feat. teddyboi

a fragile world in which there is no place for happiness

dope white boy songs pt 5

Keeping Me Crying

prod hiraeth
just trying things, sorry if not best

is this as bad as before?
laid out on the floor
how can you claim you wanna know
with all my messages ignored

i don’t think you really understand
i told you alr we wont last
told me where i cut it’s getting bad
but i don’t care,
you wish i never had

fucked up got my head in my hands
i won’t love, you get it all on-demand
no thoughts, running dry like the sand
don’t leave ur all i have

step away from the door i won’t let you in
i don’t wanna tell you what is happening
leave me outside in the cold again
nothing to say
we’re at the start of the end

leave me alone
i don’t wanna try but ur arguing
i have anxiety
they’re watching me
I’m tryna quit
you don’t really know me
feel like im nothing but misery
I’m tryna find a way to block out what you did to me
you can call me useless
least i had a fucking ounce of trust
let go of everyone
I’m struggling to give you up
you don’t really want me
i had everything and fucked it up
is this a sign that i should stop pretending how to love

step away from the door i won’t let you in
i don’t wanna tell you what is happening
leave me outside in the cold again
nothing to say
we’re at the start of the end

start of the end

prod @pinecabin

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lyrics
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oh, i cant, see
all im thinkin bout is the strong breeze
you got the knife in my back, its disease
and the airs, getting cold, on the streets

i know you don't like that
ur crushing my heart, at
oh ur lost at sea, ohh

you never cared about the way i feel
and if i leave, it guess its not a big deal
i told u put the effort, hope u see its all real

my parents never told me that they wanted me, still
i told them i don't wanna hear ever, not real

oh, i cant, see
all im thinkin bout is the strong breeze
you got the knife in my back, its disease
and the airs, getting cold, on the  

i don't wanna be here, anymore
take me far, so far away from all the people at my door!

writing letters till i drop dead, on the bloody floor
ill never send them all away they'll be right here, ill write some more

but you wont, ever, see me again
crushing all the pathways, so we cant meet again!
drop my phone, in the water, leave it there, im gone for sure
i LOST ALL  MY CONNECTOINS BEING AWFUL LET ME GO

oh, i cant, see
all im thinkin bout is the strong breeze
you got the knife in my back, its disease
and the airs, getting cold, on the streets

the airs getting cold on the streets.

@prodjpjp

sorry 

// lyrics 
pretty eyes
but we’re holding on to what love?
you know that i tried
but it never was enough oh
tell me all your lies
how am i supposed to trust now
i’ll sing another song
how i always watched it die

oh oh oh
i don’t want to fight
i just want to go home
i’m so scared i’ll die
in my bedroom all alone
looking for my heart
but i’m finding only bones
is it lost for good?

oh oh oh
i don’t want to cry
but my tears flooding the floor
drove 100 miles
but i think it’s time i go
and when we said goodbye
i could feel it in my bones
this time it’s for good 

oh oh oh 
i feel it in my bones 
goodbye

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goodbye [jpjp]

prod branwen and splashgvng ❤️❤️❤️
thanks sewerperson <3
DEAL BREAKER 7/20

inconsistent feat. sewerperson (prod. branwen and splashgvng)

follow angel diary, capoxxo, branwen & ikitos

ponder w/ angel diary & capoxxo (prod. branwen x ikitos)

follow jusik x bended

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rzQeclcK3Zc

1promise2much (prod. jusik x bended) (music video in desc)

where the plug at?

lyrics: six fucking days til i can try again 
40 fucking ways that i can execute the plan 
second guessing it, then ill regret it all 
find an easy way,im gonna turn my mind off yuh

when my body turns grey 
will u hold my hand? 
or 
will u watch me and let me die in vain? 

let me die in vain.

i can see through you 
i can see it all
i can see the text 
where u pretended to call 
me the one 
it’s 0 to 1 
i can’t see myself win 
anytime soon 

so when my body turns grey 
will u hold my hand? 

or will u watch me and let me die in vain? 

let me die in vain.

contributing to my decline 
i can visualize it all tonight 
i can see the way u set me aside 
and i can feel the way u hate my mind 
so 
i cannot keep going 
if ur gonna walk away
so if ur gonna hurt me 
lay my down inside my grave

in vain (prod. grayskies)

produced by R3DQX and discent 
mixed my epitomeoffailure and teddyboi
mastered by teddyboi

lyrics

why couldn’t you tell me you went ghost
when i ask around no one ever knows
where you went you didn’t even leave a note
hard to breathe when my throat remains closed 

i been choking on my words and i suppose 
that if your gone imma double up my dose
so if you’re lookin at my face im in repose
imma raise my glass high and give a toast

a toast to the ones who never made it far 
a toast to the ones who couldn’t find their start
i still feel i’m there and im going nowhere

these cobblestone roads will guide you in the dark 
know you’re not alone with this light from a spark 
someone will care again just hold on till the end

(teddyboi)

really tryna make sense of this
dead bodies turn to slitting wrists
and i ain’t got no time for that
i ain’t got no time for that
‘cause i got a lot inside my mind
and i don’t want to waste all your time
baby i think that im curse
‘cause im crawling at the end of my life
lately there’s a lot going on inside my mind
and baby i don’t want to lie to you
i think i need some time away from everything
to try and heal myself
work on my head
worry about my health ‘cause
all i ever do is drink the memories away
until im covered in my vomit
emptying my brain 
the liquor’s healing me but my body’s giving up
‘cause i don’t know what i can take
and im close to seeing god
lift my facade
im scared oh my god
she touches on my scars
they make us who we are
but i can’t lift your fingerprints
(off my skin)

why couldn’t you tell me you went ghost
when i ask around no one ever knows
where you went you didn’t even leave a note
hard to breathe when my throat remains closed 

i been choking on my words and i suppose 
that if your gone imma double up my dose
so if you’re lookin at my face im in repose
imma raise my glass high and give a toast

a toast to the ones who never made it far 
a toast to the ones who couldn’t find their start
i still feel i’m there and im going nowhere

these cobblestone roads will guide you in the dark 
know you’re not alone with this light from a spark 
someone will care again just hold on till the end

a toast w/ teddyboi (R3DQX x discent)

Produced by Mackk and yunny goldz. Mixed, Mastered and Written by Luvflorent 

lyrics :
Cold nights winter skies, could you let me in 
Soft breaths yea I’m running out of oxygen 
Lipstick on your lips I can taste it 
Phone rang that’s Gucci on my fragrance 

That’s not the bitch that I want 
I want the bitch that is gone 
Swear I saw swear I saw her 
When you took me in 
You know the things that I like 
I know the things that are right 
So and so. So I’m drunk can you take me home 

I got baggage 
I got dope just to help me cope 
Gucci socks on my feet I had to let her know 
All I know is putanas all around me 
Home grown yeah I’m smoking on this celery 


I’m at the club like so what?
I’m getting bread like a cold cut 
Said I’m annoying you said I’m annoying 
But ur rubbing ur butt on my know what 
Shawty horny for the weed now 
I guess that she’ll be a good rebound 
Give me head to get me out of my own head 

I can’t 
Finish 
what I said 
When ur peering through my eyelids

luvflorent & mackk ft. yunny goldz - eyelids

dream feature <3 W frander fr
LYRICS:

1chigo ~
all of these lights
but its never brite
she took my heart
& stabbed it twice 
swervin until i hit afterlife
stuck in this jail without a crime
baby stop now im gonna cry
why was the hole in your heart so massive
smokin away all my pain 
yeah im gassin
ima say fuck it n swerve into traffic
i couldnt give a fuck about what happened 
im never gonna damn last bitch
i hate walking into rooms where everyone’s laughing 
headphones got 808s clappin
your bitch ask my name then she bend her back n yk that i had to have it
they got my music bumpin in the back of a black hearse
an im in the casket
im in the casket

FRANDER ~
Dont want my soul told her have it 
Look at my life its so tragic 
Use to pull drugs out the plastic 
Life of an addict 
Lost all the love for myself thru the madness 
Tell me they love me they lying 
Look in my eyes says im dying 
Hope i cant find it
Show me where it went i know that its hiding 
Baby im trying 
Never arriving
Up in the heavens im sentenced to hell
The sins ive committed are ones i wont will tell 
I live like oh well without any cares 
Im better alone i hate all the stares
No one is there im all that i have 
The time that i lost can never back
My heart full of frost my soul full of pain 
This life full of trauma done drove me insane

i think i’ll kill myself.  w/FRANDER

MUNCH =^+.+^= (Slayne)

Woah, woah, yeah
Every step I take just leads me backwards
I don't know what it is I'm after
All I know is I got dreams I'm chasing
Down this empty trail I'm blazing
Sometimes I lose myself and my hope
All these thoughts in my brain coming for my neck
Like a rope, it gets fucked sometimes
But I swear that I try, try my best
Even if it's all a mess
I can't panic but I can't rest
Got a hole inside my chest

Yeah, I'm hollow like a jack-o-lantern
Full of sorrow, trying to break the pattern
In a spiral, like the rings round Saturn
In a cycle, I'm spinning, I'm stuck
Know you wish the worst when you tell me good luck
Know it's all a lie when you tell me it's love I can see it all
Nowadays I'm numb

Keeping it a hundred all my homies liabilities
Trying to find the bitch in me there's zero possibilities
Hard-headed baby, got a better chance of killing me
I don't need nobody, I'ma do it on my own
Turn a Motorola to a million dollar phone
You the type of bitch that wanna give a dog a bone
Right after we fuck, you gonna leave a dog alone
Pretty face, but her insides ugly
Move on so fast, that's lovely
Work hard, ain't nobody getting lucky
Day and night, I'm up to something
I'm just a man on the moon like Cudi
Trust me, I'm not really good with the trusting
People do you dirty, so dirty it's disgusting
Smile on my face to my back mean mugging

Every step I take just leads me backwards
I don't know what it is I'm after
All I know is I got dreams I'm chasing
Down this empty trail I'm blazing

backwards [ft. jomie] (prod. flesh + ryan kelly)

Insecurities

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https://soundcloud.com/odece

bad bitch, acting like you fucking know me
wrist slit, all my blood is on your blade
gonna quit, too many scars on my skin
admit - you're the sin so Imma pray

I gave everything to you
You took everything you could
It still wasn't enough for you
You want to tore apart my heart

You want to know what the fuck I am
You said that I'm the scum, god damn
I ain't even try to fight
Just leave and say goodbye

just leave and say goodbye
i don't need these pointless fights
all I hear is "go and die"
repeat, this time look into my eyes

look into my eyes, tell me that you want me dead
want me dead, you must have forgotten who the fuck I am
I have helped you like a million times
Don't want nothing in return and I'm the bad guy

I can feel your hands, double edged blade
scar myself, cut myself, for you I'd bleed out, god damn
Now I'm left alone
don't need you, just go home

I gave everything to you
You took everything you could
It still wasn't enough for you
You want to tore apart my heart

You want to know what the fuck I am
You said that I'm the scum, god damn
I ain't even try to fight
Just leave and say goodbye