Sorry I'm late to to this, The flow is very smooth, the vocals emotional, & the beat is sad but also smooth you killed it bro fr <3

v v v
yeah i know
no one knows my name
but i keep on trucking 
i just hope the work 
pays off or fucking something
but if it dont i wont be suprised
hell or nothing and left to die
stayed up every night for a year straight
studying my mixing and studying my membrane
always thought that i was fucking insane
never had no one to relate to, yeah yeah
never had no friends 
still fucking dont
i always end up alone again
and thats my fault too
i push them away
i push them away
please dont put any worth to my name
i swear to fuckin god i dont deserve that shit 
yeah im just a sad ass girl trapped in her room and shit
never leave my room unless i really fuckin have to
i dont know
i dont know
every night i smoke, man it got me feeling slow mo
throat burns, red eyes, and i feel like shit
feel like i wanna crawl in a hole and dip
say you really dont want me to do that
if you really dont want me to, please try and stop me
(try and stop me)
(try and stop me)
uncomfortable like always
always fuckin sweat
always fuckin stress 
about some dumb fuckin shit
always miss my boyfriend
always miss my dad
just wanna feel decent
how hard is that?
how hard is it to feel like im normal?
how hard is it to feel like im clean?
how hard is it to feel like kai?
how hard is it to feel alright?
aye, aye, 
no one knows my name
but i keep on truckin
i could just repeat that shit 
but i feel like workin
and i feel like nothing
hopefully im something
maybe ill find out one fuckin day but
not soon
yeah i was in marshall and u called me
said ur in asheville, can you meet me soon?
and i hit u back, said "im down, im down, im down"
always really am but you dont understand
look at twitter once then you go and advance
babe i think your heads clouded give me a chance
you look fucking flawless how you are boy dont trip
ay one grand for a trip (one trip)
just to hold my boy in my arms real quick (real quick)
yeah its real fucking tuff long distance relationship shit
yeah but its real love thats the shit you dont get.

hell or nothing (pekarot)

A reimagined Version of 9tails’ “I’m still learning”
prod. Sorrowbringer

I'm Still Learning. (cover)

produced by sofabed

completely non profit

lyrics

u and i need to find a way 
to exist separately 
but I cannot, I will not
I won't believe
u and i, u and i
weren't meant to be
no I will not, I will not 
I won't believe

(are u on or off?)

what are u waiting for?
is it last call?
I hope there's more to ur life than this
than there is to mine

(are u on or off?)

last call (sofabed)

Engineered by floret
mastered by floret
produced by floret & venus
written by floret 

lyrics:




i can't take it back when i was younger
yell out the top of my lungs like i'm bolder
fresh out the streets like you think you know her
dumbass and freak your such a loner
fuck up you feen you are a loner
head out the door just like your father 
drugged out in need just like your mother 
fuck up and feen you are a loner 

from the tree tops run me down
burn this place straight to the ground 

cause loves not real and i know why your lying 
fuck up past and i know why your crying 
why your crying why your crying 
write my life like your the author 
life has so much more to offer
spoken lies like your own father
wrote my life like im the author 
know that life so much offer
offer,offer 

take it when you tell me that young again 
say that were better of just as friends 
i've been broken down just meet me in the end
what did father say when you gone now
i dont wanna say this im in love now
break me down you fall in love
100 times you blame your mom
like i guess ill never be like me again 
what you do spite me blame my friends
take this pill youll be dead again 
hate everyone fuck your friends 
its over its over

from the tree tops run me down
burn this place straight to the ground 

cause loves not real and i know why your lying 
fuck up past and i know why your crying 
why your crying why your crying 
write my life like your the author 
life has so much more to offer
spoken lies like your own father
wrote my life like im the author 
know that life so much offer
offer,offer

love is dying

prod. metlast x sor
mix: me
master: teddyboi (@yoimn3ver)
art: my girlfriend <3

lyrics:

close, but i can’t finish it
just know, that i don’t wanna be close tonight
when im at home, i feel the pain sink in
bottle after bottle after bottle down my throat 

know, that i can’t let go, this simply
of something that took time to put together
but clearly these bonds have been severed

don’t get too close, you’ll let the pain in
frost lands on my nose, it’s come im shaking
she knows, that she shouldn’t get close
but it’s freezing 

3 in the morning
i should be sleeping but im not
this anxiety has got its grip on me
this is something you won’t see
cause you’re caught up in a dream
so far away from the disease
im begging im down im on my knees
for someone to save me
but no one’s here lately 

close, but i can’t finish it
just know, that i don’t wanna be close tonight
when im at home, i feel the pain sink in
bottle after bottle after bottle down my throat

know, that i can’t let go, this simply
of something that took time to put together
but clearly these bonds have been severed

don’t get too close, you’ll let the pain in
frost lands on my nose, it’s come im shaking
she knows, that she shouldn’t get close
but it’s freezing

now you see me
now you don’t
now i’m gone and missing
you shouldn’t have gotten close

close (metlast x sor)

music video:
https://youtu.be/Ck4vV7So2TY

carhartt jeans and levi boxers
i know that she still want me 
i miss my old nissan frontier
i don't miss you baby

i don't think i'm brave enough for this
i'm not used to paranoia
you couldn't pay me nothin' to stick around for this
what the fuck do you even take me for
i don't think i can stand my ground for this
pour one out 'cause my love is dead and gone
i'm in the land of the free and the home of the brave
but you make both harder when you come around

i don't think i'm brave enough for this 
i'm not used to anything anymore
you can't pay me to stay around for this
i don't know what you even take me for
ain't no way i'm getting down with this
bury my heart six feet it's dead and gone
i'm in the land of the free and the home of the brave
but i don't feel either one anymore

spotify

land of the free (p. jonah + hannah read)

**SOUNDCLOUD TOOK DOWN THIS SONG ALONG WITH A FEW OTHERS BECAUSE OF A BUG, AND REUPLOADED WITHOUT ANY LIKES**

prod. Boyfifty

Lyrics - 

when i walked back home
on that frostbit night
and the wind hit cold
while my chest felt tight

i was so distraught
fixating on your lies
i wrote this song
to get my thoughts aligned

amazed how I
couldn’t see the
truth behind
all your reasons

wait for a sign 
I can breathe
I’ll be alright 
if you keep me

hello?
could you please me help me dear
i know
I’m not the most sincere

below
my failing self esteem
come home
I need you next to me

(peaky blinders scene in the break)

frostbit (prod. boyfifty)

Right Place - Vails, Heyzbee, Devin's World (Prod. Mackk)

never in doubt [prod. tundrabeats]

ride or die

music video: https://youtu.be/1frUV9_iKkg
produced by: yung spoiler (@yungspoiler)

lyrics:

so get up right now 
before the days gone 
i don’t wanna feel it
yea so i face one 
i don’t wanna go bed
yea wanna stay up 
i don’t wanna go i wanna stay up

i don’t even know her,
she a lame cus,
leaking all my folders,
yeah, gucci halo 
i don’t wanna go bed 
wanna stay up,
i don’t wanna go i wanna stay up

just chill out 
just a little bit 
i love to get you mad
for the thrill of it, 
fuck you
calm down
need some ritalin 
i wanna come around now
but she’s busy so
i can’t move 
x2

close (metlast x sor)

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