my favorite view ft. rouri404 (johnnyfriend)

true story

but i dont think that its the last time 
baby this is not right 
u been on my mind like all night 
but still i see u in the starlight 
all these things i cant find
n its getting harder to pretend 

i need u off my mind 
off ur love im so blind 
still miss u all the time 
cant get out of ur bind 

but still i see u in the starlight 
all these things i cant find
n its getting harder to pretend 
but i dont think that its the last time 
u been on my mind like all night 
n i dont think we just can make amends 
n i dont know if i’ll see u again 
wanna take ur hand in this bitter end 
but still i know we cant be friends 
n yet its breaking me apart 

but i know things are not for certain 
cut my wrist and lock ur words in 
but i dont know if i deserve this 
lose myself behind closed curtains
n i know maybe im not worth it 
if i could i would be perfect 
but i dont know if i deserve this
lose myself behind closed curtains

uncertain (recycleBin + nate2timez)

prod @remghost x @recyclexbin

mix/master by @bedhead2001

i don't really care about what they say 
i'll be with you when the skies turn grey
and if it gets bad, it'll be okay
sometimes it hurts, but i'm here to stay

lonely at night, staying inside
everything's cold and i don't know why
lonely with you by my side
being with you makes it hard to cry

i never leave when i'm seeing signs
i see starlight looking in your eyes
think i'm insane yeah they don't know why
i wanna be with you like all the time

but i'm damaged and manic
a fuck up, i just don't understand it
when you're not here i panic
no i can't leave, i'd regret it

hard to cry

produced by @deadyami x @jauntsen

lyrics:
i fear i'm not enough again
my friends all feed me oxygen
but i'm at a point where they can not help me anymore
had another breakdown and move on with my day
it felt like something i could not escape
they said it's my fault cuz i'm tired and lazy
centipedes in my mind they all start the invading
i don't know why i was waiting
but i know that i was patient
i tell myself that it was worth it

i remember watching bands perform in that basement
holding onto u cuz there could never be replacements
when i first put my hand out never thought that u would take it
i swear that it was the best thing that i've felt in a while
my happiness was based around your smile
and it faded so fast

worth it (dead yami x jauntsen)

✦hope u enjoy :) song is gonna be on all sites in the next couple days! i really appreciate everyone listening to my music & supporting me, love you guys <3✦

lyrics
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u been dead to me
it's been a couple weeks since
we last talked
i still think about you often
you went too far
i told you that
i played my cards
you've never been good to me

u can see me, that im smiling
she ask what im smiling at
my life's going down the fucking drain
think i'll lose all my friends
it did show before in my past life
it's a bad sight
fucking up i think that im the bad guy
it's just bad signs..

u were always pushing me down
but now it's payback time
i do not care about you
you're not by my side
anymore
you were always just fucking around
it turned true
i told you it would
but u just said "stay cool"
"let me stay"
but you can't
cause you're not even here
it's all in my head
i cant face these fears
she doesn't want me to keep my smile
she just wanna see me cry
i should've just gotten by
fuck, why did i.. why?

u can see me, that im smiling
she ask what im smiling at
my life's going down the fucking drain
think i'll lose all my friends
it did show before in my past life
it's a bad sight
fucking up i think that im the bad guy
it's just bad signs..

NEVER HERE

biteki amv <3

NEVER HERE (what?boy)

ft @ploua <3
mix by me and ploua, master by me 
coverart from @claudesdiary shoutout percy and ginny <3

vocals 4 sillyness vvvv
https://soundcloud.com/tunatunatunatuna/im-a-bad-person-but-so-r-u-145-ebmaj-vocals/s-GkPGqorc88k?si=14dae48fd8b949e8a358d1fb43275fef&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

lyrics ~

and i know you dont wanna see me
hate for myself and its stacked to the cieling
the love u had for me was so unappealing 
that being said i still kinda miss having someone by my side
even if its not u thats with me for the ride
cuz i just miss the dopamine with being in love 
and Im one shot away from saying that i love u 
I dont really love anything that u had to bring for me  
u can say anything ill hate anything that u have
best interest at heart did not mean to make u mad
im sorry i shattered every feeling that u had

i know sometimes i wont be there for you
just hit me back i only need a day i swear
your loves too much and know that it just dont feel fair
just say the word and know that ill be out of your hair

so ill hold my breathe till i get a text from u
waiting this whole time to get the best of u
after all you said still cant think any less of u 
hold my head up this isnt anything new
this whole time know im  feeling bad
i wipe my tears and pull back my hair
ive been tryna move on w/o u life aint fair
i was so damn wrong bout u back to square 1

my mind is already lost again
but ill tell u twice
ill find my way back home
dont need to tell me ur lies
ur tryna get in my mind
dont need to tell u twice
all i need to do is get u out of my life

im a bad person but so r u feat ploua prod iof x used beats

so this is off of my old PC which broke and i lost all the files :p so if mix sounds weird that why,,..hoppeeee u enjoy(:
presave fisheye !!! ffm.to/fisheye

(shoutout @youngburial @dead4cf for gettin on <3)

codependent w/fatse & 4cf (xmichaelwarren)

prod by asecoamy

lyric video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6CwDAquhZu4

i wanna dance with you all night long
no i don't ever wanna go back home 
i wanna dance with you all night long 
that's how i feel when i hear this song

you make me feel like myself again
when i'm with you i don't have to pretend
everything's fine when i'm touching you 
i really really hope you feel it too

being here with you is like a movie yeah it feels right
i know we just met but i think you're really nice
its like the most comfortable i've been in my life 
never felt this happy and it makes me wanna cry 

do you wanna try it
come over tonight 
we could sing together
this could be forever

i wanna dance with you every night
i wanna kiss you in the moonlight
really want you to be my boyfriend
i know we'd never feel alone again

i wanna lay with you all night long
that's how i feel when i hear this song
i wanna dance with you all night long
no i don't ever wanna go back home 

i wanna dance with you all night long
i hope i never have to go back home
i still think about the night we met
drunk as fuck outside when you handed me your cigarette

dance with u [asecoamy]

prod neohn

it kills me, think about it everyday
need you, i think i'm gonna go insane
can i make you stay? don't know who to blame
love you but i don't wanna feel this way </3

a long night and i can't get to you
whenever i'm sad, where are you
the memories we've been holding onto
think it'll take a lifetime to undo

i just can't help it (i need you next to me)
i hope that's alright (think of you when i sleep)

if i said that it was over, would you care?
let's be real, you know that you're never there
the feelings that i feel are hard to compare
if i called you now, please be there :(

if i called u

eunhae

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