well if it seems stupid
you know that you’re on your way
to something much better
forgetting the moments that i’d say
i need you, i can feel it in my heart
and i know that i hate change
but lately its me doing the changing
if i could get back to where i was
i’d show you how strong my mother raised me
and how deep her words embraced me
and how brave the time has made me
and the things we thought were scary 
were just different

you grow out your hair the strength of rapunzel 
sometime in march i’m becoming an uncle
these are the times that i felt so blind to what i’ve done
so now i’m trying to live every day
without the fear that i create 
remember me just as i came
and not the boy who went away

i’m feeling your hands, they’re cold as the ocean
i’ve let myself down more than i’ve noticed
these are the times that i felt so blind to what i’ve done
just know that i’m trying, i’m trying, i’m trying
every single day

but if this has to be goodbye
let it be goodbye.

if this has to be goodbye

if I cleaned everything would you come back.

i record songs and write poems and i really hope you're having a good day.

if this has to be goodbye

flatsound