Chorus:
I’m too bold, yet neutral on occasions.
Left behind and it’s brutal. I’m slow, chasing.
Winter solstice, so cold, i need saving.
From your grasp, I get stuck like everyday.
And

I got addicted to your soft touch.
No fuss, til you switch it up, say it’s not love.
“I’m done” hear the phrase, echo through the hallways.
Daggers digging deep into the depths of my mindscape.

Verse 1:
Said you leaving, why you staying then?
You know I’m the only one working cuz I’ve been paying rent.
Say I got no purpose, I’m worthless after the cadence ends.
Who knows if I’ll ever be worth it like, what’s his name again?

Pray again, I’m hoping I don’t ever lose you.
Only sing the blues, when the puddle hits my new shoes.
Walking through a hurricane.
Looking like a murder scene.
You’ve been on a killing spree, I’m rushing through with urgency.

I don’t think you meant to burden me.
Looking back I see how it was hurting me.
And that never occurred to me.
Until I took my stitches out and figured out that all I needed was a bit of surgery.

Don’t forget that Hennessy will always fail your memory.
Remember we were talking bout our lives atop the mezzanine.
Eventually, we took it took to the bed, and tried to set the scene.
And then you disappeared without a trace.
Call that ‘Amelia tendencies.’

Chorus:
I’m too bold, yet neutral on occasions.
Left behind and it’s brutal. I’m slow, chasing.
Winter solstice, so cold, i need saving.
From your grasp, I get stuck like everyday.

I got addicted to your soft touch.
No fuss, til you switch it up, say it’s not love.
“I’m done” hear the phrase, echo through the hallways.
Daggers digging deep into the depths of my mindscape.

@sorrow - addicted to your soft touch (prod. CapsCtrl)

Intro:
Used to chill up in my treehouse.
High above the clouds, inside a world I couldn’t be found.
I was doing me, all by myself and staying positive.
Fall asleep and wake up, had a dream about accomplishments.
Ima do It all.
As long I can stay committed.
I don’t want a 9-5.
Cuz I’m too high above the city.
Know my mom is getting worried, promised I would make her proud, but...
then they cut my treehouse down.

Verse 1:
Flash forward twenty years.
Group work, twenty peers.
Stuck in grad school.
I’m mad cool, but that don’t matter here.

Had to sacrifice my goals, cuz now I got a family.
No more music, no more lyrics, no more dreams of winning Grammys.
Had to man up for my girl, and drop my plan to change the world.
Cuz they said that ain’t realistic.
Especially for misfits.
Integrity was cut in half.
Sit atop a lonely stump.
Think about what could’ve been.
I can’t go back, but we ain’t done.

Outro:
Cuz I built my son a treehouse.
And made it somewhere he will always be found.
He can be himself. ima cherish his accomplishments.
Got a new role, great man on my father shit.

Ima tell him everything they never let me learn.
And ima teach him how to swim in case the bridges ever burn.
I know that one day, he gon make it and I’ll see him at the top.
Love my family forever, even after time stops.

@sorrow - i miss my treehouse (prod. 8ROKEBOY)

Belak on all platforms:
https://linktr.ee/heybelak

Stream/Buy this song:
https://share.amuse.io/track/belak-dont-look-up

ft. @powfu

Lyrics:

(Belak)

so if earth got the hit by meteor
i would just smile and laugh
as the world burns down around me
if everything just stopped existing 
then i would be fine
because at least i wouldnt be here to cry
x2

i hope i dont end up like my dad did
die young, from mixing drugs in the cabinet
even if all the pill bottles had an asterisk 
saying “this will kill you!”
people would just laugh it off
and pop Perc 30s till the casket
says “wassup!” and the party gets crashed in
imagine a world without distractions 
no addiction, but that’ll never happen
been fucked up
i been right there with you in the same boat
putting cracks in the hull, let it sink slow
till you hit rock bottom, then you think to yourself 
that only way out is to swim up
but everyday i feel like i should just give up
i still pray to god, tell the devil he can get fucked
i walk along my path working out the knots and hiccups
i put on my raincoat through the storm and drizzle

so if earth got the hit by meteor
i would just smile and laugh
as the world burns down around me
if everything just stopped existing 
then i would be fine
because at least i wouldnt be here to cry
x2

(Powfu)

i guess im a selfish man
yikes
i got nobody holding my hand
spent too much time on desktops and papers
if i could go back
would i tip my waiter?
didnt notice i was falling
popping way too many adderalls
blinded by the shit that doesnt matter at all
laugh when i fall down
you step on my back
all this shit thats coming at me
i deserve from my past
i cant see through the lighting
half my town wanna fight me
heart made of stone 
i was hiding
was a lifeless soul till you found me
not afraid of death im all in
i dont need a rest
my calling is spread out on the desk
now i understand im meant for way more

don't look up ft. Powfu

Stream/Buy

don't look up Ft. Powfu

@rxseboy - wake up (prod. sarcastic sounds) *bonus track*

@sorrow x @thomasreid - tore me apart

@sorrow x @thomasreid - our love is like the ocean

Lyrics…

Shit I’m Still hurt but it’s all right
Fuck I don’t know what to feel like
Anxiety mix with the moonlight
Who am I is 
What I’ve been thinking all the damn time
Low key
Lately I’ve been feeling so lonely 
I been to the bottom but fuck what i thought I only
Care about your mental while sentimental I’m hoping
Your better with no pressure I put on you so  I’m sorry

Sorry cause I know that I wasn’t the best 
I’m sick of this can’t get rid of what I feel in my chest
Doesn’t matter if I’m by myself or I’m talking with friends 
I know I wont get that text or maybe see you again

I know it’s tough and you had to leave
But just thinking about us it gets hard to breathe
So I’m going 30 over when I finally think
it’ll never go back to what it used to be

Hitting turbulence 
Beautiful ignorance
Is what I felt when I thought this was permanent 
Attachments a burden
I can’t find the words for it
Thanks for your time cause I swear that I learned from it
That’s what I think
At the very least
I’ll always be here if I’m someone you need 
I promise

Shit I’m Still hurt but it’s all right
Fuck I don’t know what to feel like
Anxiety mix with the moonlight
Who am I is 
What I’ve been thinking all the damn time
Low key
Lately I’ve been feeling so lonely 
I been to the bottom but fuck what i thought I only
Care about your mental while sentimental I’m hoping
Your better with no pressure I put on you so  I’m sorry

Shit I’m Still hurt but it’s all right
Fuck I don’t know what to feel like
Anxiety mix with the moonlight
Who am I is 
What I’ve been thinking all the damn time
Low key
Lately I’ve been feeling so lonely 
I been to the bottom but fuck what i thought I only
Care about your mental while sentimental I’m hoping
Your better with no pressure I put on you so  I’m sorry

I Don't Want Something Else (prod. autrioly)

@akumuh - LISTEN IF YOU FEEL LIKE GIVING UP (prod. neverforever)

prod. @ash58gotohell

u make me feel so good inside
gave it my all yea i tried
im so fuked up all the time
baby i dont wanna lie
rlly fuked up all the time
i gave up on tryna hide it
u can see right thru me

she worry how i move
say im gonna die soon
grab my heroin spoon
and let it fukin burn

cant even look at u
i cant fukin stand u
know u fukin hate me
and i fukin hate u
i wanna make it stop
but i cant turn it off
u seen me in the rough
like diamond in the rough
come pull me closer now
u got me hypnotized
u got them crystal eyes
ur made of fukin lies
i cant just hang it up
cus its not over yet
im jus ur fukin pet
youll come home to me dead