I feel like inspiration comes at the weirdest times in my life.
 
There’s a popular notion that art comes from dark places, but I honestly have no idea where this song comes from. I’m in one of the best mental states I’ve ever been in. It took a lot of time and healing to start thinking this positively.

Naturally, I still do experience seemingly random bouts of fear, anxiety, and loneliness. Feelings that can sometimes make me feel hopeless. It’s possible that they affect me more deeply than I realize.

Hollowing is about the process of becoming a ghost—a human being with feelings and aspirations that, for no clear reason, starts to slowly wear down to a husk, doomed to wander aimlessly, searching for purpose. It’s not a pleasant journey.

This might be one of the saddest songs I’ve ever written. It’s agonizingly visceral, unrelentingly aching, and far from pretty. Sit back and close your eyes. This story has a tragic ending.

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LYRICS:

And so, I fear
I’m alone again
Trapped with things I left for dead

My mind’s moving
faster than I can talk
my heart’s beating
tearing me apart

I’m trapped in glass for everyone to see my life 
take too long
until I’m gone

Cloudy eyes that pierce this quiet home
Shrouded figures waltz in monochrome
Passing by without a single tone, I feel
every part of me 
every part of me 
hollowing to the bone

I’m sorry
you have to see me like this
with heaviness in my vines
I know it kills you too
but time isn’t on our side
keep moving  
I’m almost gone
I’m almost gone
I am lost

Cloudy eyes that pierce this quiet home (I am lost)
Shrouded figures waltz in monochrome (torn asunder)
Passing by without a single tone, I feel 
every part of me (follow down)
every part of me
hollowing to the bone

Hollowing

Patella (feat. Lachlan McArthur)

LYRICS:
and so your hero falls away
a monument to wasted faith

it didn't have to be like this
and you know it
i'll take the blame for the shit i've done
but this?
the anger?
the bitterness?
the resentment?
the fucking petty-ass bullshit? no
that's on you
i tried to save this
to make the years count for something
don't they count for something?
cos we could've had it all
we just had to fight for it
but you couldn't do that

and so your hero falls away
a monument to wasted faith
i'm just another casualty
taken by all we used to be

do you know what the hardest part is?
what really fucking sucks?
you're at your worst right now
and that's how i'm going to remember you
it breaks my heart

let it go
let go
let go

and so your hero falls away
a monument to wasted faith
i'm just another casualty
taken by all we used to be

and maybe it has to be this way
it's just a shame
cos we were more than a spark
we had a flame
something to save
i thought it gave us a chance
but that's okay
my wasted faith is nothing new
i see that now

and maybe it has to be this way
it's just a shame
cos we were more than a spark
we had a flame
something to save
i thought it gave us a chance
but that's okay
my wasted faith is nothing new
i see that now

and so your hero falls away
a monument to wasted faith
i'm just another casualty
taken by all we used to be

Wasted Faith

Wasted Faith (2019)

What time signature is this

Disappointment

And I 😔

Lyrics:

Sunshine phase through my bones
Future bright, young blood
Tame the fears in my gut
and let the lights guide me home

Feel this drop, melatonin
A drag into the fray
the things you want, you wish for
even when you know
that no one's here to stay

Will I see you where I was

So I'll let the lights go out
and sleep through the sound
'Cause that's how it has to be
Before I find you again
and drown in your eyes
Eyes

The things you want, you wish for
The things you leave, you call for
Then you'll know
That no one's here to stay
Stay

Will I see you where I was
Will I see you where I was
Will I see you where I was
Will I see you where I

Love (Where I Was)

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Get Scared

METAMORPHOSIS IS OUT NOW!

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/4PGxeTYZfVP58FlkbA85Bb?si=p8nvlaH4Tcqm5ZCmS5RKbQ
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/metamorphosis-ep/1658934595

That is how he died, without a word, in front of everyone.

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Wasted Faith (2019)

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