(chorus)
and i keep running away from my problems
i don’t know how to solve them
you care a little less when you hit rock bottom
cloudy eyes with a tortured mind
i can see the lies as the light grows darker
it fades from white as the blade sinks deeper
i thought blood ran thicker than water
my soul has died fuckin leave me behind

(verse) 
i thought you cared about my feelings
every night i’ve been screaming
questioning what’s life’s meaning 
what i’ve been believing 
holding on to every little thing that ever mattered
you know that my hearts been shattered
sayin that the medicine will always make me better
but every single day i always get sadder
when will i be okay
when every day feels like the fucking same
i’m holding on to all these memories 
but still i question why things won’t change

(bridge)
everyday feels like the same thing 
and i’m fucking don’t with it (i’ve had enough)
when will i 
be set free
from this life

(chorus)
and i keep running away from my problems
i don’t know how to solve them
you care a little less when you hit rock bottom
cloudy eyes with a tortured mind
i can see the lies as the light grows darker
it fades from white as the blade sinks deeper
i thought blood ran thicker than water
my soul has died fuckin leave me behind

(chorus)
and i keep running away from my problems
i don’t know how to solve them
you care a little less when you hit rock bottom
cloudy eyes with a tortured mind
i can see the lies as the light grows darker
it fades from white as the blade sinks deeper
i thought blood ran thicker than water
my soul has died fuckin leave me behind

blood doesn't run thicker than water (discent)

this one’s for anyone who has dealt with parental abuse no matter how big or small. 
you are all valid, and i hope this song gives you an escape from your head for a bit.

enjoy,
- lil neel

fading

fading (prod. dead boy beats)

@wiindigoo
@wavylouii

art by https://www.instagram.com/stitchx_o/

i can barely remember w/ wiindigoo & wavylouii (prod. splashgvng)

ghoul

I hope you like it and
<3 Thank you for listening <3

prod: Splashgvng
https://www.youtube.com/@splashgvng

[lyrics]:
oh tell me why you wanna cry
flowers in your hair, i swear
you look beautiful with them
oh tell me why do you think it's end

oh tell my why
oh tell my why
you think i'm fine
you think i'm fine
but when i can't watch the sun go down
with you
i miss this view
nostalgic memories,
i'd like to pour them out
you know that i was thinkin about ...
fall in love again

we're lying on the ground
we look at the sky, always fine
and guess the shapes of the clouds
i don't know where you're now
i miss ur perfume on my hoodie
ur father was always so nice to me
(we wanted to build a house on our tree)
is it all history?

oh tell my why
oh tell my why
you think i'm fine
you think i'm fine
but when i can't watch the sun go down
with you
i miss this view
nostalgic memories,
i'd like to pour them out
you know that i was thinkin about ...
fall in love again

tell me why.(prod. Splashgvng)

Beautiful Disguise (dasy)

this song ok @xelfiy

lyrics

ok ok 
no way
since i been outta town heard that she been seeing new faces
new places, thrown around th city like she food waste
blue waves been drowning out  the city with her cruel taste
 
ok ok
creeping out at night
keep it on the lo-fi
but lil does she know that ive 
keeping out an eye
now packing up my shit but she be stepping on my suitcase

fuck now she showing regret using force 
don’t wanna deal wit this anymore
asked me u were going, will u be back in the morning 
dont worry girl its not that important

no i not bothered by these scenes
control what i can control is what i mean
i dont need to tell u bout the places that ive seen
in the end who’s gon be left yeah so ima just do me

yeah yeah yeah yeah
i dont need em coming round
ive been living in the moment now
i might need another hit so i can fucking  slow it
soak it in, take another hit before i fucking drown

ok ok 
no way
since i been outta town heard that she been seeing new faces
new places, thrown around th city like she food waste
blue waves been drowning out  the city with her cruel taste

ill find xelfiys lyrics when some1 bugs me

okokokokokok

okokokokokok2/ft_xelfiy #060122 (prod gochii)

rars it - freestyle

forreal (normal)

MUSIC VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4FJxA5OyPWM

LYRICS:-
QAWI KAMRI
Jangan tinggalkan aku
Jangan lupakan aku
Tak payah lah kau ragu
ku pasti cintaimu

Sampai akhir nafas ku
Sampai mata ku tutup
Sampai akhir hayat ku
ku pasti cintaimu

bila kau bilang kau pergi
aku hampir lupa diri
aku rasa nak kan mati
janganlah putuskan janji

WAZ
Kau putus janji, apakah cinta kita tak bererti
Kau buat lagi, kau tinggalkan aku bersepi
Kau pergi, apa yang ku rasa kau tak reti ku tak lega ku tak redha walau tetapi tak berhenti

sebenarnya kita tetap harus bersama-sama
Sepanjang masa ini kita saling mencintai segala-galanya
Walaupun dialami penderita tapi bukan cerita derita
kejutan adalah bila kau lepaskan aku…begitu saja

Adakah aku tak cukup/ berkata-kata
Ku berikan kau hidup ku, tapi pergi mana
Segala yang ku korban untuk mu, begitu saja
Walaupun kita tak sempurna, tapi bukan gitu saja

Ah... Aku hanya sanggup berharap...
Harap untuk kau datang pulang....
Pulang kembali padaku sayang ...
Jangan sesekali kau jangan...

QAWI & WAZ
Jangan tinggalkan aku
Jangan lupakan aku
Tak payah lah kau ragu
ku pasti cintaimu

Sampai akhir nafas ku
Sampai mata ku tutup
Sampai akhir hayat ku
ku pasti cintaimu

blood doesn't run thicker than water (discent)

epitomeoffailure