2022 Reposts

official music video: https://youtu.be/Z__f86LJ2P0
written performed and mixed by bedhead
produced by remghost
recorded @ goblin haven

ALL PLATFORMS

nightscape (+ remghost) *VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION*

@prodmichael

mv https://youtu.be/eOEz9bdl5XY

I don’t think you understand 
what I said is not what I meant 
soon I’ll be gone 
& what I said can’t be undone 

I’m with my bro and we just popped a hulk 
I won’t be coming home tonite 
so tired of your bad advice 
I’m not very attached to life 

2x
she said I look like I came from a nightmare 
clouds hanging over me 
I’m not feeling it 

I’m not in the mood,
everyday I’m feeling blue 
it’s cuz of u 
and all the things you put me thru 
I’m split in 2 

I know u prolly don’t care 
but are you even aware 
stop playing games it’s unfair 
I’m beyond repair

clouds 🌧️ (xmichaelwarren) vid in desc

b my sunshyn3 + bedhead (shinju)

FIJIMAR - find me (feat. @capoxxo ) [johnnyfriend]

my ig - https://www.instagram.com/fukfiji/
capoxxo ig - https://www.instagram.com/capoxxo/

spotify

find me w/ capoxxo [johnnyfriend]

prod tenoji
art by gr0wlnet on ig <3

all the remedies i do are not working
sorry that i missed your call i don’t got service
i don’t wanna feel this way anymore girl
don’t wanna be in your way anymore girl

i don’t wanna hurt you over and over again
i do not deserve you, think we’re better off as friends 
girl you say i cursed you but you cursed me in the end
girl i’m sorry that i curved you it’s better in the end
better off dead, better with no friends
don’t get outta bed, i’m sick in the head
under too much stress, i don’t wanna told
and i been upset cuz i’m better off alone

cuz i’m better off alone
don’t wanna hurt you anymore
delete your contact out my phone
lately i been feeling like a ghost 
i can’t tell the difference from my dreams anymore
don’t know what’s reality have i been here before 
things are different now, tryna move along
but i swear i’m fucking hurt on like every song

i don’t wanna hurt you over and over again
i do not deserve you, think we’re better off as friends 
girl you say i cursed you but you cursed me in the end
girl i’m sorry that i curved you it’s better in the end
better off dead, better with no friends
don’t get outta bed, i’m sick in the head
under too much stress, i don’t wanna told
and i been upset cuz i’m better off alone

girl all the time that we wasted
i really tried to have my patience 
you were never sober always wasted
i don’t really know if i could make it
i don’t really know if i could take this
(i don’t really know if i could take this)

better off alone [+tenoji]

important w fish narc + blackwinterwells [prod keyblayde808]

bby goyard - organs (fast)

turned 2 goats (prod. nextime)

I tried to pick up the pieces, now there's blood on my hands
7 tracks
1/20/22

I tried to pick up the pieces, now there's blood on my hands

fridvy x bedhead - in the rain ☆ prod. internet joe x joist

in the rain w/ bedhead ☆ prod. internet joe x jolst

HIGH AS ME // TERRANCE ESCOBAR (DOOFDUM)

OUTTA HERE (PROD. DEMAN)

prod me x @benjithemachine

I was only 15
Steady rolling off the molly
Ma- momma thinks I gunna die I say I'm sorry
Say why you trippin nothing that I do will harm me
Ya that's a lie I tried to kill myself this morning
18
Off the drugs but feeling lonely
Contemplating stay or go its getting boring
Had i dream i didn't wake up every morning
T- told my mom I'm only happy when I'm touring

And I swear 
Its really scary in the background
Taking my life
Its for granted
That's why I don't come around
opps are tryna opp opp opps are tryna be my friend now
opps are tryna opp opp opps are tryna be my friend now
and its crazy an month ago they where only tryna put down
only tryna o o only tryna put down me
watch me pull up in the srt
I hate this
I hate this
I hate this

I was only 15
steady rolling off the molly
M- momma thinks I gunna die I say I'm sorry
Say why you trippin nothing that I do will harm me
Ya that's a lie I tried to kill myself this morning
18
Off the drugs but feeling lonely
Contemplating stay or go its getting boring
Had i dream i didn't wake up every morning
T- told my mom I'm only happy when I'm touring

all plats

i hate this [fijimar x benjithemachine]

mix: @lil-soda-boi prod: @yungshame

soundcloud exclusive
not monetized

in an instant - lil soda boi (cover)(prod.yungshame)

i sense when u freeze up, tell me whats the rzn
i can b a diva and u cant keep a secret
and i think yr complacent so i dont wanna stay
tell me im complaining 2 much when nothing seems 2 change
and i rly hate the way that we r
but i luv u so i dont wanna cause any harm
is it my name that youve been scratching into yr arm?
it isnt ok but u kno how 2 stop the alarms
when they go off, and u just wanna blow off
everything i bring up so i just sit alone in the dark
and u show off cuz u dont want me going very far
and u show off im not going far
im a secret, u dont wanna keep it
seems im only yrs whenever its most convenient
can u say u luv me, only if u rly mean it
broken down so many times im still in pieces
ride me like a carousel, i could make u dizzy bby
i got all these study drugs, im going 2 use em and
i mite fry my brain 2 mush, she mad i put dope in it
i dont think ahead no more no i dont even hesitate
i miss her face, she m.i.a. like i dont kno her
ive made mistakes, u break me babe cuz im not sober
but i wish i was 4 u and me
but i cant change shawty, gotta chase this dream
i been wearing the same fit for like a week
i been doing the same shit and its all on me

u only get so far showing off u kno w/ lilbearshawty (p. remghost + sanctuary)

How It Goes

how it goes ft. rit <3 (prod. recyclebin) *ON ALL PLATFORMS*

@synthetickids
@lovecompound
mgmt: fijimarmgmt@gmail.com

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new account 9/13/19
i make comps sometimes

i hate this [fijimar x benjithemachine]

fijimar

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