i made a pact wit da devil he told me im destined for damage

https://soundcloud.com/autumndropsdead
https://soundcloud.com/mrnicety
https://soundcloud.com/imnotenvy

COMMUNITY. Vol 2

temptations

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autumndropsdead - temptations (ft. mr. nice ty & notenvy) [shiki xo & jolst]

i'm a casualty of life...
prod. @gonetoofar x @memoryroseishere
cover photo taken my by girlfriend :)
hope u all enjoy <3

lyrics:
oh how i dream of the west coast
or maybe somewhere thats not here
i’ve been all cooped up inside
need a place to reside
where the water can run clear

i hate to wait for my chances
but i’m a casualty of life
my brain cannot wait
for the day i can say
everything’s gonna be fine

don’t want to be here tomorrow
but in the sense i don’t exist
i’m sick of basic routine
need a change in my scene
i don’t know how to fix this

i think i'm tumbling backward
i need a hand to life me up
or maybe air i can breathe
maybe eyes that could see
why the water has dried up

freshwater [toofargone x memoryrose]

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imma crack my skull on the floor
imma hit my head on the wall 
i don't wanna live this life anymore
i won't change i'll simply ignore
how depressed my life got 
yeah my life's fucked so what 
no1 cares about me no1 calls  
i won't pick you up, if u fall 

go to school and come back everyday
n i haven't spoke to u in days 
shit idrk what to say
but i promise you that everything is still the same 

imma crack my skull on the floor
imma hit my head on the wall 
i don't wanna live this life anymore
i won't change i'll simply ignore
how depressed my life got 
yeah my life's fucked so what 
no1 cares about me no1 calls  
i won't pick you up, if u fall

imma crack my skull on the floor (ten50)

treading water got too difficult
i don't click with residuals
from straight out of their cubicles
there's something strangely beautiful
bout living here in this filth
after all the imitators are done and dusted
he still maybe might live
treading water got too difficult
i don't click with residuals
from straight out of their cubicles
there's something strangely beautiful
bout living here in this filth
after all the imitators are done and dusted
he still maybe might live

every song
that u get
is a piece
of my health
puppet strings control me
so for them make something else
she could kill me yet again
and this corpse would only sputter
this hope turns to
waiting for the waves to pull me under

treading water got too difficult
i don't click with residuals
from straight out of their cubicles
there's something strangely beautiful
bout living here in this filth
after all the imitators are done and dusted
he still maybe might live
treading water got too difficult
i don't click with residuals
from straight out of their cubicles
there's something strangely beautiful
bout living here in this filth
after all the imitators are done and dusted
he still maybe might live

i simply need someone's affection
but we could have phone sex
she says without idling
we store
idealized versions of eachother
in our heads
in our heads

i simply need someone's affection
but we could have phone sex
she says without idling
we store
idealized versions of eachother
in our heads
in our heads

treading water got too difficult
i don't click with residuals
from straight out of their cubicles
there's something strangely beautiful
bout living here in this filth
after all the imitators are done and dusted
he still maybe might live
treading water got too difficult
i don't click with residuals
from straight out of their cubicles
there's something strangely beautiful
bout living here in this filth
after all the imitators are done and dusted
he still maybe might live

residuals (afterlife x jolst)

lyrics¬

he's everything
that i wanna be but never was
and i bet he treats you better
than i, ever could
we,
were always fighting i
think i misunderstood
what you meant when you said you loved me
i didnt think anybody could

im sober now
dont cut me out
i fell in love
too fast, for my own good
but you're the one that loved me too
i cant imagine a life without you
cos we stick together like feathers and glue
and i would be finished if i lost you, too

he's everything
that i wanna be but never was
and i bet he treats you better
than i, ever could
we
were always fighting i
think i misunderstood
what you meant when you said you loved me
i didnt think anybody could

inevitability ill get replaced
missing the times i wake up to your face 
reminiscing on places we visit apart but together 
in juxtaposition oh
why does it have to be this way?
i hate its not us spending everyday, together
what ever happened, to, forever? 

he's everything
that i wanna be but never was
and i bet he treats you better
than i, ever could
we
were always fighting i
think i misunderstood
what you meant when you said you loved me
i didnt think anybody could

misunderstood (marco)

sampled @marlasdreams for guitar :)

Lyrics:

take a minute start asking yourself
what are your worths if u don't have ur wealth
who are your friends i would call it to question
what are the kinds of stories they tell
i didn't know that we needed permission
i guess i've been used to plain fighting it out
i have met plenty of people in life
and enough had a hiss so i keep to myself

in due time you'll have seen it all
what happens then
personally i would hate every breath
if i spent my whole life locked inside of a shell

-

i refuse to ever fear you
through that trial i found my values
if i were more honest i'd be see through
spout more lie till you believe you
i refuse to ever fear you
through that trial i found my values
if i were more honest i'd be see through
spout more lie till you believe you

I REFUSE TO EVER FEAR YOU
THROUGH THAT TRIAL I FOUND MY VALUES
IF I WERE MORE HONEST I'D BE SEE THROUGH
SPOUT MORE LIE TILL YOU BELIEVE YOU

i refuse to ever fear you
through that trial i found my values
if i were more honest i'd be see through
spout more lie till you believe you
i refuse to ever fear you
through that trial i found my values
if i were more honest i'd be see through
spout more lie till you believe you

take a minute
take a minute
take a minute
take a minute
take a minute
take a minute
take a minute
take a minute

depersonalization

𝒾 𝒸𝒶𝓃'𝓉 𝓈𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉𝓈 𝓁𝑜𝓈𝓉, 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝒾 𝒸𝒶𝓃'𝓉 𝓈𝓉𝑜𝓅 𝓂𝓎 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒.

shoutout soundcloud.com/sorrow_bringer 

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lyrics:
(that i'm just not that worth it
i'm covered in pleads 
you got what you need from me 
now you can breathe)

i realized it's nonsense
so inane to love her 
i can't save what's lost, but i can't stop my love 
so beautiful the way we leave 
our conversations incomplete
I'm sorry, but someday you'll see

that i'm just not that worth it
i'm covered in pleads 
you got what you need from me 
now you can breathe 

cant calm myself down so i work wit the z's
look in my eyes you're so perfect to me 
what can i do to make you believe in yourself babe i swear that that's all that you need

if you're fractured inside come tell me
i wont push you away i'm sorry
that i've done that before it's on me
i would help you today in a heartbeat

i realized it's nonsense
so inane to love her 
i cant save what's lost, but i cant stop my love 
so beautiful the way we leave 
our conversations incomplete
I'm sorry, but someday you'll see

that i'm just not that worth it
i'm covered in pleads 
but you're the one that i need this time.

i can't stop my love

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i can't stop my love (prod. sorrow bringer)

【﻿ｉ　ｄｏｎ＇ｔ　ｎｅｅｄ　ｎｏ　ｓｈｏｕｌｄｅｒ】
   【ｗｈｅｎ　ｆａｌｌ　ｃｏｍｅｓ　ａｒｏｕｎｄ】

AMV: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yqpbPsXyY1g
thank you so much for listening
produced by @user-230494921 🧡
cover art drawn by @HoneyDMilkTeax on twitter <3

i don't got time, always less
make straight shit, cry about it in my bed
irritation over when i try to improve a mix
wishing i was at my max
i don't know where i'm at
don't know where i'm-

when the fog lifts up from my head
i let the mist drip down from my eyes, to my lips
and i know that note was "off",
but i can't bother to fix it
i accept that i'm blessed with the curse of a sickness

the light shines down; radiate the heat
i feel it like an oven
the sun'll switch up
when it's got enough lovin'
but i'm used to it; anticipate the ruining
at any chance i'll ruin it
idle in my room again, feeling like a-

i'd let down my hair but it keeps falling out
but it's too complicated
they scream, "what's that bout?"
i'll just down another substance
in a hope it takes me out
and i don't need no shoulder when fall comes around

so thankful for those that have helped me along
despite how i'm trash, despite all my flaws
i hope all i work for one day'll pay off
cause every time i look at myself i scoff

don't ask me what's wrong
you won't like what you're hearing
or probably just not even get it
(you'll probably just not even get it, get it?)

(2x)
i don't got time, always less
make straight shit, cry about it in my bed
irritation over when i try to improve a mix
wishing i was at my max
i don't know where i'm at
don't know where i'm-

slipped through the vines
then i landed in the underground
if i was lost in the first place
then i was never found
wow
you'd really go through all of that?
just to feel like you have a sense of yourself on track?
no shit
i've dreamt of this for ages
you really don't get how many people don't "make it"
but that's their fault
i don't want it to be mine
it's more than just a matter of time

scoff [prod. 4lexf]

mix & mastr @fleshgolem

ft @lxstboymusic 🐐

lyrics

[mæsk]
i felt planets hit and all took was a single touch
it was a smoothe sail out to nowhere so ima a bit out of touch
i hit the main land swear it wasn’t this lush
but now i seek more just a temporary rush

scattered throughout the stratosphere 
holding down the atmosphere 
let ur guard down, drop my wings and let’s get the hell outta here

avoid the snakes when they appear
a fallen angel anaware
surrounding take its toll
but this endless ether baby

how much more
more can u endure
it’s gone get hot, just don’t get torched

there’s gon be changing course
and err pushing through a force field 
my voice is hoarse 
but we can make it out no matter the power that storm yields

just follow my lead 
what is life without a dream
extrinsic value to me has never meant a thing 
i’m finding lightning from within
but there’s more behind my skin
ur over more than half of me
am i fighting just to win?
(this is endless ether baby)

[lxst boy]

(this is real life, open your eyes)
I made a pact with the devil
he told me im destined for damage
I gotta go, running away 
packing my stuff in a panic
my life aint worth the air that I breathe
but im finding a way to manage
I guess ill keep quite 

I aint got philosophise im too afraid to talk about
maybe its not 

the real man in charge is in the sky and hes just looking down
I am not worthy of the life that ive been living now

but lately ive been tired of fighting entities who live around

my brain my rules thats something they better figure out

the sun it scorched my eyes

I keep records of pain thats what this is
yeah and day 14 I really hate the wilderness
but I gotta push through coz survivals worth the risk
I guess writing all these poems aint gonna fix my loneliness

I guess its over now
we can settle down

endless ether ft lxst boy (fantompower)

@sadboykana 
@tnvr555 

// kana 
always on these fucking drugs
cause its the only time i open up right
hiding in the fucking sky i
hide myself from others eye sight
love it when i’m in the night light
no one’s awake to see me cry right?
cutting up my skin, im pale white
paper thin when the blades slice
hope that i die
and i
swear to god it’s been like five nights
curled up in my bed like snow white
look at people through my phone light
and i swear to god it must be so nice
don’t know when my fucking soul died
bruises on my heart i’m cold i
keep looking out onto the night sky
swear to god this is my last night

trust me, i’m ok
just got some problems that wont go away
just got some issues keep coming my way
promise im great
just need some space
else i’ll just break

// geist 
else i’ll just break
i just want to wake up in a home that feels like home
paper thin, can’t cut i’d hit a bone
i can’t fight this feeling anymore
sick of always coping on my own

sick of always fighting every night
intrusive thoughts they rip apart my mind
i just want a love that fills the night
the way i felt staring into your eyes

and i need space
but i’m ok
trust me i’m not lying
i’ve got friends
who hate my face
and they’re no good at hiding it
i’m blacked out in the benz yet once again
self-destructing till i meet my end

trust me, i'm ok w/ kana [tnvr]

my vocals mixed and song mastered by ztope <3
prod scottysplash

lyrics:

Pour another shot yeah
I ain't even feel it yet
Livers gonna rot
It's okay cause I'm feeling dead
I don't wanna talk
So ima leave that bitch on read
I don't give a fuck
Of all of the shit you said
Pour another shot yeah
I ain't even feel it yet
Livers gonna rot
It's okay cause I'm feeling dead
I don't wanna talk
So ima leave that bitch on read
I don't give a fuck
Of all of the shit you said
Yeah the silence pretty violent
Conscience in my head asking why I haven't died yet
Feelings from the past that's what I'm tryna forget
Forever feeling sad I just wanna hit the reset
Hearts gone black like the smoke in my lungs
Yeah I'm really hurt
I don't do this for fun
My demons pretty fast
That I can't even run
Let them take over
Cause I'm tired and done

I been upping doses till my body is numb
It's only half past one and I'm already gone
I just need a fix and I'll come back to life
All these Cali in my woods lift me up like a kite
This cookie gonna ignite with match sticks
No one in they right mind could match this
Everybody else inside this party got a broken heart
Minus me but that's cause I dipped off inside this jaguar
Vroom
Hit the road
Girl lets see where we could go
We could Take it slow
I got places I could be but I stay at home
These open roads will set me free
When I need it most
I been my zone when I work alone
But I prefer you here with me cause it help my soul
If u told me how to be than I would fit the mold
Just know
If u gave an ultimatum I would surely fold
Slow down
I'll give you something to help you calm down
Open my bag and pour the flower out
Roll it up and ingest
Kiss me in the smoke I could smell it on her breath
Pour another shot yeah I ain't even feel it yet
This burn inside me stop the bleed just like a tourniquet
As I sit here on this porch outside my new address
I don't like the damage caused but I love feeling it

Pour another shot yeah
I ain't even feel it yet
Livers gonna rot
It's okay cause I'm feeling dead
I don't wanna talk
So ima leave that bitch on read
I don't give a fuck
Of all of the shit you said
Pour another shot yeah
I ain't even feel it yet
Livers gonna rot
It's okay cause I'm feeling dead
I don't wanna talk
So ima leave that bitch on read

endless ether ft lxst boy (fantompower)

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