2022 pop/rock

peace of me

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looking out for you by joy again :) (slowed)

mathbonus // there is light in us

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artwork by dreamscape

extra tags
you look lonely, i can fix that
viralgab - what is it with you
kevin oaks - breathe instrumental
kevin oaks breath

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you look lonely, i can fix that...

Not a Good Judge, the first single from our upcoming album We’re Trying Our Best is about getting out of your own way when you don’t believe you deserve the best. Lead singer/songwriter Joy Deyo: “Not a Good Judge is about pushing past doubt, even when it’s your own. Sometimes you have to put anxiety in its place. It’s about listening to past or future versions of yourself that had or will have more faith in your abilities than you have in the moment.”

Not A Good Judge

Real Pain

brian is the most beautiful + rain

Au bout du téléphone 
Il y a ta voix 
Tous ces mots 
Qui résonnent
Je suis là pour toi

Pour toi, pour toi 
Pour toi, pour toi 
Pour toi, pour toi 
Pour toi, pour toi

Au bout du téléphone 
Il y a ta voix
Tous ces mots 
Qui résonnent
Je suis là pour toi

Au bout du téléphone 
Il y a ta voix
Tous ces mots 
Qui résonnent
Je suis là pour toi

Pour Toi

Smothered

Let It Go

Don't You Worry - Lucy Rose

Album: There Is a Hell, Believe Me I've Seen It. There Is a Heaven, Let's Keep It a Secret.

Lyric:

If I let you in you'll just want out
If I tell you the truth you'll vie for a lie
If I spilt my guts, it would make a mess we can't clean up
If you follow me you will only get lost
If you try to get closer we'll only lose touch
But you already know too much
And you're not going anywhere

Tell me that you love me 'cause I need you so much
Say you'll never leave me 'cause I need you so much
Don't go...

I was raised in the valley, there was shadows and death
Got out alive but with scars I can't forget
This kid back in school, subdued and shy
An orphan and a brother and unseen by most eyes
I don't know what it was that made a piece of him die
Took a boy to the forest, slaughtered him with a scythe
Stamped on his face, an impression in the dirt
Do you think the silence makes a good man convert?

We all have our horrors and our demons to fight
But how can I live when I'm paralysed?
They crawl up on my bed, wrap their fingers 'round my throat
Is this what I get for the choices that I've made?
God forgive me, for all my sins
God forgive me, for everything
God forgive me, for all my sins
God forgive me
God forgive me

Don't go, I can't do this on my own
Don't go, I can't do this on my own
Save me from the ones that haunt me in the night
I can't live with myself, so stay with me tonight
Don't go
Don't go

If I let you in you'll just want out
If I tell you the truth you'll vie for a lie
If I spilt my guts, it would make a mess we can't clean up
If you follow me you will only get lost
If you try to get closer we'll only lose touch
But you already know too much
And you're not going anywhere

Tell me that you need me 'cause I love you so much
Tell me that you love me 'cause I need you so much
Tell me that you need me 'cause I love you so much
Say you'll never leave me 'cause I need you so much

Don't go, I can't do this on my own
Don't go, I can't do this on my own
Save me from the ones that haunt me in the night
I can't live with myself, so stay with me tonight
Don't go, I can't do this on my own
Don't go, I can't do this on my own
Save me from the ones that haunt me in the night
I can't live with myself, so stay with me tonight
Don't go

Don't go
Don't go
Don't go
Don't go
Don't go
Don't go...

Bring Me the Horizon - Don't Go

Vieux Farka Touré et Khruangbin - Savanne

Never Gonna Be What You Want Me to Be

there is a darkness inside of your brain
and i don't think it'll ever go away
at least not entirely
through all that you try to be
you crawl and you hide beneath
all those layers of mountainside
the soil has calcified
you’re constantly wondering
if the monster will get to you
while you're navigating through
the labyrinth of everything

but i still like you even when the days are long
and i still like you through the cloudiness of the thickest fog
and i still like you through the months and months you were convinced it's gone
and i still like you a lot

i still like you even when the days are long
and i still like you through the empty space of a distant god
and i still like you through the years and years i couldn't get a job
and i still like you a lot

there is a darkness inside of your brain
and i don't think it'll ever go away
at least not entirely
through all that i try to be
i can feel it inside of me
like a bandage i couldn't close
a festering hologram
i'm sorry for everything
and now the monster has bitten you
and i would do anything
for you to roll up your sleeve
because the monster has bitten you
and all i'm trying to do
is show you where it's bitten me
it's bitten me

the labyrinth of everything

CASTLEBEAT 'Half Life' 2022 album out now on Spirit Goth Records (SG47)!

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Half Life

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Here Goes Nothing

LYRICS

Lay down
Ignore the voice in your head
Forget the existential dread
It's all a rouse
and it was made up by you
and you know it
and you won't forget it
but you'll never say it

Cash out
On a future so polluted clean air is sold as art
And ability to buy increases if you're colorblind
Thank God all wardrobes come with instructions

I'm in space
Why am I so close to your face?
Oh, what is space?
Please... just can I...? Touch your face?

Lay down
Ignore the voice in your head
Forget the existential dread
It's all a rouse
and it was made up by you
and you know it
and you won't forget it
But you'll never say it

Cash out
On a future so polluted clean air is sold as art
And ability to buy increases if you're colorblind
But your wardrobe didn't come with instructions

Why lay in grass?
When I could be beating your ass
Oh, get off my lawn
We're all going to Hell anyway
Why lay in grass?
When I should be beating your ass
Oh, get the fuck off my lawn
We're all going to Hell anyway

I'm in space
Why am I so close to your face?
Oh, what is space?
Please... just can I...? Touch your face?
Why lay in grass?
When I should be beating your ass
Oh, get the fuck off my lawn
We're all going to Hell anyway

Holy People

Art Box

Fox Academy - Lavender Blood

i don't know this is just a song i wrote today

its okay

Lie Awake

All credits go to 'Across the Universe' and 'The Beatles' 

2008 

Strawberry Fields Forever

this audio is from a video that i took at pressplay philidelphia. this is an original song written by Christian Akridge. please give me credit if you use this audio anywhere.

"Please Notice" - Original song by Christian Akridge

Voices

What A Sight

Widowspeak

Harsh Realm

Mounika - Car Sans Toi Je M'ennuie

Wild Heart

Don't
Don't give up
Cause your crying
It isn't enough

Love
No I'm not in love
Cause you're not worth it
You're not worth thinking of
You're not worth thinking of

Oh run
Yeah I saw you run
from the television
From the TELE/VISIONS

Oh run
God I saw you run
Now I'll never never never never never
See you again
I'll never see you again

And cry
Oh I want you to cry
for what you did to me
On that night

Cause I'm scared
God I'm terrified
What will happen
to my life?

So don't
give up
Cause you tried
Cause you tried
Cause you tried
but it wasn't good enough

Cause you broke my heart
Cause you broke my heart
Cause you broke my heart
Cause you broke my heart
Cause you broke my heart
Cause you broke my heart
Cause you broke my heart
Cause you broke my heart
Cause you broke my heart
Cause you broke my heart
Cause you broke my heart
Cause you broke my heart
Cause you broke my heart
Cause you broke my heart
Cause you broke my heart
Cause you broke my heart
Cause you broke my heart

the labyrinth of everything

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