fall

prod. @siemspark x @jkeibeats

lyrics
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go
she said baby take your time
have fun out on the road
life is but a dream but it depends on where you go
i’ve been meeting people that i hardly fucking know
hardly fucking know
so now i’m singing woah
this is all i ever dreamed about and god it shows
swimming through this liquor tryna rid of all my woes
something in my head is telling me to take it slow
please just take it slow

please just take it slow
i’ve been tryna pace it
by erasing who i know
lifting up my spirit
in a pirouette with ghosts
dancing with the devil
every time i fucking smoke
but they would never know
panic sits before me
in a newly painted coat
i just drank too much so baby
please don’t rock the boat
fully automatic i go manic in these notes
this is what i wrote
this is what i wrote

she can tell from my eyes that i’m jetlagged
i’m not talking enough i regret that
my coding is fucked but i cracked that
i put my whole life in this backpack
and i’m hoping that i never backtrack

i hope this is forever
my life put together
a mere apparition
of me doing better
i’m sick of this weather
debating on whether
i’m writing this letter
for me or for everyone

jetlag (prod. siem spark x jkei)

lyrics
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don't do it for them
do it for yourself maybe
disguising the truth
convincing myself they hate me
are you really there
or am i just talking to myself
i'll do it again
i'll stay up and watch the sunrise
on top of the shed
i wish i could stay here all night 
i don't understand
why is it always just like this

i miss drinking until 6am
with all of my friends
even ones i just met
hey owen i hope that you're listening man
you helped me get outta my bedroom again
i was on the verge of the end of it all
but nobody knew at all
and i wish that i could get stuck in the past
back before we started moving so fast
standing this still is a choice that won't last
and neither will we so i guess it's a wrap
from here i see this so clearly
at the edge of the world still in fear of my feelings

(at the edge of the world still in fear of my feelings x2)

i had everything mapped to a t
but everything here isn't quite as it seems
there's blood everywhere from the heart on my sleeve
a permanent fix yeah i wanted to leave it
all behind me
cauterizing
the thread on my wings so i'm no longer flying
help
i'm trying to climb out this hell
but it's hard to talk when i lack
all the skills that i need to get outta my shell
i'm not scared to jump so just please don't come near me
when i hit the bottom is when they'll start cheering
and now i'm a ghost i don't know if you're hearing this

and now i'm a ghost i don't know if you hear me
and now i'm a ghost oh hello can you hear me

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geronimo (prod. 93feetofsmoke)

Into the Mist

Ariel Pink sets a serene but complicated scene for the next chapter in his curious career with “Another Weekend,” the first solo material heard since the prog-pop opus pom pom. Contrary to the lyrics of “Another Weekend” (and fortunately for both fanatics and the newly initiated), Pink is neither too shy or humble to have brought his singular style of pop music beyond the bedroom for the befuddled masses over the past two decades, but returned to the formative, familiar setting to craft what will surely live as another shimmering moment in an unrivaled canon.  Encapsulating the lingering euphoria of a regrettable weekend over the edge, “Another Weekend” speaks in morose volumes while whispering sweetly, the dichotomy of Pink’s pathos once again on display. Backed with “Ode To The Goat (Thank You)”, “Another Weekend” will be shared as a 7” single and through conventional music serving mechanisms on Wednesday, June 7.

Mexican Summer: smarturl.it/AnotherWeekendxOutp
Bandcamp: smarturl.it/AnotherWeekendxBC
iTunes: smarturl.it/AnotherWeekendiTunes
Amazon: smarturl.it/AnotherWeekendAmazon
Apple Music: smarturl.it/AnotherWeekendAppleM
Spotify: smarturl.it/AnotherWeekendxSptfy

Ariel Pink - Another Weekend

one of my favorite songs i've ever made. big shouts out to the homie guardin for getting on this with me!! check him out here:

soundcloud.com/guardinmusic

sample credits: https://soundcloud.com/yungcold

sad chill - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EWgkYnqG4u4
guardin - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pfn_ugMCzmQ
静的 static - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1V_UlSTkw1k

california dreaming (feat. guardin)

Listen to Spotify

actually i'm good ft. ℒund (prod. martensite)

Ｉ＇ＬＬ　ＲＵＮ　ＳＯ　ＦＡＲ　ＦＲＯＭ　
ＴＨＥＳＥ　ＳＨＡＤＯＷＳ

//私の心の断片//

lyrics
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i think i'd be better off alone 
without you 
i don't mind when i sleep all alone
without you 

i think i found the antidote
i think i found another road
i think i found some fucking hope
nope
i think i'm tryna find a way
to rid of all these darker days
but my minds trapped inside a maze 

so i'll run so far from these shadows
makeshift but my hearts still fragile
i'd drown but the waters too shallow
my heads still caught in the gallows
your kiss is my remedy
i fall to the ground so desperately
baby i know that you're mad at me
filling all the voids like cavities 

i think i'd be better off alone 
without you 
i don't mind when i sleep all alone
without you 
i think i'd be better off alone 
without you 
i don't mind when i sleep all alone
without you 

i guess this feeling lasts forever
i guess we'll never be together
you're colder than i can remember
but the ice is melting quickly 
i'm still wishing that you'd miss me

but you're gone and i never could replace you
mistraced new face but it ain't you
rebuilding the forts that i made you
no love but my hearts tryna break thru
my chest cause its caving in
i dwell in a cell in a realm of sin
six shots to the face of rum & gin
i'm dead in the head so i guess you win 

i think i'd be better off alone 
without you 
i don't mind when i sleep all alone
without you

solitary

a mess, inside a body of a man

featuring my friend @guardinmusic

blackheartemoji
an album from @prodbybrody and thebreathingbackwards

lyrics: https://genius.com/thebreathingbackwards-what-i-am-lyrics

blackheartemoji

spotify

what i am (ft. guardin)

didn't feel right to do w/o the boy @guardinmusic , hope y'all get this stuck in your heads.

s/o to @ _ikiryo_art on insta for the pretty visual

lyrics:

[flowars]
Everything you do is so damn perfect
Even when you're killing me
I love the way you look with bloodstained lips, so sexy
You can suck me dry until I'm dead or dying I'm okay with either,
Only for the monster with my heart in hand will I ever suffer

I'll protect you fallen angel, and your demons too
I don't hate you for your nature, I'm a monster too
Tear my heart to pieces and I'll piece it back together
Just to keep the peace I'll suffer with you for forever

Happy will never matter as long as you get your way,
I'm happy just to have you but it's suicide to stay
Who am I today, who are you but sorrow?
Sometimes I dread tomorrow, I feel my life is borrowed
Sometimes my chest feels hollow, and that's just because she swallowed

My sweet temptress, evil empress, poison princess don't lose interest
I might distress, I get so depressed when you leave me; cold and bleeding

Everything you do is so damn perfect
Even when you're killing me
I love the way you look with bloodstained lips, so sexy
You can suck me dry until I'm dead or dying I'm okay with either,
Only for the monster with my heart in hand will I ever suffer

[guardin]
she likes the way my hands glide
up her hipbones in the moonlight
kiss my chest and 
leave an imprint
lost my mind again
girl don't trip it's
like whatever
my heart isn't together
my mind is in the sky with chance of cloudy weather
it's okay if i let her down she'll find someone better
if lying to myself is what it takes then imma let her drown
and i can drown too
these bottles in my bedroom
they comfort me in silence sippin' violently like you do
the corner of my lip is split from smoking like a damn fool
if words don't have a meaning why the fuck i got these tattoos?

[flowars]
I'm just food for you my love
Break my rib and suck my blood
I'm just food for you my love
Drink till you're drunk
Or I'm ash and dust

Don't gaze too deep in her eyes
There's a pain that she could never hide
You wear such a pretty disguise
Lure me and I'm so mesmerized

you're a blood sucking pest and I know
love is a test and I'll pass another go

bloodsucker (feat. guardin)

bloodsucker ft. guardin (prod. 8milotb)

agony

1st track off of "halloween, but all year" dropping 10/31

lyrics:
hold you close like a doll, i'm a kid at heart
super late out, but i like it in the dark
there's monsters in the street, baby stick to me
you can hold my hand while we trick or treat
and the night sky gets lit on fire
when i look in your eyes it just makes me higher, 
not a jackass, i'm a jack-o-lantern
and if i knocked baby would you even answer

i feel like a ghost 'cause you see right through me
second that we might it's like you already knew me
i was like "oh shit, am i in too deep?"
nah, i think i'm cool i'm just foolin'
around and around again
you walk around in side my head
when i'm with you i don't feel fear
feels like halloween, but it's all year

Listen on Spotify♥

halloween, but all year

my bra1n hurtz

1eave th3 nest

Writing/Performance/Production: Matt Van

🌧🌧🌧

Stream on Spotify/Apple Music: smarturl.it/MattVan_reasons
Buy on iTunes: apple.co/2znIzl1
Buy Matt Van Merch: bit.ly/mattvan_merch

LYRICS:

This is just another day to 
Feel misplaced
Maybe I’d be better off as 
An unfamiliar face
In the crowd
Don’t draw attention to myself
Not that anyone can tell
When I’m not here

I’ve made a list of reasons
I should stay
It falls a little short but
That’s okay
‘Cause none of this is real
Here anyway
At least that’s what it feels like
These days

This is just another dream to
Slip away
Because of my tendency to
Make mistakes
But I’ll fake another smile
Just to blend
As I secretly pretend that
I’m not here

I’ve made a list of reasons
I should stay
It falls a little short but
That’s okay
‘Cause none of this is real
Here anyway
At least that’s what it feels like
These days

Am I awake or dreaming
I don’t know
But I’m still alive and breathing

I’m searching for a reason
I should stay
Life is pretty short 
I’ll be okay
‘Cause everything is real
Inside my brain
At least that’s what it feels like
These days

© 2019 Sedan Records
www.mattvanmusic.com

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halloween, but all year

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