come and follow me 
through this rabbit hole
question everything
that's what i know
i've been having dreams 
of the west coast
place me near the things
only gods know
r.i.p. to me 
i'm a dreamer with nothing
but at least i would try
i've been so asleep 
getting shut eye
i will give you everything 
please take all that's left of me
r.i.p. to me
i'm a dreamer with nothing
but at least i would try
i've been so asleep
finally i know myself
in this room i'm somewhere else
even if it can't be helped
i want you to love yourself

r.i.p.

prod @yunnygoldz
lyrics
Realtree shirt with a pair of truey jeans
Red as a tomato guess I forgot the Sun screen
Reel back my actions like fishing in the stream
Record a lot of music yeah I got big dreams
Fall back move forward
Life's up n down we all fight our own wars
The overarching hand tips the scale
Out of our control but we’ll still prevail

Life moves fast, hop on the freeway
Bumping in my srt listening to greenday
Im a basketcase, come N get a taste
And With how we life theres no time to waste

Hard Times harbour greater fears
Baby come close n stay right here
Halifax boardwalk on the pier 
Time will pass so shed those tears
We move fast but so does life
Consequences sacrifice
Only live once so dont think twice
we’ll find out what's wrong from right

Keep by my side you could be my piece of comfort
Likewise if ur confidence is ever under
If they dissing u ima clap back like the thunder
This the type life id dream of when i was younger

Slowly saving money not living pay to pay
School is almost over and im counting down the days
4 years down 2 more go, sounds like a lot but time aint slow
Soon today will be a long time ago


greater fears [prod. yunny goldz]

bitter

written prod mix master by 93feetofsmoke + fats'e

dust turns glory

parasite: "feed me"

honestly never really processed you were gone, but day by day i get closer to accepting it.

Lyrics:

S/M, & NTR, this shit was far from proper love
you know i did some self reflecting and what i felt 
it wasn't lust
oh i been missing you and lately i can't even fill my cup
only upping
higher dosages i hope they fuck me up
don't even look at other women even now at 14 months
you've seeded so deep in my head i feel like i can't even drop
i've written many songs in past tense and i'll prolly write some more
maybe spend my whole life coping bout the girl i wanted more

i guess the chapter closed a while ago it's time to end it off
but i've got fear of letting go and i can't take another loss
i know you'll probably listen in
i know you'll probably hear this song
i'm taking something over nothing cuz your memory is all i got
a couple friends i made since knowing you could vouch
that i wasn't doing well for a while by myself
and even through it all i honest really wish you well
and if you haven't hope you get shit figured out <3

rumination (prod. whyke)

prod hollowprpl
guitar by me

lyrics


hes gone now
and all he ever wanted was to be loved
can u calm down 
lately girl i know im messing up
oh im pissed now
and i can only focus what ive done
im a bitch now
i dont think it matters anymore
shut the fuck up
i dont wanna talk about this now
i just thrown up
like 2 or three times , im coming down
im just a no one 
and ill be nothing until im dirt
theres blood in my snot
and in my lungs and it fucking hurts

it costs me my life
cuz i cant be sane again here in my mind
im alone
i see the sympathy die by the window
i really miss what we had
am i too cold?

the constants in my life arent constant anymore 
between you and me im not sober no more
i can die freely, id have no remorse
the meaning of life is to love and mines no more 
oh im horrible

hes gone now
and all he ever wanted was to be loved
can u calm down 
lately girl i know im messing up
oh im pissed now
and i can only focus what ive done
im a bitch now
i dont think it matters anymore
shut the fuck up
i dont wanna talk about this now
i just thrown up
like 2 or three times , im coming down
im just a no one 
and ill be nothing until im dirt
theres blood in my snot
and in my lungs and it fucking hurts

it’s not your fault. [swan dive] (hollowprpl x ash.)

dont give up - corbin (cover)

P. nomansland 

Support my friend enyu!

https://on.soundcloud.com/qUpx1yH6fYpXyzuuwE


Lyrics~

(Swamp) 

My lifes in a spiral 
And I just can’t seem to catch a break
When I tried this shit the passive way 
they hit me at a faster pace 
It was a massacre up there on that caligo hill
Sends A shiver down your serabelem, signal the chills 

Ok yeah I’m back up on attack, there’s just no foldin us 
Grab that ammo load it up 
It’s gettin kinda quiet on this California western front 
Give it all you can until you can’t and hope the war is almost done 
Shell shocked, you’ve had enough 

There you go, you’re telling yourself that never again 
Will you put you’re life on the edge for something that somebody said 
The battle goes on in your head 
And shurly you’ll face a certain death 
But I guess you love that shit because you never left 

(Enyu)

Loaded chambers caught in a deadlock
choke on me like a tight knot
rewinding all of my future plans
hailing down on me till my heart stop
yeah, but i’m still in it
guess i’m twisted
drawn to where i fucking bled
need some god to grant my wishes
rather than be fucking dead

i scrape my wounds when its dark
a shiver down my extremities
and while the whole world fell apart
i stand upfront with serenity
and when I turn around
the time has come for confession
to learn a beautiful lesson
i’m heading outbound
to fend off my imperfections

(Swamp)

Hopefully when the dust settles I’ll be alright 
All intact and alive 
The only loss being time 
Trying to figure out another way to save myself 
From the war in my head, it’s been a living hell

never ending spiral w/ enyu

10_things i hate abt u.

10_things i hate abt u. (guttertrvsh)

melting into aether

thank you for finding my music
booking/features:
https://www.instagram.com/evertheghost

spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/album/5qqTPHxmatfwOb372BMtCx?si=d0pJVvC-R6OKxowTOG_o_g

r.i.p.

Ever The Ghost