prod @flesh

most days it's dark, but i want u until we fall apart 
when i wake up, i'm overthinking the beat of my heart 
when i'm alone, i create space that no one else can go
need u to leave but i don't want u to go 

think you can see it, the things about me no one wants to know 
but you don't need it, i do i get attached so pls just go
i know you want it, so won't u come and get it from me
u wanna see everything before you leave 

you wanna see everything before you leave
i know that u can't wait to see what's underneath pls
don't be scared what u see cause u don't know me
i know i've said it before most people scare me

could take a minute or more to know what's on my mind 
i know that you wanna know but trust me when i say it's fine
i'll be okay on my own it's what i learned how to survive 
want to feel safe but i don't cause i just know that most days it's dark

need you to leave but i don't want you to go

prod me man

i'm way to passive to get over u 
u know exactly what i'm goin thru
so baby tell me what u gonna do
cant tell which way you runnin to

baby you ain't gotta
do nun 
or wear nun
or say nun too crazy
or do much
or say much 
or wear much

you got me lookin stupid 
and foolish
i'm losin it lately 

pass me on the right 
no headlights 
in the freeway
midnight
doing 80 on i5 
never said that you was my type
you was on another timeline
in my head it was a drive by
in my head i had to pass it to the side like
 
you ain't gonna run
i ain't gonna run
this how it's sposed to be
if you approachin me
i ain't the one for u
you ain't the one for me
i been goin dumb

round 2 
she asked for sumn to bounce to
been pushin this boulder up mountains
i told her im lucky i found you

she bust it down 

round 3 
she told me she lucky she found me 
i told her i work in the evenings 
she said lemme take off my earrings 

clocking in

feeling is mutual 
locked it in
i can't drop the roof 
but she hoppin in
cat got your tongue 
but you talk to friends
we in the back seat
without a tint
flipping the script when i
dropped again
foot on the gas i won't
stop again
won't stop again
but

I take back everything I said, tear it all to shreds
Wasn’t long ago we were still hanging by a thread
Carry my regret from promises I never kept
Still get a sense of dread for everything ahead

Until I’m stuck in rush hour traffic
And all the exits end up looking the same
I’m counting mile markers for my mistakes
It’s all a one way street I cannot retrace

It’ll take some time to complete the puzzle
I was only 20 seconds late for the shuttle
Might miss my flight 
I’m sorry but i might be walking in the door way later tonight

2019 I hopped right off the porch 20 thousand in savings I was making 6 bands a month 
Now it’s overdrafted accounts
Crazy how I went up then down
I’m tryna get it all back
Turn my whole life back around 

I think I’m built different but I have to think I’m great
Your current situation’s a product of your brain
You gotta manifest with efforts that you make 
Put in the work and you can always change your fate 

I’m standing on this til’ it all breaks
I know change will come with fame I’m aware of the stakes
I might’ve moved up in the ranks but life just cut the brakes
I can’t stop

I was watching the summer smash livestream your favorite’s set was a wreck
I know I could do better
I think Cole Bennett should book me next because I could do better
I don’t do this for a bag I speak for the real in these letters

But I take back everything I said, tear it all to shreds
Wasn’t long ago we were still hanging by a thread
Carry my regret from promises I never kept
Still get a sense of dread for everything ahead

Until I’m stuck in rush hour traffic
And all the exits end up looking the same
I’m counting mile markers for my mistakes
It’s all a one way street I cannot retrace

dredd

prod. aftrr

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uneed

reset

high and low

i shut myself off, dead
ion feel nun at all
til my eyes cry red
i feel dead by default
til i'm drained out, bled
i still take all the fault
you can blame me instead
i should take all the fault

i never call, we never talk
i never wanted that, i swear
i swear it's off, i swear we're still the same, i thought
thought we'd be over this, i swear it's all my fault
it's all my fault. i always act like i forgot

bitch i'm way more than pissed off
i got fifty in this drum inside my pistol
i'm so close to breaking my streak, cut my wrist raw
i pray to this sawed off, how i hope it blow your lips off

this bitch so psychotic, almost lost it, ion give a fuck
i could kill you right now where you stand, like is you down or what
i hope that you understand that you're way past just fucking up
i know deep inside you're so depressed, lil bitch just suck it up
swear to god bitch suck it up

we're on different pages
but the same book
i'm waiting
for you to find out
what i did, i'm impatient
i should show you
its ok, i'm still sorry
i thought we, had an understanding
i'm sorry

need you to leave but i don't want you to go

eunhae