love teen suicide. sam ray is one of my biggest inspirations <3

shithelhole 05/07/22 (demo)

the light of a million pills is nothing compared to ur love

see yr lies r tearing me apart 
no one wants to be better anymore 
no one less than u 
and I don’t know how far it goes 
i want it to stop 
stop touching me 

Ooooooo

i don’t fucking care shut up
please, please stop 
left alone, a joke, dethroned 
you broke my heart one too many times 
every day i wake up again 
no friends, same old pain 

Oooooooo

everything i can’t do anymore because i’ll hurt myself and others

decalcify imperfect 

everything
at once, at once
ive won, at what cost?
everything is falling down now
guess u were just a femme fatale 

scars 
on my arm 
in my heart 
i’ll try not to say it’s ur fault 
i don’t know where I’m going 
they’re trying to show me 

chorus
i lie awake 
at night 
visions in my mind 

i
i promise 
i’m trying
the magic doesn’t work and im dying  
i can’t sleep 
when im thinking of you 
why be so cruel 

filling the void 
living to survive 
crystals in my eyes 
running out of time 
everyone’s against me 
decalcify 
i can’t help but feel like
im running out of time 

chorus 
i lie awake
at night 
visions in my mind 
im by myself 
once again
broken

decalcify imperfect

i see right though
lies cut into 
my heart is selfish
i thought good didn’t perish 
you killed what’s left
no one even asked 
no one even noticed 
that im still hurting

i didn’t talk to you
im in a bad mood 
i know they’re all laughing
i know i’m not what i think
i know that she sent you
i shouldn’t stare but I do 
i cant stop these thoughts 
im paranoid, i’ll be gone 

even the sun laughs 
and the moon doesn’t care 
i don’t wanna be lonely
i want you to hold me 
it’s all my fault anyway 
i’ll wait for the light of day 
i’ll wait till i’m sure 
i don’t think there’s a cure

paranoid

we’ll ruin each other (demo)

i’ll find my self
i’ll end it all
we’re gonna ruin 
each other  

it’s all bad news
it’s not about you 

if you’re scared, i’ll hold you 
it won’t change what we both knew 
you know we’ll ruin 
each other 

i’ve lost everything
that ever meant

we’ll ruin each other

u said i wasted all ur time
u said i wasted all ur time
i thought u wasted all of mine
i thought u wasted all of mine

she said it all
she said it all
she said it all
u don’t like me anymore 

u said i wasted all ur time
u said i wasted all ur time
i thought u wasted all of mine
i thought u wasted all of mine

whoa 
u don’t 
whoa 
u don’t 

u dont, u dont, u don’t like me x4

dont like me (COVER)

Cabingory - Arrow Practice

track 39 from those that fall will flourish again
https://bsdj.bandcamp.com/album/those-that-fall-will-flourish-again-bsdj-comp-07

Flowers for a Dead Teenager

prod. and vox by impale me 

Puddles of blood and i
can't escape into a life
euphoria, i want that high fever
cut myself, i'm worthless
i'm so cruel, deserve it 
i hated being you and i

Scars scars scars, i got scars on my arm
used to feel love, it's a world apart
why you looking at me? i did nothing wrong
cover up my face, always something wrong
always gotta hide it, feel so worthless
always talking bout me, make me hate myself

deserve ((v3))

one man band

contact/booking
anklebreakersband@gmail.com

dont like me (COVER)

farewell, my heart

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