you lost your dog in oceanside 
skin as sharp as a porcupine 
why are we so mortified 
to give it another try

i see you in your mothers eyes 
my skin is sharp like a porcupine 
why are we so mortified 
to give it another try

i don't care
i just want to 
i don't care

sleeping in the garden 
drinking on the weekend
cover me in blankets  
hold me like a secret

standing in the kitchen
everything is broken
wonder what's behind this
door i never open

everybody's watching
no one pays attention
i don't think i'm sick
but i think it's an infection

everything's a pattern
living is a sequence
drowning in a tidepool 
kiss me in the deep end

but i don't care
i just want to
touch your hair
and be beside you 
i don't care
i just like you
i'll cut your hair
i'll run away with you

you lost your dog in oceanside 
skin as sharp as a porcupine 
why are we so mortified 
to give it another try

porcupine

there is a darkness inside of your brain
and i don't think it'll ever go away
at least not entirely
through all that you try to be
you crawl and you hide beneath
all those layers of mountainside
the soil has calcified
you’re constantly wondering
if the monster will get to you
while you're navigating through
the labyrinth of everything

but i still like you even when the days are long
and i still like you through the cloudiness of the thickest fog
and i still like you through the months and months you were convinced it's gone
and i still like you a lot

i still like you even when the days are long
and i still like you through the empty space of a distant god
and i still like you through the years and years i couldn't get a job
and i still like you a lot

there is a darkness inside of your brain
and i don't think it'll ever go away
at least not entirely
through all that i try to be
i can feel it inside of me
like a bandage i couldn't close
a festering hologram
i'm sorry for everything
and now the monster has bitten you
and i would do anything
for you to roll up your sleeve
because the monster has bitten you
and all i'm trying to do
is show you where it's bitten me
it's bitten me

the labyrinth of everything

we're fighting again

Lyrics:

It’s a love that never dies 
I thought the feeling might come tonight  
As I lay in bed and close my eyes 
I think about the fact that 
That this love will never die   
I pull the pieces out again 
I try to find myself in men 
I try to figure out these day 
I try to help my self  
I never wanted to give it away 
But I know that love will stay  
cause I know that loves ok  

Love will never die 
Even when I close my eyes 
As I lie there on the bed 
And I lay my head to rest 
even if that’s my final breath 
I know that love will never die 
Even when I  close my eyes   

And if I look at you and give you my smile 
And if you look at me and we stare for awhile 
And if we walk out holding hands 
I will know that this is our plan 
I will know that this is how it ends  

Cause I know that along the way 
Nothing we know ever remains the same  
Cause nothing lasts forever  
And with both no heart should shame  
And I know that the petals will always fade 
I know that the rain will eventually go away 
And I know that the sun will shine again 
Even if it takes a few days  

Cause I know that love won’t fade 
Cause I know that love won’t go away 
Oh I know that love won’t ever fade 
And I know that love won’t go away  

And if i ever get to hold your hand 
I might become an old man 
You and I will walk alone 
And as people fall away 
I will never forget my home 
From where it was that I came  

I know that love will never fade 
Love can’t run away 
Love won’t give up on me today 
And I know that 
love won’t fade 
Love won’t die 
Never give by 
Never regret  
No more intent  
Never gonna let it go  
from my head  

Ohhhhh
Ohhhhh

Love will never fade
Love can’t run away
Love won’t give up on me today
And I know that 
love won’t fade
Love won’t die
Neve give by
Never regret 
No more intent
Never gonna let it go 
from my head

Ohhhhhh

Written by: M Smith

10 - Love Never Dies

Note To Self

https://ifidieinmississippi.bandcamp.com/album/sweetheart

the last time i saw you

bright eyes cover
please check out the rest of my music!
Ig- officialcoyotelegs

Its cool we can still be friends (insta @officialcoyotelegs)

we would make an EP but i think we're both too impatient for that so!! :p

lyrics:
You expect more of me than I could ever meet
Everything I do is never quite complete
I know I disappoint you but I'm trying as hard as I can
You'll never care and I'll never understand
Please just give it a rest and don't expect the best
For I know you'll expect too much and I'll just let you down
I'll just let you down

I want to tell you that I need you to be proud of me
I know it's annoying and I'm sorry please don't hate me
I'm sorry
Without support, this is so hard, it's so hard
Will you believe in my vision
I need to stop wishing
It's so hard

the labyrinth of everything

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