now, the sky consumes me
it's getting harder to see myself
will my vision ever clear?

water in my lungs
it's getting harder to breathe without you

the other day i was driving down the empty ghosts of the streets where we used to hang around

whatever you're looking for,
i pray it's what you found


never again will i lose myself
in someone else's bone and flesh

put too much pressure on you
can't count the things that i regret

i held you back
and chained you down
there's just no way around it

you're just too gentle to admit it
but i know it's true

the other day i was driving down the empty ghosts of the streets we used to hang around

i wrote this song just to let you know

the other day i was driving down the empty ghosts of the streets where we used to hang around

whatever you're looking for,
i pray it's what you found

the other day
i was driving down
where we used to hang around
wish you could see me now

i want you to see
what's become of me
i want you to see
i'm not who i used to be

swallowed by the sky

So many moments have been lost in time cause I was stoned
Ever since that I got sober, feels like I was cloned
A hallow recreation, I can feel it in my bones
Sealed, then lost in transit with my confidence enclosed
Some days I feel so much disservice I should be disowned
I guess I’ve been taking Too many things in my control
Too much of a load, I just wanna break the mold
It’s an endless cycle It's not something I condone
Sometimes it’s when I make a track I feel like I’m the one
Didn’t like the last song that I made, like what could I have done?
Always chasing greatness but it’s always on the run
I only focus on weakness it’s taking out the fun
This is just an exercise for skills I’m tryna hone
I wasted so much time overthinking, I must atone
I don’t expect to make a hit of everything I wrote
Like how Every plant I try to grow just starts to decompose
Honestly it sounds appealing doing what I’m told
I can’t live that way, I cannot be controlled
I could’ve sold myself for an amount I can’t disclose
Actually it was only like 80 thousand what a joke
Within 2 working years I would end up going broke
I guess I’ll just stay broke, not giving up my hope
I am not a product I swear I won’t break the code
I’m perfectly happy Inside the comfort of my home
I picked up the call the second you had phoned
I promise that I’m sticking To the standards I uphold
I can’t play the victim from the trauma that unfolds
It’s so hard keep my head up I still fold
So many moments have been lost in time cause I was stoned
Ever since that I got sober, feels like I was cloned
A hallow recreation, I can feel it in my bones
Sealed, then lost in transit with my confidence enclosed



control

prod @flesh

most days it's dark, but i want u until we fall apart 
when i wake up, i'm overthinking the beat of my heart 
when i'm alone, i create space that no one else can go
need u to leave but i don't want u to go 

think you can see it, the things about me no one wants to know 
but you don't need it, i do i get attached so pls just go
i know you want it, so won't u come and get it from me
u wanna see everything before you leave 

you wanna see everything before you leave
i know that u can't wait to see what's underneath pls
don't be scared what u see cause u don't know me
i know i've said it before most people scare me

could take a minute or more to know what's on my mind 
i know that you wanna know but trust me when i say it's fine
i'll be okay on my own it's what i learned how to survive 
want to feel safe but i don't cause i just know that most days it's dark

need you to leave but i don't want you to go

eunhae