this song goes deep for both of us... we hope it reaches you guys the way it reached us

- lyrics -
flashback to the fall, '22
can't lie, i was really confused
didn't know what was happening
i wished that i was just imagining
summer, '23, when you dropped the news
a month or so passed, then you left for good
then you left for good
oh, no

this pain never stops
wish i could turn the clock back
turn the clock back
this pain never stops
wish i could turn the clock back
'cause i want that

(hey, it's just me, just letting you know i wont be home 'til after six,)
(uh, don't worry about dinner...)
(you don't need to hold anything up, is what i mean)
(anyway... um, hope you had a good day, i love you)

another year gone, but it's never gonna change
i hate how i feel, 'cause i always feel the same
almost two years since you left our home
there's nothing new, 'cause i still feel alone

some scars don't heal
maybe that's fine
it's alright

said you'd come back, but you led us on
nothing's changed, so i wrote this song
i still can't tell what was going on
i lost my dad and he hurt my mom
false hope really breaks the heart
'cause nothing else leaves quite the mark
cried so many tears, i need an ark
long so hard just to feel your arms, but

if i'm honest
i think i've lost it

sometimes i think i feel you near
but when i look, it's just a mirror
my face looks back, it's crystal clear
i still don't get why you're not here
you swore that you'd never leave us
but you did, there's miles between us
wrecked our home and burned it up
now it's your mess that we clean up, so

if i'm honest
it's pain i'm lost in

this pain never stops
wish i could turn the clock back
turn the clock back
this pain never stops
wish i could turn the clock back
'cause i want that

some scars don't heal
maybe that's fine
it's alright

it's alright

turn the clock back

they say, “chase what your heart desires.”

instead, chase that which desires your heart.

love you :)

contact me through SoundCloud or at ne0ngreen.sounds@gmail.com if you wanna work

duo project with Ne0n GrEEn and AIZEK

https://soundcloud.com/ne0n-green-83731123
https://soundcloud.com/justaizek

for contact: fewofdays@gmail.com

17 y/o rapper, trying to make fire songs in my room

Owner of cornstalk studios

If you need a beat lmk

Mix of rap and lofi stuff

HMU for free collabs :)

turn the clock back

few of days