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luckily we still have it :)
i dont have the lyrics 4 this sorry :(

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torr + gabby start — The Ledge

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Its not that hard.

Art shot and edited by me, and finalized by vai5000

lyrics

I claw and I tear me apart
But theres no sign of wear on my skin
I keep calling it some form of art
Yet I still don't know where to begin

Its not that hard
Its not that hard
Its not that hard
Its not that hard

The dealer, they call out my bluff
And prevent me from playing my hand
And although I don't think its enough
I'm too powerless to make a stand

I'll play my part
I'll play my part
I'll play my part (its not that hard)
I'll play my part (its not that hard)

Oh you're hurtin your hurtin your
Hurtin your hurtin your head 
I don't know how you do it just saying you're fine

And you're getting too comfortable
Lying around on your floor with no thoughts in your head
Only tears in your eyes

And I know that I've got no prescription
That will cure any of my deception
And I can't find some kind of prevention
For this turning into some fixation
So I try 
And I try
And I try
And I try
And I try
And I try
And I try
And I try it again

Oh no you wouldn't get it
No you wouldn't get it
No you wouldn't get it

I admit its not really a problem (but it only serves nothing to you)
Even if you can't look at me right (cause you say what you know isn't true)
I can say that it doesn't affect me (but you think of it everyday)
When you call me the person I was 
But that's all that you see (oh but how did you make it this way)
But I look in the mirror and its not really me (so you try and you try it again)
Its counter-productive cause' I can't the words out (but the cycle it just doesn't end)
And just say what I mean 
Its so tiring

So whats all the point of this trying

And it all seems to burden my psyche
So I mask it all at my expense
Still my body deteriorates beside me
And it just doesn't seem to make sense
And the toller knows nothing about it
And it pains me to pay him the fee
The amount of my life that's been wasted and lost in the weeds
Its still just me
No its just me


And its getting too
Getting too
Getting too
Getting too close to the eminent feeling
Like you're gonna die
(but you won't go yet)
(no you won't go yet)
(no you can't go yet)

And now that you are older and
Everything's smaller
Do you start to wonder "where did I go wrong in my life?"

So I lie
Cause I'm fine
No, I'm fine

And I'm so tired
And sick of trying
So why not
So why not


And it all seems to burden my psyche
So I mask it all at my expense
Still my body deteriorates beside me
And it just doesn't seem to make sense
And the toller knows nothing about it
And it pains me to pay him the fee
The amount of my life that's been wasted and lost in the weeds
Its still just me
Its still just me

Body

i watch you wander the country with a fist full of stars
building your towers of honey and breaking them apart
and darling you won't regret it if you give me a piece of your heart
cause i know you won't admit it but you're painting me over your scars

sitting in the light as it dawns, you're blossoming all the flowers
lay and watch the night as it falls, i lost count of all the hours
oh the world is a tape player, write me a song
and i'll sing it to you

we watch the planes disappear and the planets embark
making a wish on a chemtrail, on saturn or mars
and darling they're crossed again, but i'm the man who made everything hard
our magnetic confluence is nothing more than a wish on a star

i could be a spark in your eyes, the space where i fly is endless
there i'm just an old satellite, searching for my repentance
oh i've been flying forever and ain't found no god
but he's speaking through you

don't look down

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written & produced by jacob geoffrey & austin steele
add. synth production by madeleine birdsell
add. drum engineering by max morgen

So you tell me on your casual side
we’re reading too much into living with irrational eyes
but you never wanted to save the world
you wanted to say i told you so

(say what you mean, say what you mean, say)

Face, pavement sky
Scorched earth telling lies

Get relevant
Or you’re better off dying
Dying

Silence is god damn hysteria
Say what you mean, say what you mean
Get good or get god, he’ll say to you
Say what you mean

Run it back

The state shift isn’t my fault,
I’m just a kid trying to invent a new mascot
So maybe choose a hill to die on,
it’s required if you wanted to pass

(say what you mean, say what you mean, say)

False gods don’t try,
is your world on fire?

Get relevant
Or you’re better off dying
Dying

Silence is god damn hysteria
Say what you mean, say what you mean
Get good or get god, he’ll say to you
Say what you mean

Beauty stasis
Cultures fading
When did we all get so jaded?
Well the money’s buying all of the attention we accrue
And it’s up to the computers to decide what we consume
I’ve been told that getting rid of everything is overdue
Everybody wants some honesty but no one tells the truth, yeah

Say what you mean, say what you mean
Say what you mean, say what you mean
Say what you mean, say what you mean
Say what you mean, say what you mean

Say what you mean

I Don't Even Need

llctheband.com

add. production by gabby start
add. writing by Stevie Bill and Chris Murphy

this is what you wanted
tell all your friends we started
tell all your people that we’re ditching the stop signs, full speed we’re running to the

hills that we die on every
day that they keep forgetting
the kids are on their own they’re killing the pastime, everything could be ending today

you want someone, you love someone, you go and sing
nanananana
we lock down and we fall, the kids are running, screaming
nanananana

you think you know, you think you know it’s what you sound like
you think you know, you think you know it’s what you sound like
you think you know, you think you know it’s what you sound like
you think you know, you think you know it’s what you sound like

this is what you wanted

because they’re telling us the house is turning green and the kids are getting bluer and all the windows full of talking heads saying that they knew it
when all the boys and girls are stuck trying on each other’s shoes and 
they’re singing

nananananananana

you want someone, you love someone, you go and sing
nanananana
we lock down and we fall, the kids are running, screaming
nanananana

this is what you wanted
this is what you wanted
this is what you wanted
this is what you wanted

The kids are on their own

I Don't Even Need (Album Version)

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uh oh
got glitter on my cheekbones looking for the way things go
like tangling timelines
control
call that something to relinquish, you dont wanna break no bones
cause you know the choreo
you go dumb check one 
dancing in the kitchen all alone piss drunk
crossing out the promises you wrote last month
to spill those guts again
i'm falling out my skin
my hips keep shaking like
boy you pull me down again
blue candy skeleton
your lipstick tasted like gum
stuck to my mouth again
part three
fool reversed, you're giving it back to me
getting down in all my dreams
so let that sugar rush delude me
peel my face away, pollute me
got me walking kinda goofy at you know
i go dumb check one 
dancing in the kitchen all alone piss drunk
crossing out the promises i wrote last month
to spill my guts again
i'm falling out my skin
my hips keep shaking like
boy you pull me down again
blue candy skeleton
your lipstick tasted like gum
stuck to my mouth again
dont go
off to who knows where again
you know
what i think about, please dont make me say it now
i'm falling out my skin
my hips keep shaking like
boy you pull me down again
blue candy skeleton
your lipstick tasted like gum
stuck to my mouth again


gum!

artwork by hateisover

WEIRD SEX 
FAKE FRIENDS 
FAKE DRUGS TOO
BUT IT ALL FEELS THE SAME 
LAYING NEXT TO YOU 

I WANNA LEAVE IT ALL BEHIND
AND SAY FUCK A 9-5
I WAS BORN TO BE FAMOUS
AND DRUNK ALL NIGHT

FAST FOWARD TO 2026
DRIVING IN THE HILLS 
LISTENING TO A NEW MIX 
OF MY ALBUM NOW,
THE THING OF WHICH I’M VERY PROUD
LETS PARTY TILL THE SUN COMES UP AND WE GO RIGHT DOWN 

WEIRD SEX FAKE DRUGS 
FAKE EVERYTHING
IM ON TOP OF THE WORLD
IM THE SEVENTH KING
YOU DON’T KNOW
I WOULD DO IT ALL AGAIN
IF IT MEANT I COULD REACH
ALL MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS 

BUT YOU SHOULD KNOW THAT I REALLY DO LOVE DOING WHAT I DO
BUT I LOVE IT EVEN MORE WHEN I DO IT JUST FOR YOU
SO TELL ME HOW TO PLEASE YOU 
AND IF ITS SOMETHING THAT I SAY
ILL TATTOO IT ON MY HAND
AND SAY IT AS I PRAY 

Mannequin 
Jumpstart
Fast cars 
Body part
 
THE PARTIES OVER
NOW ITS TIME TO GO HOME
THE STREETS ARE COLD
MY MATTRESS FOAM 
DON’T TEMPT ME
LIKE A DOG TO A BONE
I KNOW THAT YOU KNOW I DON’T LIKE BEING ALONE

DO YOU LIKE THE WAY THAT I DRESS
THE WAY THAT MY BODYS
SCULPTED TO IMPRESS
WEIRD SEX FAKE DRUGS
BUT ITS ALL THE SAME
ID STILL RECOGNIZE YOUR EYES
IF YOU HAD A DIFFERENT NAME

WEIRD SEX

My debut album You Will Only Get Older comes out on March 8th. For real this time ;p

I Don't Even Need

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