nothing or something to die for

the rules of what an earthling can be

Written, recorded and produced by Felicia Sekundiak
Artwork by Felicia Sekundiak

While we're close
Tell me all about the things that you love the most
I just want to kiss you
But I'm afraid to miss you, so I don't

I kind of want to go away
If I could crawl out of my skin I'd stay
But I always seem to toe the line
Living for your peace of mind

I can't escape forever
I can't afford the drugs that keep me together
A lifetime of pain with few moments of pleasure
Makes my heart go cold while my eyes get wetter

I know
I'm only here because you said so
I know
I'm only here because you said so

So it goes
I'm never going to love again, I'll let it decompose
I'll be broken-hearted 'til I'm dearly departed
What a joke

I kind of want to waste the day
Forget all of the things I wish I'd say
If I hadn't made my mind up on goodbye
I'm scared to live, not scared to die

I can't escape forever
I can't afford the drugs that keep me together
A lifetime of pain with few moments of pleasure
Makes my heart go cold while my eyes get wetter

I know
I'm only here because you said so
I know
I'm only here because you said so

Read the letters on the screen
Pretend you know what they mean
Don't hold on but don't let go
At my wit's end, no room to grow

Oh, I'm only here because you said so

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