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Juice Wrld Vacation-Ft.Post Malone, The Kid Laroi, And XXXTentacion[Prod. by BeatsByAdz]

@eunhae + @bedhead2001 prod @iofmusic art by digiyams

eunhae:
how many times were you there
because you felt like you had to
how many calls did you miss
then say that you didn't mean to

when you were really with her
just admit honestly
i'm used to it now
i've never been treated fairly

everyone said 
just give it time to get better
but they didn't know that
it was just getting harder

to get a grip on my life
and it was getting tighter
felt like i could die
and everything would be better

felt like i could just die
can't get a grip on my life
i think i'm losing touch
i can feel my insides

leave me here or bury me alive
cause i'm starting to love the ones that lie
and i can't let myself be free
cause everything that hurts is what makes me happy

bedhead: 

how many tears should i cry
when i talk on the phone with you
i'll only be fine 
when i'm the one that's alone with you

and it'll shatter my heart
if you let your guilt get in the way

so you'll put me first or i'll put you down
and i know it'll hurt she's not even around
and the scars even it out careful who you're surrounded by
i wouldn't trust the discretion of those other guys

eunhae:

leave me here or bury me alive
cause i'm starting to love the ones that lie
and i can't let myself be free
cause everything that hurts is what makes me happy

everything that hurts ft. bedhead

@mental
@lilac

i just want to be here forever
i dont think you really know how it hurts
every day goes by like a blur
tried so many times nothing works

so ill fall apart
and break without a warning
i think for me the hurt was warming
theres something sweet about the burning
so ill fall apart
just leave while its still tempting
i think for you the love was empty
it might be sweet but its not healthy

i feel like death
its deep in my heart again
seeking the warmth of
someone who cares
theres nobody there but
the wind in my hair
the sun turns to moon
and suddenly you care

apathy prod lilac & mental

iamnotshane - What A Perfect Day For Crying // slowed + reverb

angeltrumpets (prod. cgm, mm & net gear)

@55depths
@t1gerstar
prod. me
spoken word intro and background vocals by tiger<3

tiger:
rise from the shadow within
and overcome the darkness
here lies the shell of a seed
brought back to life

dth:
open up now
with brand new eyes
taking hold of
a brand new life

open up now
with brand new eyes
taking hold of
a brand new life

letting go
letting go of you now
you cut me
wide open
run it back
i'll never take it back
i'm running from the past
i know i'll never last

and you got me
where you wanted
see right through me
misbegotten
now i'm begging
kill me slowly
shedding old skin
thought you knew me

open up now
with brand new eyes
taking hold of
a brand new life

open up now
with brand new eyes
taking hold of
a brand new life

brand new eyes

prod @remghost x @recyclexbin

mix/master by @bedhead2001

i don't really care about what they say 
i'll be with you when the skies turn grey
and if it gets bad, it'll be okay
sometimes it hurts, but i'm here to stay

lonely at night, staying inside
everything's cold and i don't know why
lonely with you by my side
being with you makes it hard to cry

i never leave when i'm seeing signs
i see starlight looking in your eyes
think i'm insane yeah they don't know why
i wanna be with you like all the time

but i'm damaged and manic
a fuck up, i just don't understand it
when you're not here i panic
no i can't leave, i'd regret it

hard to cry

w/ @bhertuy
prod @recyclexbin

eunhae:

when i wake up no i don’t feel okay
i don’t wanna go another day 
where i’m alone and i can’t see your face
nothing else amounts to the pain

when i’m without you it gets scary
it gets dark and my vision gets blurry
i can’t believe i saw you at that party
all over her cause you were off the molly

i can’t believe i’m going through this again
i just want to think i made you up in my head
it’d be so easy to feel something if all along it wasn’t real it’s kinda comforting
people think i’m crazy no wonder no one fucks with me
honestly i’m all alone unless i’m in my dreams

bhertuy: 

and you can say anything you want
it's not my fault I lost my all
rejects receive that's what i got 
refresh my feed that's what i lost

and i'm just thinking alright 
let me cut cut you out of my simple life 
cuz i just realised 
im the one who write 
how i still fucked up my rights
is what had got me to deny

i can't believe i'm going through this again ft. bhertuy

https://open.spotify.com/track/0bqdZ25dWQ6LgEV3G8J9fu?si=0c6142c1cf9e46a0

biteki vid vvvvvv
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zmOMzIdftbo

lov u fern <33 @x1fern

mix and master by me

Vocals
https://soundcloud.com/kryst4n/lovely-ft-fern-p-king-theta-184-bm-vocals/s-5c5ywlaA5qq?si=ba41921996cf453f851b8906a4d4068a&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

lyrics ~

(me)
paint me darling
make me important
cuz id do anything just for a glimpse of ur attention
tell me ur sorry said don't even worry
u couldnt mess up anything if u tried tried
my dear ur perfect
ur so lovely
I was drowning in hurt until u came beside me
cuz u lighten my mood and there's stars all around me
cuz u make it so bright when its raining and cloudy

(fern)
tell me a secret 
cuz i cant believe it
i've been thinking bout you at my 9 to 5
and how i wanna spend my whole life
shawty in my head got me kinda fucked up
sitting in my room wanna say i love you
tryna be cool but im burning up inside
baby if u have me im here for the ride
im here for the ride

(me)
paint me darling
make me important
cuz id do anything just for a glimpse of ur attention
tell me ur sorry said don't even worry
u couldnt mess up anything if u tried tried
my dear ur perfect
ur so lovely
I was drowning in hurt until u came beside me
cuz u lighten my mood and there's stars all around me
cuz u make it so bright when its raining and cloudy

lovely feat 1fern prod king theta

ft @ploua <3
mix by me and ploua, master by me 
coverart from @claudesdiary shoutout percy and ginny <3

vocals 4 sillyness vvvv
https://soundcloud.com/tunatunatunatuna/im-a-bad-person-but-so-r-u-145-ebmaj-vocals/s-GkPGqorc88k?si=14dae48fd8b949e8a358d1fb43275fef&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

lyrics ~

and i know you dont wanna see me
hate for myself and its stacked to the cieling
the love u had for me was so unappealing 
that being said i still kinda miss having someone by my side
even if its not u thats with me for the ride
cuz i just miss the dopamine with being in love 
and Im one shot away from saying that i love u 
I dont really love anything that u had to bring for me  
u can say anything ill hate anything that u have
best interest at heart did not mean to make u mad
im sorry i shattered every feeling that u had

i know sometimes i wont be there for you
just hit me back i only need a day i swear
your loves too much and know that it just dont feel fair
just say the word and know that ill be out of your hair

so ill hold my breathe till i get a text from u
waiting this whole time to get the best of u
after all you said still cant think any less of u 
hold my head up this isnt anything new
this whole time know im  feeling bad
i wipe my tears and pull back my hair
ive been tryna move on w/o u life aint fair
i was so damn wrong bout u back to square 1

my mind is already lost again
but ill tell u twice
ill find my way back home
dont need to tell me ur lies
ur tryna get in my mind
dont need to tell u twice
all i need to do is get u out of my life

im a bad person but so r u feat ploua prod iof x used beats

so this is off of my old PC which broke and i lost all the files :p so if mix sounds weird that why,,..hoppeeee u enjoy(:
presave fisheye !!! ffm.to/fisheye

(shoutout @youngburial @dead4cf for gettin on <3)

codependent w/fatse & 4cf (xmichaelwarren)

@55depths
@knights-ofren

track from the EP:
"what i asked for"

lyrics:
and joy is slipping from my grasp
i'm sleeping less and less
running from myself
i can feel it in my chest
i know it's for the best
but i hate to think about it
about it
so what's it like to be the talk of the town now?
every avenue is talking bout you
i'd try and get you out
if only i knew how
guess i'm stuck with it
guess i'm stuck with you

and it's hard to let things pass ahead
(i let them slip on through)
and it's hard to let things pass ahead
(to make my way to you)

oh, where are you going?
oh, your feelings showing

you can't hurt me
even though you tried your best
you can't hurt me
you can't hurt me
you can't hurt me
even though you tried your best
you can't hurt me
you can't hurt me

oh, where are you going?
your feelings showing

what's it like (deathright + knightsofren)

prod by asecoamy

lyric video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6CwDAquhZu4

i wanna dance with you all night long
no i don't ever wanna go back home 
i wanna dance with you all night long 
that's how i feel when i hear this song

you make me feel like myself again
when i'm with you i don't have to pretend
everything's fine when i'm touching you 
i really really hope you feel it too

being here with you is like a movie yeah it feels right
i know we just met but i think you're really nice
its like the most comfortable i've been in my life 
never felt this happy and it makes me wanna cry 

do you wanna try it
come over tonight 
we could sing together
this could be forever

i wanna dance with you every night
i wanna kiss you in the moonlight
really want you to be my boyfriend
i know we'd never feel alone again

i wanna lay with you all night long
that's how i feel when i hear this song
i wanna dance with you all night long
no i don't ever wanna go back home 

i wanna dance with you all night long
i hope i never have to go back home
i still think about the night we met
drunk as fuck outside when you handed me your cigarette

dance with u [asecoamy]

prod neohn

it kills me, think about it everyday
need you, i think i'm gonna go insane
can i make you stay? don't know who to blame
love you but i don't wanna feel this way </3

a long night and i can't get to you
whenever i'm sad, where are you
the memories we've been holding onto
think it'll take a lifetime to undo

i just can't help it (i need you next to me)
i hope that's alright (think of you when i sleep)

if i said that it was over, would you care?
let's be real, you know that you're never there
the feelings that i feel are hard to compare
if i called you now, please be there :(

if i called u

are u doing any handstands? are u bending over back?
i wanna see u doing handstands, gotta see u bring it back
L - o - v - e modified me, i would go steal u a whole lotta money
knocked out teeth did a number on me, only feel good when u hold me
u were sending me a sunset, i remember getting high
i'm running plays in ur apartment, i wanna hear u say ur mine
star crossed days or whatever u would say
believe that it was fate when u reached out and touched me
we are both so damn lost in the waves,
 I would go steal u a whole lotta money

I wanna see u doing handstands, licking whipped cream
i would go steal u a whole lotta money

destiny will take us
i'll drive 8 hours
u fry those eggs for us
cry about our fate
i dont really care what ur friends are on about
i know we were made for eachother, not a doubt
we could let the guard down, i can show u how
i am in a freeze frame, the way u look at me

I wanna see u doing handstands, licking whipped cream
i would go steal u a whole lotta money

hard to cry

eunhae

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