credits

love stories

prod

@deathcharms
@heroinsick
@prodsoma
@kyitsuu

charms + heroinsick - tell (soma & kyitsu) #us

@owtiss, @k4rson love love! <3
prod @bazington, @neohnq

karson friend! karson cool!👍

@owtiss
strangers back to lovers
wna feel ur touch under the covers
texts read like a thesis
i dont need this
falling to pieces
im so dreamless
and all the time we spent meant nothing
everything we talked ab shoulda meant something :/
maybe im js naive
love is dying
i wish that u liked me
but maybe im dreaming

im a stranger left to suffer
better replace me with another
cuz i wont hear back from u again
cuz i cant really deal with all the stress

@k4rson
i cant deal with all of this stress
now im not with you i hope u turn into a mess
im glad im not with you, you dont deserve me at my best
now i'm not with you i can get it off my chest

i'm with someone who appreciates that i try
someone who can understand my mind
someone who tells the truth and never lies
now im finally with someone who could treat me right

who could treat me right
who could treat me right
who could treat me right
who could treat me right

dreamless w/ karson (baz, neohn)

@owtiss
prod @bazington, @decago 

i can see u when its raining
see the tears fall out of ur eyes again
havent really felt it lately ;/
all u need to do is ask ill do it again

kissed u one time didnt think it was blunder
u want answers shouldnt have ever gave my number
wish i didnt ever love her
i cant get away i wanna find another
its getting worse
but it never worked
and the way it hurts
feels like a curse
so say goodbye
lets cut our ties
u can try to lie
but i know the signs

u know full well what ur doing
cuz its not the first time u try to fool me
send a million texts that say u miss the cool me
i dont get it cuz u never even knew me
i know im useless
i know im worthless
i cant do this
i miss the solace
i know that u want this to happen
cuz i know that u miss the attention

raining (baz, decago)

#1
@domerrz
@victxrw
@mental

[@domerrz]
every night, i'm waking up
wonder why you given up, dont give a fuck 
i've been hurt a thousand times, i've been struck :/
people that I shouldn't love, I shouldn't trust

out of time and out of love running out of luck
and it all comes from my heart, if i lose this one then im done

i hate being stuck so i had 2 give it up
how'd u say u win
u been stuck at 10th
but u think ur number 1

[@victxrw]
i thought u were bluffing
eveything i did for u, it feels like nothing...
all this violence i cnt handle, pushing and shoving
look at it from a different angle, make up for smth

feels like im in a pit of darkness @_@
feels like im trapped inside this carcass
of my past self, im never perfect :/
tell me baby was i never worth it?

(was i rlly worth it, no?)

(i was never perfect, oh)

spotify

#fromtheheart w/ victxrw (mental)

arid & dom! - reason (dxvi)

.i dont know anymore

ft. @courtega

prod. me

lyrics:
@1altr
ya its not that, idc no more
i just, cant see you go 
just stop that, i dont wanna see you
cause you fuck with my mental
ur always so stressful
whyd you call me, i dont want that
when you saw me, did you feel that
i really thought that we had a connection
but this love, was only conniption 

now im on my own
and i dont wanna know
why you fucked me up
you just threw me out
wasnt good enough
someone new to love
you were too good for me
it was plain to see
x2

@andremoire
i don’t give a fuck anymore
betrayed my trust
you want me back, that’s a closed door
yeah, yeah that’s long passed
forgave you once, forgave you twice more
but what I don’t get and I want you to tell me
how could you ever say that I never loved you
when everything I do is for you

fuck you
fuck what you did to me
it doesn’t matter why
why can’t you see?
fuck you
you’re a toxic industry
i hate every moment I spend here
i should’ve known that you were such a bitch
had me thinking you’re the one I wanna get up with
now it’s too late to say sorry
to mend the stitch
get out of my life, I hope you suffer it 

@1altr
if i said i loved you again
would it still be the end
i tried to fix my mistakes
but you laughed in my face 
just let me know if i, could see you one more time
ik im not always right
but if we talked some more we'd be alright

now im on my own
and i dont wanna know
why you fucked me up
you just threw me out
wasnt good enough
someone new to love
you were too good for me
it was plain to see
x2

someone new +courtega

amv - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xchqg7hgWwg

@domerrz
@owtiss
@1yeezo

instagram.com/01domerz
instagram.com/owtiss1
instagram.com/1yeezo

1/4 <3

prod me :DD
additional guitar by yeezo

[@domerrz]
thats the way im feeling now 
go to sleep wake up w dry eyes
told myself I wouldnt cry
with whats left nothings going right
need u out my sight
but i still wanna know whats on ur mind
just because im wrong doesnt make u right
and all the words u said left some pain behind

[@owtiss]
i just wanna sort my feelings out
im tired of hearing the same old lines
wonder what i can do now
wonder if i can make this right
never got to say goodbye is it over
yk i was always terrified of growing older
i remember times u would cry on my shoulder
it gets hard to breath as the weather gets colder

dry eyes w/ owtiss

beat : decago・xeno 
lyric : junshi・miomaguro
mix/mastering : junshi
cover : miomaguro

ビートありがとう！@decago
タイトルとfeatありがとう！@junshi163

-lyric-

junshi 

yeah, and i'm smoking gas, bitch i'm posted with みお
君だけを思う
if you'd stay, but i dont know 
and i been booted off the x, babygirl im moving so slow
yeah, and i been rotting in my room, cant believe you left me alone

yeah, and i'm showing love when i look in the sky and i see you
and you dont know that i need you
u be telling these lies that i see through

yeah, and you showing hate babygirl and you think i can't hear you
babygirl i can just tell how much you dont want me near you

miomaguro

Don’t even want to hear her name
君が僕の全て
本当の事だけ教えて
 I cry again because of you

呼吸浅くて眠れない
Close your eyes and float away
アニメ見て泣く僕とJunshi
first love 一ノ瀬ことみ

明日は笑って過ごしたいけれど
優しくない嘘つくのはやめてよ

空に咲いた花火の音に僕の声が掻き消させれて往く

highschool angel𓂃໒꒱°* w/ junshi (decago+xeno)

prod @decago + @1altr
mixed n mastered by me :)

lyrics:

i swear to god i’m done
ofc i had to call your bluff
she keep acting like i’m dumb
i just need some better luck
always reaching my hand out
yea she kicked me out at 17
always tryna black out
no she didn’t want my help

ofc i’m smoking to forget
now it’s getting to my head
i just need some better rest
and now it seems like you never cared
when i was eight years old you were never there
and i just needed guidance 

i’m getting tired quick
i know i can’t confide in you
i don’t know how i’ll live
i’ll throw my head into a brick wall
the questions loaded like a pistol
i know i couldn’t let go
you make it seem so simple

you told me that you quit but that’s a lie
yea it’s been this way since 15
i feel like i’m gon die
no i can’t let-
you told me that you quit but that’s a lie
yea it’s been this way since 15
i feel like i’m gon die
no i can’t let go

and i just needed guidance 
i’m getting tired quick
i know i can’t confide in you
i don’t know how i’ll live
i’ll throw my head into a brick wall
the questions loaded like a pistol
i know i couldn’t let go

i swear to god i’m done
ofc i had to call your bluff
she keep acting like i’m dumb
i just need some better luck
always reaching my hand out
yea she kicked me out at 17
always tryna black out
no she didn’t want my help
ofc i’m smoking to forget
now it’s getting to my head
i just need some better rest
and now it seems like you never cared
when i was eight years old you were never there
and i just needed guidance

guidance (decago + xeno)

@owtiss
prod @decago, @1altr, @owtiss

doing drums rly is fun :)

i dont wna take it back
everything that i said
ur all that i had
everything is a mess
i never was enough
i just wna give up
im never growing up
i just wna move on :/

i rly cannot think
i cannot hear a thing
all i hear is a ring
its rly getting to me
theres still so much to see
but im stuck here w me
drown in anxiety
will i ever be free

is my head on the right way
how'd i find myself in the middle of the highway
starting to think theres no way
hold my hand like always
always on a cold day
how'd i find myself in a place where im not me

everything (decago, altr, owtiss)

never look away!!  [prod.decago]

amv - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Lw5hUWmQXow

I finally recorded another solo song insane

prod @domerrz @yashio20k @decago

art by bestie @maplekeurig
https://twitter.com/maplekeurig

[@domerrz]
think im fallin straight down for ur love
u gone fall right out of my hands
I failed over and over again
and my heads still spinnin round 
though my heart is on the ground 
I just cant escape ur sound again

think im fallin straight down for ur love
u gone fall right out of my hands
I failed over and over again
and my heads still spinnin round 
though my heart is on the ground 
I just cant esacpe ur sound again
again and again til its over

Im still so hurt
I need a shoulder
things get harder as the weather gets colder 
I guess I never learn Ill always end up burnt
I get nothing in return 
and u left me at my worst
why does love always have to hurt
could u lift me out this curse

think im fallin straight down for ur love
u gone fall right out of my hands
I failed over and over again
and my heads still spinnin round 
though my heart is on the ground 
I just cant escape ur sound again

think im fallin straight down for ur love
u gone fall right out of my hands
I failed over and over again
and my heads still spinnin round 
though my heart is on the ground 
I just cant escape ur sound again
again and again til its over

blossom (me + yashio + decago)

@ilymay
@han2k15
@decago

(rewind)
anything that i can do, just let me know it
know i wouldn't lie to you, the flaws i show
that i only ever show to you, i hope you know that
promise you that i'll stay true, but often it gets hard
you tear me apart
you break me to shards, left to pick up the pieces
im left in the dark, but you gave me a meaning
its hard to restart, but you gave me a reason

(may)
miss when our worlds collide
and you told me u know that i’d find
someone else but i wna cry
cuz i thought i had u by my side
but in the end know i’ll be alright
let it go let it go let it melt like the snow does
the warmth of ur touch when i wake up
left it all in the past
know we couldn’t have lasted
but i still can’t forget ur face

promise +may (han + decago)

离得你好近
玩不起这命
步伐有点轻
不用太着急

啊着火了人都会被烧的
到底什么时候反思
我比较自私
懒得思考
所以我们之间有没有故事
虽然你不会关心
但你起码不会装作
努力的挤出笑容
虚情假意的哀愁

别让你的慌乱影响我的步伐

玩不起这命 (prod. clockwork & decago & mamoru)

solo project from tucson, arizona
isabella

guidance (decago + xeno)

f43