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All these drugs help the pain
But it comes back worse
Leave right now
Or Imma leave you hurt
I can't rest till I'm food for the worms
We all die one day
I'm just waiting my turn

Tell me how I'm supposed to feel
When you break my trust
Tore it right in half
I don't even know what's real
When you always tell me
This and that
Smile to my face
And go behind my back
You never really cared
But now I know that
I gotta cut you out
It's really for the best
Can you hold still
It'll only take a sec

Feel like this every night
Frozen cold dead inside
Blowing smoke getting high
Like the stars in the sky
I wanted love not a fight
You cut me deep like a knife
Made me hate my own life
You drive me crazy no lie

You drive me crazy no lie
I've been losing my mind
It's getting harder to find
Any peace
I've been falling into pieces
Out of place
Yeah i'm always fucking anxious

Lines on lines
Until my nose bleeds
Staying up till the suns out
I don't sleep
Undercover on my fucking
Jeans and my sleeves
I can't be your lover
Everyone I love leaves

Tell me how I'm supposed to feel
When you break my trust
Tore it right in half
I don't even know what's real
When you always tell me
This and that
Smile to my face
And go behind my back
You never really cared
But now I know that
I gotta cut you out
It's really for the best
Can you hold still
It'll only take a sec
(Only take a sec)

spotify

this & that (prod. lil biscuit)

https://open.spotify.com/track/6CbxhNDiS43RkM728SpInl?si=e92a5e39fcfc4020
prod. @dercept + gateway & danielsara
cover art done by kittikyu <3

this ain't a ballad; fucking unbalanced
give me a challenge, i'm in the smog
tossed like a salad; thought i had talent, guess i was wrong 
putting the p in pain, everything ain't what i want 
you put that shit away, it's new a day, in a NEW DAWN

leeches! clogging every vein from the start
secrets!! i wanted to keep in my heart 
bleeding! blood is looking blacker than some tar 
don't communicate, because your brain's already charred

no chance, i ain't ever doing any shit like that again
i don't have an ego, but she fucking with my head
racking up the people that'll probably want me dead
said i'm fucking lethal, tell me what did you expect?

two-faced; show faith
walkin' round the town in my mind with a mace
i'm a fucking loser, so i never show my face 
wish i never knew her; couldn't believe what i'd say
so i rest admist the panic, going manic, tryna change
if ur talkin' shit then can-it, all your bullshit; it can wait
i got way too damn satanic, pull me closer to the flames
you should quit this life and hand it over, imma take your place

(i'm looking through the fog)
(i've been confused for so long)
(the things that i've undergone)
(are proof that i don't belong)

leeches! clogging every vein from the start
secrets!! i wanted to keep in my heart 
bleeding! blood is looking blacker than some tar 
don't communicate, because your brain's already charred

no chance, i ain't ever doing any shit like that again
i don't have an ego but she fucking with my head
racking up the people that'll probably want me dead
said i'm fucking lethal, tell me what did you expect?

leeches! [prod. dercept x gateway x danielsara]

thanks to @sendflowrs

prod by fonkyfake
https://www.beatstars.com/fonkyfake

just dont speak to me if ur telling lies
never been too good at reading through the lines or compromise
i got the shadows reaching for my life
tell me one more time im lookin down n reaching for my knife
see em all shootin daggers wanna come straight for my throat
theres some shit i'll never say
you'll never know
spent too long just waiting
dancing on my toes
just know now i finally understand
think i'll listen?
try to tell me what i can and what i cant do
i left my whole life back in the dust n now its past due
ive been workin every single day to cut this path through
just dont speak my name you dont know shit about it

dagger w/ sendflowrs (fonkyfake x glorykeyz)

featuring my dawg @homesick

[@sendflowrs:]
whats on ur mind?
whenever u talk
whenever u talk to me
cant help but lie
ur just a jester
laugh and smile at me
jus while i die
n my brain so fucked up
prozac helps me sleep
but i still cry 
whenever a memory comes to me i weep

i think my time is nigh
just let me out to dry
think ill pour another cup
or maybe roll n jus get high
n i been feelin hella fuzzy
u dont love me
need to lie
n i been screamin till my throat is sore
cant even say goodbye

[@homesick:]
say goodbye, goodbye
send me off n shut the lights off
i can't expect you to live with this
no i won't spell it out for you
it's all wrong
i can't try to replace this
but i can keep my distance
let the memories keep me jaded
take what you want, i'm reapin the product
i'm serving sets of the shit i got wrong
n shit i cant talk, what i never wanted            
back to that spot it's so cold there
im a shadow with a blank stare
old coat with that old tear
i got a new spot with some old fears

[@sendflowrs:]
whats on ur mind?
whenever u talk
whenever u talk to me
cant help but lie
ur just a jester
laugh and smile at me
jus while i die
n my brain so fucked up
prozac helps me sleep
but i still cry 
whenever a memory comes to me i weep

i think my time is nigh
just let me out to dry
think ill pour another cup
or maybe roll n jus get high
n i been feelin hella fuzzy
u dont love me
need to lie
n i been screamin till my throat is sore
cant even say goodbye

liar w/ homesick (addyexo)

[thank you for riding with SEMTEX, mr cook. 
we hope you enjoy your time with us. 
in the event of an emergency please try to remain calm. we will do everything we can to resolve the issue and keep you safe.

approaching depth of 1000 metres.]

its been, it’s been
it’s been a rough few months since i was sober
i had everything i wanted now it’s over 
these metal walls keep me safe 
from the slaughter
“home” is what i call her 
i got the guts to run away now i’m cornered

so i finally packed my bags like i told her
now i’m inside this iron lung in this water 
and im sinkin in this ship with my trauma
close my eyes and i ignore her 
at this entrance of this cave i think i saw her 

ima show everybody back home
that i’m not a waste of flesh blood and bones 
ima get some pictures get out n go home
finally safe from the sight of her name on my phone
in this dark blue wasteland cold and alone 
nobody but myself and a radio 
i’ll probably never surface here yeah i know
maybe i shouldn’t have got in this 3x3 coffin

[approaching depth of 3000 metres]

it’s been a rough few months since i was sober
i had everything i wanted now it’s over 
these metal walls keep me safe 
from the slaughter
“home” is what i call her 
i got the guts to run away now i’m cornered

so i finally packed my bags like i told her
now i’m inside this iron lung in this water 
and im sinkin in this ship with my trauma
close my eyes and i ignore her 
at this entrance of this cave i think i saw her 

[approaching depth of 5000 metres]

it’s a long way down (jolst)

carve

decay (remix)

lyr


im in the bunker
u shuld come too
theres tornadoes spinning by u
let the tears drip out my eyes soon
do u believe me when i love u
after all that how can i trust u
running out of time
might be done soon
i got half a mind just to bust thru
every night it gets uncomfortable 

i dug a hole for the two of us
i got some time 
would u shut me up
clouds looking angry 
we’re out of luck
you couldve saved me 
but u backed off
ur in the way can u please back up
id love to stay but i gotta run
inside my brain theres a flock of doves
dripped out my face is a bit of blood

my brain liquifies and it pours out my mouth
i asked for some time but u shut me down
ive grown impatient paced round my house
please take a breath and calm urself down

shifting of tides pushed me out to the side 
gave it a week and im out of your sight
im in the back while i try not to die
im in ur arms while i try not to cry

im in the bunker
u shuld come too
theres tornadoes spinning by u
let the tears drip out my eyes soon
do u believe me when i love u
after all that how can i trust u
running out of time
might be done soon
i got half a mind just to bust thru
every night it gets uncomfortable

storm_chaser (hollowprpl)

download

wondering [whereubeen]

scrape my face on the pavement w/ shy

Freaky Friday.

Burgos - Drugs All Night (Prod. Idealism)

@sleyeofficial
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kq_kM5cuBY0

cursed

Cursed w/ Sleye [MUSIC VIDEO IN DESC]

00:00 @i_x_t_a_i_l_s - ready set go
02:11 @imsoalone - I try
04:49 @robinlucious - memories that last
07:31 @olly-raps - Need Someone
10:35 @demxntia - I Don't Wanna Miss U
13:23 @lilithisgone - 48 Days (ft. @shaedelea)
16:24 @i_x_t_a_i_l_s - for how long?
17:59 @nothingnowheremusic - to be you
19:59 @ohsobrkn - sorry im not the person you wanted me to be
22:50 @powfu - nothing matters (ft. Qawi Kamri)
25:43 @i_x_t_a_i_l_s - leaves
28:17 @cloudhighcomeup - you don't like him
30:32 @nothingnowheremusic - cement
34:44 @kinshii - Silhouettes
37:30 @nocape - too many times
40:18 @kuplag - how love sounds (and I fell for you) (ft. @bromaz)
43:49 @eidolon-seeker - The Angel of Sleepy Hollow
46:28 @the-sarcastic-ashole - Losing Time
47:50 @powfu - I know you're not happy

i will never forget the day we met

back of ur car
smoking weed
getting high
u only need me when ur faded
thats not right
i wanna see u in my sheets in the night
but u keep playin
bitch u messin with my mind

u and i dont allign
i know that its suicide
but its fine
u need time
nothing here is do or die
u were mine for a minute
but u turned the lights off
who am i
need a minute
just to right all my wrongs

im trying
but the moonlight makes my head hurt
tell me that u love me
but hes better
im crying
even tho soon ill forget her
ur name all on my skin
its just letters

say that ur the only one but its not true
dont give me a second chance 
i need something brand new

honestly
i can see
that i wont be what u need
set me free
fine with me
i just need more THC
im in the trees 
count to three
and im falling on my knees
one more time
begging please
ur an angel cant u see

and u never text me back
she was still my tiny dancer
idk how to react
i just need an answer

back of ur car

prod: @iofmusic
mixed and mastered by: @mynameisjordy

sit down with me, we can talk this out
i go back to sleep when i'm feeling down
but you always knew how to get me out
of my head when i drown and my thoughts are too loud

now here i am in this empty room
nothing left but the memories of you
and i'm taking your notes off my wall
always thought you'd be around to catch me when i fall

i'm starting over fresh now
memories start to fade out
these walls are talking so loud
wonder if i'll ever get out of here

i miss you, i need you
you're not here, where are you?
in my head, it's cold here
it's dark and you're not near

i don't know where to go
so confused, last saw you
cold and lying there breathless
wish i told u i loved u

wish i told you i love you

eunhae

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