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"growing pains" mixtape: https://on.soundcloud.com/TqpYCaauaQgWLCvj9

produced by snork

On tonight
I really can't deny
You really turn me upside down
Around you I can never frown (Snorkatje)

Deprecate me, please berate
You got me feeling irate
Not a single thing I hate
Oh la-la-la

(Ah, ah, ha)
(Uh-uh)
(Ah-ah)
(Hmm)

If I tell a secret can you keep it by?
Oh god I've been geekin'
Got the butterflies

I don't like to write no love song
But tonight baby I want you here with me
Nah, nah

Keep that energy
Don't know a chorus from a verse
I lose my synergy
Uh-oh

Emotions are fickle
But I ain't no Rigoletto
I'll wait for petals to settle
Goodbye for never

And I get nervous when I see you (See you)
I'm pretty certain I just need you
'Cause you're that person that I see through
Yeah baby I know this is overdue

Always been me and you
And I don't care
And if you ever need me
I'll be right there

(Always there)
(Don't be scared)
(Don't be scared)
(I'm always there)

On tonight
I really can't deny
You really turn me upside down
Around you I can never frown

Deprecate me, please berate
You got me feeling irate
Not a single thing I hate
Oh la-la-la

On tonight
I really can't deny
You really turn me upside down
Around you I can never frown

Deprecate me, please berate
You got me feeling irate
Not a single thing I hate
Oh la-la-la

growing pains

meadow (feat. web)

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meadow +web (snorkatje)

feat @0arid n @angelicxmei
prod @neohnq & @012207
mastered by @chriad
ty 4 1.5k im not stopping anytime soon :D #gogogo

lyrics :
@whyhaze
i’ve been off the pills n they got me losing focus
tell me is it real is it your hand that im holding
all these scars on my body i didn’t want u to notice 
girl u leave me hopeless 
toying with my feelings & you know it

almost had it right there
don’t know why im trying 
look me in my eyes i got a feeling that ur lying
i thought it was right but ig it’s bad timing 
so long.. it felt so wrong
but i had to say goodbye

ik u dont want it either i can see it in ur face
counting big bankk
but i still can’t replicate 
i was thinking ab buying u a diamond ring
i can feel my dreams dying 
i hope it’s not getting tiring

@0arid
all the words on ur fingertips
i just wanna make a final wish
to be as one
i know its harder wen ur gone
u ask me if i like that i dont even know
i dont wanna be here wanna stay home
but i dont wanna be alone
i guess ill do it on my own

@angelicxmei
i cant never get it right
i guess theres no one by my side...
i took pills like twice
what is going on idkkk
put a bullet to my heart
make it hollow
getting closer to the end
and i thought you would follow
does it all really make sense
i be going backwards
i cant never progress
never again
i think ive lost my way...

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so wrong w/ arid & angelicxmei (neohn & baz)

hope yall like,, w/ @user-912411347 & @kidarjuna
prod. @azami37 .. all plats pls stream plssss

@zixdown
blame me & hate me..
its crazy,,
i yell to save me
save me !!
cus ineed help
i try to talk
but always end up tlkn to myself /:
cus u dnt wnt to hear it
thats alright, i wish u well
i wish u the best.
say im ok, i cry layin in bed
cus i cant,, cant take this
i try hard, cant make it.. ugh

tried to run away
i went the wrong way
"im not here 2stay"
thats okay <3

ill find you..
ill b there
behind u
on the pierre

i cant seem2go
hold me close now <3
tell me u wnt go
theres no way out :p

theres no way out
were 4ever, no end evr
tried to stay down
only do it 4the better
read ur letters </3 ugh
were 4evr... aghhh

@user-912411347

When I tell you I’ll be there
We’ll find a way jus to disappear
Throw my life away jus to see you here
Feel lik I’m okay everytime your near
As you see there’s jus never a moment I can ever jus be fine
I jus feel so alone ts tearing me aside
I jus need you I jus need you in my life
Jus to see thru jus to see thru

@kidarjuna

i'll float too high
i touched the sun and cried
will you be mine
i havent see you write back in a thousand years
its not right
dont forget about the times i held it down
teach me how to walk again
splinter for my crutches
i dont wanna have to fall again
the monster's laying in my bed again
fuck the pain away, i think i need some harder medicine

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ill find you w/ invain & arjuna [prod. azami37]

@waystalkerr
@sunrisess
@haveonlyonechance
@yureiclub

[eczotic]

ridin round we got ars
choppa to ya face it take off
ion wanna talk lil btch jus make love
i don’t give af hanging w the yurei club
yea they is my bloods
been here from the mud
yea that is my gang
we b comin up
we don’t give af
shoot u in ur gut
yea u not enough
u cant hang with us

[waystalker]

you cant hang w us
if you feelin suicidal you can say wassup
keep a blade tucked, you already know the reason
everybody switchin up they changin like the seasons
pill bottles in my bag im fucked up
bet on your life but I won
its not my fault you fell off
cry for attention with no payoff

[eczotic]

ridin round we got ars
choppa to ya face it take off
ion wanna talk lil btch jus make love
i don’t give af hanging w the yurei club
yea they is my bloods
been here from the mud
yea that is my gang
we b comin up
we don’t give af
shoot u in ur gut
yea u not enough
u cant hang with us

[sunrisess]

took a couple couple of grams, I'm on top
we count bloody bills on the table
they know it's YC
send bullets to the head
we do just that
Let's dump the body, it won't be found again
on a broken phone, sms wait for us here
he will eat the whole clip it's a fact
we'll smoke a big blunt aside
when will you understand it
eczotic will put a bullet in your face and you will fall asleep!

cant hang wit us w/waystalker + sunrisess (tenoji!)

prod by @jibaorockin and tahtx <3
mixed and mastered by @decago <3

When you come around my tears start flowing
この気持ちだけ感じ生きてたい
けど夢は覚めて
途切れる全てここまで

お願いここで離れないで
Baby I’m scared of the nothingness 
I can’t feel myself no more
I guess I’ll be on my own
すぐそば君のことを待ってる
けど僕からじゃもう無理だって
Can’t stop fucking up my life
I’m so alone in this world

It’s 2am again
I’m wasting all my time
They tell me shit again
けどもう興味ない

もういいよここで
全て終わって
I feel like dying
何も見たくない

When you come around
Everything’s not boring
君が居て
全て心地いい
けど夢は覚めて
全て遠く離れて

戻れない過去のこと忘れて生きてたいけど君が居て
You know I’m a fucking mess
I hope I get through tonight
暗闇の中、体置いて
もう戻ることなんか無いかもね
Can’t stop fucking up my life
Maybe I should leave this world

2021 (jibaorockin x tahtx)

@cloudbxy1
@spiritblossom

please just tell me girl, is this what u wanted?
cant get u out my head, it just feels like ive been haunted
this isnt good for us, so maybe we should stop it
u went and broke my trust, now we cannot be bonded

u left me alone, how could u do this to me?
ive been so lost, this feeling’s not new to me
if i had one wish u would be all that i need
thinking too much, another night i cant sleep

vision blurry, ive been losing focus
how long do i have to wait for u to notice?
every day feels like it only lasts a moment
it doesnt matter if i try it all feels hopeless

so u dont have to tell me
u make me complete but i know that its not healthy
u dont have to try, cause nobody can help me
everything is suffocating i just wish i could be set free

haunted (cloudbxy & spirit)

mix and prod by @decago
cover art by me

Thinking of you right now. Can we fucking talk it out
Maybe you can show me love but I know I would turn it down
I got nothing on my side
And she know that there’s no time for us
Wishing things would change for me
But that won’t happen so
I just tell myself “it’s okay”. life’s hating on me though
目も開けられないって
けど時は動いていく

Don’t think I would ever lie for free
Cuz i know it hurt
Dropping tears and it’s not helping me
But they just run down
Do you even care about me
You left me in pain
When is it the fucking right time
I can’t keep it safe
次の日また通りすがる君の思い出
月を見てる時に近づいてくnightmare
I’ve been feeling too much pain and she know that too
けど取り戻せない、わかってる

I think we [decago]

w/ @rewind214
prod by. @decago
Music Video - https://youtu.be/lIL3-Yord2w?si=jANbu7oj_vTE6FtF

redize/
try n mooove aside bitch u not my type
yeah they always plyn games n idk y
tryna tell me i'm insane with the knifes they fly
but I only feel alive inna nightime
ik it's a lil hard to say but u not my type
maybe u were mine <3 in another lifetime

tryin to act n console me
but your the ones who ignore mee
u didn't try to hear the whole story
ain't no 1 give a fuh bout me
everyone saying I should show my teeth
u don;t kno shit watchu know about me

I hate wen ur not around
this feeling is keeping me down
hoping one day I'll drown
they can't stop me
from skippin this town
hope to c it fall dwn
I'm jus gonna burn it downnqnnqnq

rewind/
yea my thoughts move slow
dont know where to go
so i hold you close
and you said our love was true
but i know that its a lie
i still need you by my side

time moves on
and ill stay strong
but its so hard being without you
made it so far, see what ill do
been too long
how can i move on
just wanna live my life without you
i dont know if im about to

chorus 1x

not my type w/rewind [+ decago]

instagram.com/melodramalovestory
@mental
art by @tsubakinoniwa on twiter

every single second 
every single moment 
u kno that i’ll always be there for u 
and if ur ever crying and u need somebody u kno that i’ll always make time for u 
and i had my heart on lock 
but u grab the key and u twist it 
the feeling of being in love think i miss it
replay it over again 
bc ur stuck in my head 
since the day that we first met 

on and on inside my mind 
a concept i can’t find it 
a feeling i js fight with 
to no end 

its okay to cry 
look me in eyes 
tell me what u find
cuz i can’t see the light 
i js need answer 
i js need a why 
yeahh 
js give me some time 

im falling wait floating 
tell me how u feel in the moment 
i dont wna fall can’t look down
head held high im up in the clouds 

when u left me that one time 
know it was the worst time 
cried all night last night 
wait until the sunrise 
x2

every single second (mental)

1st clips ive done ^_^ ty to @hartfxlt2k @decago 

0:00 - 0:50 w/ @hartfxlt2k
0:50 - 1:37 w/ @hartfxlt2k
1:37 - 2:46 solo
2:46 - 3:53  solo
3:53 - 4:44  w/ @decago
4:44 - 5:55 solo
5:55 - 7:03 w/ @prodbygeam
7:03 - 8:29 w/ @hartfxlt2k (old)

sept 23 clips

SWEET SINNER

shut up 
i hear the same song,same words
i’ll never wait for you call
cause i wasted my time 
being so close
to someone i don’t need to know
and what for?
‘cause

[rit.]
you wanted something better
by now im feelin rotten
you a sweet sinner, my dear
but in my mouth the taste is bitter

[short verse]
how can you be so delicate and violent 
when you bite me
we crave our lips, you know its fine
cause we both liked it

rit.
you wanted something better
by now im feelin rotten
you a sweet sinner, my dear
but in my mouth the taste is bitter




#roughmove
#roughmovement

2021 (jibaorockin x tahtx)

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