met u when we both only had like 10 followers, time fly by so fast 😭, youre still the goat tho

love it bro I'm starting to do lofi ish stuff now yk I do the lil darkie shi but changing it to help with my health

Is the beginning shiloh dynasty either way good job brother

Dam this is 2 months old already time goes fast

a trace of me
spend a night invested by the sea
spend a life not knowing what it means
but you could always have the best of me
at anytime in any form you please

maybe we take enough to miss the signs
i couldn't handle another night
held in your prescence in coastal light
glimpse of your life its been all of mine
i take it in and i come to life
i make a move like its justified 
fuck it all up for the hundreth time
travel your thoughts and its hard to find

spend a night invested by the sea
spend a life not knowing what it means
but you could always have the best of me
when you come home its easier to breathe

i wonder how its different second time
funny how it changes in your mind
stumble through the wreckage of your life
numb yourself to make it out alive

all that you are
just as all that i want
find me closing the door 
see me turning it off

something wasn't funny but i could not change like
i've been outside in a fucked up brain
felt so much that i could not say
when it gets this dark never goes away
i start getting tired of it
all in my thoughts its just siphoning
all of my life im inside of it
we should have died but its fine its only me

spend a night invested by the sea
spend a life not knowing what it means
but you could always have the best of me
when you come home its easier to breathe

but i would take it back now if i could
tuning out my senses just enough
and yeah i know we all think way too much
searching for a trace of what it was

By the Sea

Lyrics…

Shit I’m Still hurt but it’s all right
Fuck I don’t know what to feel like
Anxiety mix with the moonlight
Who am I is 
What I’ve been thinking all the damn time
Low key
Lately I’ve been feeling so lonely 
I been to the bottom but fuck what i thought I only
Care about your mental while sentimental I’m hoping
Your better with no pressure I put on you so  I’m sorry

Sorry cause I know that I wasn’t the best 
I’m sick of this can’t get rid of what I feel in my chest
Doesn’t matter if I’m by myself or I’m talking with friends 
I know I wont get that text or maybe see you again

I know it’s tough and you had to leave
But just thinking about us it gets hard to breathe
So I’m going 30 over when I finally think
it’ll never go back to what it used to be

Hitting turbulence 
Beautiful ignorance
Is what I felt when I thought this was permanent 
Attachments a burden
I can’t find the words for it
Thanks for your time cause I swear that I learned from it
That’s what I think
At the very least
I’ll always be here if I’m someone you need 
I promise

Shit I’m Still hurt but it’s all right
Fuck I don’t know what to feel like
Anxiety mix with the moonlight
Who am I is 
What I’ve been thinking all the damn time
Low key
Lately I’ve been feeling so lonely 
I been to the bottom but fuck what i thought I only
Care about your mental while sentimental I’m hoping
Your better with no pressure I put on you so  I’m sorry

Shit I’m Still hurt but it’s all right
Fuck I don’t know what to feel like
Anxiety mix with the moonlight
Who am I is 
What I’ve been thinking all the damn time
Low key
Lately I’ve been feeling so lonely 
I been to the bottom but fuck what i thought I only
Care about your mental while sentimental I’m hoping
Your better with no pressure I put on you so  I’m sorry

I Don't Want Something Else (prod. autrioly)

im sorry that its been a while
the time had made a heart to mend
find me in another life
i swear id try as hard again

a catalyst in heavy dark
your voice and how the bleeding stops
breath in a cold room to comfort
the surface im under for two years in sunder

fade out, start to forget me
soften the dead leaves of somebody else
brave now, but i know its early
and you couldn't hurt me but try to again

i know its been a long time

silence feels like dying
i dont mind it
i cant find you in colours i had learned to know
olive skin in amber tones, cedarwood in maple grove
eyes low the night before i drove you home
said one day we could have our own
so why am i still here alone?

did you know then it was broken?
thought you cried in the car cause it still felt so far
but instead its just not what you want

fade out, start to forget me
soften the dead leaves of somebody else
brave now, but i know its early
and you couldn't hurt me but try to again

all that it brings
cold in the spring
whats the point of waking up
if not for you again?
i dont know me now
i dont know me now

Mount Hood

prod secre x tiedforsilver

i dont need a thought process
could do without the options
tell me what to be i feel like nothing but an object
i could be your prospect
you could be my prophet
wheres the road ahead of us gone i think ive lost it lost it

im nauseous
scratch that i meant noxious
fill my body up let it dissolve with all your toxins
i cannot be cautious
sorry im obnoxious
i dont mean to be a pain i dont know how to stop it

what do you want from me
ill try to be
your anchor
indefinitely
ill writhe and seethe
in anger
why are we 
so blind to see
a stranger
as a friend
with good intentions
never

(you and i could try to work it out)
ive spent enough time in my mind to know its not the answer
is there a god in the sky respond to my prayer
maybe i wanted to die i couldnt find my savior

turn me into sumn i cant even look at
stare into a mirror and a stranger is what looks back
8 grams in my book bag
smokin after school to kill the feelings that i hold back

ripped away at my life
got gutted with my own knife
im tired of livin in strife
i thank the demon inside

that caused the place i reside
to wither in front of my eyes
you couldnt keep me alive
no matter how hard you try

i dont need a thought process
could do without the options
tell me what to be i feel like nothing but an object
i could be your prospect
you could be my prophet
wheres the road ahead of us gone i think ive lost it lost it

im nauseous
scratch that i meant noxious
fill my body up let it dissolve with all your toxins
i cannot be cautious
sorry im obnoxious
i dont mean to be a pain i dont know how to stop it

what do you want from me
ill try to be
your anchor
indefinitely
ill writhe and seethe
in anger
why are we 
so blind to see
a stranger
as a friend
with good intentions
never

wha- wha-
want from me
ill try to be
your anchor
indefinitely
ill writhe and seethe
in anger
why are we 
so blind to see
a stranger
as a friend
with good intentions
never

strawberry amnesia

i don't know why I try anymore
why did i go and open up that door
i don't know know why I cry (eyes are sore)

im not the guy that i was
open wounds so many cuts
they told me told me to open up
they told me...

my life's the same as yesterday
progress a bit I try to change
but when I'm hit with a sudden wave
everything I've created begins to decay

well here's the fucking problem
I dont really want to die
I just wanna look up at the sky and see a brighter side

but this is as bright as it gets
purging all innocence
leaving just hopelessness with me

I don't know why I try anymore
why did I go and open up that door
I don't know know why I cry (eyes are sore)

I'm not the guy that I was
open wounds so many cuts
they told me told me to open up
they told me...

idkwhy (prod. lostcage)

:) 


Looking half a mile away to see you face the wall
everytime u look at me my feelings burn 
all the things u wanted and I failed them all
Everytime u Talk to me my stomach burns

Don’t notice me
Don’t notice 
Don’t no

Don’t notice me
Don’t notice 
Don’t no

Blood creeping out my window to my yard
All this involvement don’t know who u are 
All this water leaves, falls down where u are 
I don’t seem restless just going too far 
I’ve got no fuel left, you’ve drained all that I have 
Oh I’m anxious as shit, u should look at my arm
Cause I’ve torn it to pieces 
No pieces left
Just a pot that you piss in, now torn to shreds 

this feeling eats me alive guess i messed up my life
i try just to hide that way cant be right
well im just tired, everything is tiring
i stay up all night next day i sleep all the time
dont know what to say so i better stay silent
in my head im with you in fields full of violets

Walk myself to the pier this is life for me 
Pull myself up the wall u can’t carry me 
All this water gets colder crashes into me 
These feelings that I get I must have to leave

pier ft. melon

og: https://soundcloud.com/ilovejomie/lost-my-voice-prod-skinny
produced by me

jomie & skinny atlas - lost my voice (lxst boy remix)

Chase The Moon w/ Devie & Blocktane

lyrics//

iv been talking to god
iv been doing my part like you told me

was it always so hard
i know you think you were always controlling
but it was never thay part
i saw a light and it killed me slowly
and now im packing my car
i made you think
you dont even know me


i was lost in the fallout
you pushed me down as i climbed out
or tried to
ivy league to the dog house
wonder what they would say
if they got to?

now my comforters stained out
took it all to the grave like i told you
was i always a let down?
was i always a person that you once knew?

fallout [idly blare]

first time i preformed live, so my singing isnt very good. i was very nervous lol. but i hope you enjoy

lyrics:

she thinks im a narcissist
tell me how i am my love
i think you're piece of shit
i can tell you how you are
believe me when i say it, i fell victim to her touch
her soft little hands, like a angel up above

i swear i never felt this way before
for anyone
i dont want to feel this to way towards anyone
but you

she thinks i should live my life
but i still struggle to survive
i think your amazing
she thinks of the ways that i could lie
believe me when i say it, i fell victim to her arms
she held me like no other, but still her felt harmful thorns
i pushed it all aside for the sake of both us
and what did i get in return? nothing but fucking mental burns
tell the audience how the hell u fucked me up

i swear i never felt this way before
for anyone
i dont to feel this way towards to anyone
but you
i still love you
for anyone

mental burns by icantsleeplol (live preformance 5 - 20 - 24)

i dont wanna feel this way
doctor can you please help me
every day the voice say
i can help you out my friend
come inside come right on in
let me make a concoction with an additive

i can make you feel better
come try my special sample
it only costs a lot
like a leg and a handful
are you full of rapid thoughts? 
do you feel like a landfill?
lemme give you pill after pill
be my damsel
in distress
you seem stressed
oh so tense
bit depressed
oh my my you're such a mess
congratulations, you're dependent
on me and my medicine

me and my medicine
feast on these sedatives
she isn't doing well
he needs another pill
we only wanna help
but it'll cost you everything you've got and everything you don't

i dont wanna feel this way
doctor can you please help me
every day the voice say
you will never be okay
you will never be okay
i can help you out my friend
come inside come right on in
let me make a concoction with an additive

let's take a step back to your past
i really wanna see how you react
when i mentioned dad, how'd you feel bout that?
did it feel like you were on thumbtacks
did you feel that like it was whiplash
if you did then we're on the right path

okay for this therapy session I've got an answer
I made this on my own step by step like a dancer
it'll help with trauma and more but it'll cost you
your life
your whole life belongs to 

me and my medicine
feast on these sedatives
she isn't doing well
he needs another pill
we only wanna help
but it'll cost you everything you've got and everything you don't

medicine (lovin)

Just trying to make music I like... from a bedroom

I Don't Want Something Else (prod. autrioly)

Dysphoric

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