verse

i keep my eyes closed
when im nervous
u dont luv me
im almost certain
god im such a burden
hide beneath the surface
arguments stay wordless 
i cant fucking take this.

open up my phone
i saw 10 missed calls thts absurd !
think were better off
but u wont take me for my word !

guess im wastin time when im with u
wht do i do...

u (lil biscuit)

on the table ( p. tenoji )

buckshot boy [ripazure REMIX]

bad dreams with @beautifuldayguaranteed

lyrics
We play this game everyday
That I just don’t wanna play
I lock myself in the dark
I’m asking can you stay away
You’re asking me, if Im feel fine
Don’t talk and don’t show my face
You’re asking me, if Im feel fine
Don’t talk and don’t show my face

Oh no no, I’m not gonna do it again
I hate the feeling that i have this feeling deep in my chest
You told me we would be forever bitch, you just like the rest
Get what you want and then you leave me straight up back in the past oh no no

One phone call and six bad dreams
You’re playing with my heart and I can’t sleep
Been going on and on for countless weeks
Know I should cut you off but no , it’s just so hard

Fuck it I’m crashing the car
Oh no I’m not going far
You took the key to my heart
Fuck you bitch don’t even start

Cause now I’m done with the games
Fuck you, you causing me pain
Thought what we felt was the same oh no no

I don’t understand what you want
I can’t tell if you want me gone
Why do you hit me up i told you to stop
I will never go back never go back so please give it up

How many times did i mistake it for love
So many times when you told me that we done
Pretty fucking dumb that i thought you was the one
Now i’ll never be the same, never be the same again

We play this game everyday
That I just don’t wanna play
I lock myself in the dark
I’m asking, can you stay away
You’re asking me, if im fine
Don’t talk and don’t show my face
You’re asking me, if im fine
Don’t talk and don’t show my face

Oh no no, I’m not gonna do it again
I hate the feeling that i have this feeling deep in my chest
You told me we would be forever bitch, you just like the rest
Get what you want and then you leave me straight up back in the past oh no no

bad dreams

bad dreams w/ silent boy

stream

bad dreams w/Silent Boy [siemspark x rip.warheart x prodbyjos]

Out on Spotify
@sinxi <3 
Self Prod 

Lyrics 

If you want to lie, tell me that you lie for me
If you want to cry, tell me something nice to me
Numb these feelings that you never learn to miss
I know feelings turn to shit, in this way that we stay up

Break up Break up
On our way out
Take us, take love don't erase us
I don't need nobody else
Left up in my head
Everything you said
I don't need nobody vacant
Tell me something when you say nothing
And these feelings that we left
I don't want regrets
I just want to feel things that we never left

I need someone in my mind that's going to love me back
I need someone on decline that's going to wait for that
Everything you ever say
You don't need no wedding ring
You change seasons in a day
You look at me you say
Wake up, took the day drugs
Love you till you speak to Satan
Then you break up
Tell me lies longer than acres
will break curse
On this leave your feeling vacant
So vacant, guess I got to leave

(Sinxi)
What you saying to me
Think you better calm it down
I just said I was on my way
Irritated by the words you say
And it ain't going to get any better
I been losing all sense of self
So it doesn't mean you don't recognise me
I been going for way too long
And I know that its so disheartening

Break up Break up
On our way out
Take us, take love don't erase us
I don't need nobody else
Left up in my head
Everything you said
I don't need nobody vacant
Tell me something when you say nothing
And these feelings that we left
I don't want regrets
I just want to feel things that we never left

CURSE (feat. Sinxi)

guitar by melon 

lyrics:
in the meadow is where i lay 
of myself im so ashamed 
but here is where ill stay 
the trees wont judge me 
they watch peacefully 
is that u i see?
here is where ill stay 
i really hate myself 
but nothing here will judge me 

close my eyes 
more then ever now its hard to get by
it hasn’t been easy 
i wont lie
i think about you all the time
i’m not confident i’ll win this fight


animals in the distance 
if i blink i might miss them 
in the meadow is where i lay 
of myself im so ashamed 
but here i’ll stay  
here i’ll stay

meadow

onmyown

funny w/ ochikonda (soundcloud exclusive)

Prod by: (I'm Star x cmie)
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The second movie is never better than the first.
Nothing is able to come close to the original "Delirious" to this day my best song, but heres something in that style again.

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cause you should know
my heart got poisened
that's why I don't trust easily

I didn't tell you that my heart is so delirious
cause you should know x4

do you wana live?
or die?
cause I am not fine
intertwine
bae I'm so tired all this night
you like to cry when I'm right

(you should) live or die?
cause I am not fine
intertwine
bae I'm so tired all this night
you like to cry when I'm right

cause I can't do this shit no more
lie to me
don't
hide from me
(huh)
(huh)

lie to me
lie to me
you can not hide from me
hide from me
but you won't come inside
oh no you rather stay outside

it's quiet alright x7

do you wana live?
or die?
cause I am not fine
intertwine
bae I'm so tired all this night
you like to cry when I'm right

(you should) live or die?
cause I am not fine
intertwine
bae I'm so tired all this night
you like to cry when I'm right
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Delirious II

PETER HENDRIE ' MORGAN MACK - ANTHEM 3 ' FUR JAMEZ (8)

Watching as the stars fall down,
and the world goes round and round again,
bullet to my head, I'm dead, never wanted this or anything.

You're in my head, yah, I never asked.
Don't you forget me, don't leave me in the past.

Watching as the stars fall down,
and the world goes round and round again,
bullet to my head, I'm dead, never wanted this or anything.

bad dreams w/Silent Boy [siemspark x rip.warheart x prodbyjos]

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