Written, recorded and produced by Felicia Sekundiak
Artwork by Felicia Sekundiak

While we're close
Tell me all about the things that you love the most
I just want to kiss you
But I'm afraid to miss you, so I don't

I kind of want to go away
If I could crawl out of my skin I'd stay
But I always seem to toe the line
Living for your peace of mind

I can't escape forever
I can't afford the drugs that keep me together
A lifetime of pain with few moments of pleasure
Makes my heart go cold while my eyes get wetter

I know
I'm only here because you said so
I know
I'm only here because you said so

So it goes
I'm never going to love again, I'll let it decompose
I'll be broken-hearted 'til I'm dearly departed
What a joke

I kind of want to waste the day
Forget all of the things I wish I'd say
If I hadn't made my mind up on goodbye
I'm scared to live, not scared to die

I can't escape forever
I can't afford the drugs that keep me together
A lifetime of pain with few moments of pleasure
Makes my heart go cold while my eyes get wetter

I know
I'm only here because you said so
I know
I'm only here because you said so

Read the letters on the screen
Pretend you know what they mean
Don't hold on but don't let go
At my wit's end, no room to grow

Oh, I'm only here because you said so

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If I found a sound I like, I will listen nonstop until I get tired of it ✨

IN OBSIDIAN is an electronic project exploring ambient, sci-fi, experimental, and cinematic sound design.
Evolving pads, fractured melodies, and slow atmospheres built for deep listening, drifting, and world-building.


VISIT MY BAND CAMP AND DOWNLOAD ALL MY CURRENT WORK FOR FREE. THIS WILL ONLY BE AVAILABLE FOR A SHORT TIME: 
https://littlerobotguy.bandcamp.com/

THANKS TO MY AMAZING PARTNER, BEST FRIEND, AND THE LOVE OF MY LIFE, I HAVE BEEN ABLE TO UPDATE THE ARTWORK ON MANY OF THE RELEASED ALBUMS. I WAS NEVER REALLY SATISFIED WITH THE ALBUM COVERS, AS I FELT THEY DID NOT FIT THE OVERALL THEME OF THE ALBUM. I ENCOURAGE ANYONE WHO VISITS MY PAGE OR IS A FAN OF MY WORK TO CLICK THE LINK BELOW TO VISIT HER PAGE. SHE IS AN INCREDIBLE ARTIST AND ONE OF THE MOST TALENTED INDIVIDUALS I'VE EVER MET. HER WORK EXPANDS INTO MANY DIFFERENT MEDIUMS AND IT SPEAKS FOR ITSELF. CHECK IT OUT AND SHOW SUPPORT BY LIKING AND FOLLOWING HER WORK. THANK YOU :) 
https://www.tiktok.com/@kartttt7?lang=en

SPECIAL MESSAGE: IN PREPARATION FOR THE LOST TAPES I WILL BE MAKING ALL TRACKS AVAILABLE VIA BAND CAMP FREE TO PURCHASE AND DOWNLOAD. FEEL FREE TO VISIT THE PAGE IF YOU ARE FAN :) 
https://littlerobotguy.bandcamp.com/

PATTERNS (2014)
https://littlerobotguy.bandcamp.com/album/patterns-3

COLD BLOOM (2014)
https://littlerobotguy.bandcamp.com/album/cold-bloom

BEYOND THE PINE (2015)
https://littlerobotguy.bandcamp.com/album/beyond-the-pine-2

VVAVES (2015)
https://littlerobotguy.bandcamp.com/album/vvaves

WE ARE ATOM (2017)
https://littlerobotguy.bandcamp.com/album/we-are-atom

THE LONG NIGHT (2018)
https://littlerobotguy.bandcamp.com/album/the-long-night 

THE OUTER LANDS (2019)
https://littlerobotguy.bandcamp.com/album/outer-lands

INNER/OUTER (2021) 
https://littlerobotguy.bandcamp.com/album/inner-outer

BROKEN TAPES I-V 
https://littlerobotguy.bandcamp.com/album/broken-tapes-i-v

BROKEN TAPES VI-X 
https://littlerobotguy.bandcamp.com/album/broken-tapes-vi-x

LOST TAPES OF VODA (2025)

redoing playlists (eventually), please hold.

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FLOOR CRY