundcloud.com/iLEqEiCdTZ5ddmiy5

Master & Mix : etai s0

https://on.soundcloud.com/m6SKvVKM5pXNDJg98

Lyrics: 

Did you intend to come across malicious?
did the conversation end? 
Then why do I still hear ur voice 
It whispers whilst I lie in bed
choked up, so asphyxiated
this a pattern, all related 
Is it in my head? 

hear me now, we should break up
Oh I’m so  sorry 
you’ve cried off your make up 
it’s like a ghost of you 
Haunting me daily 
I didn’t mind it at first but now I’m crazy 

if ur gone be with me, just show me the way
know we had these differences , i always remained
babe by ur side , u forget I was there 
you at your lowest, I haunted u then

But now all the tables have turned and i feel just depressed 
You shout with a vengeance it’s piercing my chest 
words leave one ear as they passed through the first
Blank in my thoughts but my face is far worse 
no sign of remorse?
Wondering now if it’s something I want
Thinking oh maybe I do not deserve
Anything other than pain it’s a curse

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Inscrutable

Track 4/5 on my upcoming EP, "Lost In A Fantasy".

Castle (LOST IN A FANTASY EP OUT ON 3/5)

produced by bear

SACRIFICES 111
god damn, feelin' like the man
but i don't know what to do
cause i don't know where i stand

i just wanna talk to u
but u wouldn't understand
all the shit im going thru
because it's all inside my head

baby hold it down
do it like that
make me feel at home
do me like that
i was looking at ur hair
and the way the wind blows
must be something in the air
thats been got me feeling low
oh

ima lose my mind tonight
im left to my own devices
suffocate inside my mind
everypne makes sacrifices :(

fatal (outofplace)

etchmygrave archive (NEW SONG ON MAIN)