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March-May 25

Josh A - Save Our Souls

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Dammit (After Dark)

Shiloh Dynasty - Novacaine - Scandalous

Lyrics:

Got something I'd like to do
Hop in to bed with you
With you
And your skin reflects the moon
Just lying in bed
Girl you light up the room
We kiss but it ends too soon

Waiting for the next one
And if it never comes
Then it's on to the next one
And baby
I can't leave a trail of bread crumbs
Thought that it was love
Now it's on to the next one
Thought that it was love
Now you're on to the next one
Used to breaking hearts
But one day you'll learn your lesson
You don't want to hear it
But your heart's not a weapon
Always disappear
And come back like it never happened
Guess it never happened
Piece my heart together
And I find a new distraction
Got something I'd like to do
Hop in to bed with you
With you
Something in my head
That I can't let go
I remember how you treated me before
Woah
Said you love me
Then my eyes went to the floor
Said a lot of things
But I've heard it all before
Waiting for the next one
And if it never comes
Then it's on to the next one
And baby I can't leave a trail of bread crumbs
Thought that it was love
Now it's on to the next one
Thought that it was love
Now you're on to the next one
Used to breaking hearts
But one day you'll learn your lesson

my mistake (prod. grayskies)

she forgot that i existed

https://youtu.be/KZqu0sq9qLM?si=zALFRAkl-kyctZaW

Staying inside
Ion really feel right
Run and hide
Ion wanna see the light
Pray to god
If he even really  there
Close my eyes
Just pretend like he's -
They dont even ask if ur good anymore
I been telling myself hide the pain even more
Ion really know what im here for
In the shadows of their eyes, what im here for?
Just roll another blunt, keep my eyes low
I been dreamin bout a warmer place, god I hate the snow
I remember sixteen p w**** sniffing blow
I just wish all my brothers could shine thru the -
Life hurt sometimes wait its all the time
Ion even care about the money but u know its right
Shoutout gg in va ima catch a flight
Soon as I touch 100    ima get u right

keep my eyes low (mv in desc)

If u livin true
U cant ever die

Its a long day I always seem to settle in
Tiretracks up in yo room like what u peddling
If that conversation bend im thanking many men
Gumby thumbin in the trench gettin green and wet
If the stressin not my own I aint servin it
If the blessing aint my own burn the church and dip
You aint getting no more written secret show the witch

Secret Show the witch
Im on my 22nd
I jinx myself and learn the lesson 'for im Jersey jettin
That shit yo team go on turn around and represent em
I keep a beam red on screen Using all ur rezzes

Uh if he circle vet him
I need higher vantage
I dig the rings if u ask me why i choose the planet
I love the singing but im scrammin i get more erratic
This loves a trial run thing 
I can break the habit

Infinite chance suicide way of life
Rollin keno inna spiral uzumaki time
Roll the dice on 22 i fell 3 behind
Roll the dice on 22 I break the speakers mind uh

@@ coast flip prod. attic relahk

rosé or roses

damocles (cover)

#scfirst
feat @atyhir prod @ouniiixd

@51five

Back 2 da Hideout
lets Pour a Pint Out
Dis aint yours Dis mine Now
Dis aint yours dis My House Hoe
Back 2 da Hideout
Bags fallin all out
Dat is not yo Bitch ,heh
Dat is not Yo bitch dats Mine now

iGot Bitches japanese
ion wanna Fuck da bitch unless Ik da bitch a Freak
Dis bitch Pesky she gone text Me she Gone keep On Textin me
Like ion Care, count ##Celery
Yea Yea
i Jus made a Sale, Yea
Put it In Da mail, Yea
my Bruddah got Bail, Yea
new pacc of Kush i Tear it Up
Remember used 2 Scale it up
Now i jus get high like da Sun
Id do Sumn if they Play w Us but I dont wan Go on da Run

i got Bros 2 Hop out Chase em
i Smoke bowls so i Mite face em
bro on Demon time wan Raid em
li' Edwrd get off house arrest mite Go Congratulate em
the Way i Pull up wit da swag They woulda thought i Made it out

@atyhir

So damn high I’m faded now
No I cant fuck with no sad hoe 
Not no last hoe
So much cash Im showing 
White folks thinking imma asshole
Give a fuck bout the amount
Why she got it in her mouth
New pape new wage
When I die money with me
Need a few graves
Need a wife and a slut thats a two way
She get slayed
Cant know where I lay
Back to the hideout 
Back to the

@51five

Back 2 da Hideout
lets Pour a Pint Out
Dis aint yours Dis mine Now
Dis aint yours dis My House Hoe
Back 2 da Hideout
Bags fallin all out
Dat is not yo Bitch ,heh
Dat is not Yo bitch dats Mine now

iGot Bitches japanese
ion wanna Fuck da bitch unless Ik da bitch a Freak
Dis bitch Pesky she gone text Me she Gone keep On Textin me
Like ion Care, count ##Celery
Yea Yea
i Jus made a Sale, Yea
Put it In Da mail, Yea
my Bruddah got Bail, Yea
new pacc of Kush i Tear it Up
Remember used 2 Scale it up
Now i jus get high like da Sun
Id do Sumn if they Play w Us but I dont wan Go on da Run

i got Bros 2 Hop out Chase em
i Smoke bowls so i Mite face em
bro on Demon time wan Raid em
li' Edwrd get off house arrest mite Go Congratulate em
the Way i Pull up wit da swag They woulda thought i Made it out

hideout + tyhir (1ounii)

shinin'

Lyrics:

Hey
What if I was dead
Would I be up in your head
What would be all the stuff you said
That's what's going through my head
But I shouldn't have to die
To know I'm something in your eyes
My heart's been sewn up a couple times
My cars been totaled a couple times
What if I was dead
Would I be up in your head
What would be all the stuff you said
That's what's going through my head
But I shouldn't have to die
To know I'm something in your eyes
Your phones been blown up a couple times
Like who am I to you
Like who am I to you 

I feel like an asshole half of the time
'Cause I don't want to be brushed aside
I just want to be recognized
For how hard I always try
Talking to the ghosts up in my mind
They kind of look like you I'm not gon' lie
We kiss and it tastes like formaldehyde
When you're gone I close my eyes
'Cause it's a place to hide
But why can't I just be there for myself
If I love me then I don't need nobody else
I like to think that I'd choose heaven over hell
This life is purgatorial that's how I feel

Hey
What if I was dead
Would I be up in your head
What would be all the stuff you said
That's what's going through my head
But I shouldn't have to die
To know I'm something in your eyes
My heart's been sewn up a couple times
My cars been totaled a couple times
What if I was dead
Would I be up in your head
What would be all the stuff you said
That's what's going through my head
But I shouldn't have to die
To know I'm something in your eyes
Your phones been blown up a couple times
Like who am I to you
Like who am I to you

what if I was dead

For life

lyrics:

U should come roll this blunt
Then u come lick me up
Where are you according to me
Im tryna show u love
Whos that bitch to me
I hate that u brought this up
Drugs inside of the club
Im tweaking off what the fuck
This shit weaker with time
So im finna dose me up
Spot had just leaked on line
They tryna blow me up
I do not go on live
I am way too stuck up
Where are you according to me
Im tryna show u love

Rain outside on the ground
Smoke inside of the air
If I died right now
Would u care
Im so high right now
Im im pared
U look so damn good
I just stare
Baby id fuck u good
Id Fuck u bare
Grabbing that waist like this
Gripping that hair
Baby u got me stuck
Im ensnared 
I cant sleep at night
Without there

I had to show my love
I had to show u I care
I could’ve showed everything
I feel right now But I got scared
Now im inside my head
Fuck is it dark in here
I got a brand new phone
I just need you in here

U should come roll this blunt
Then u come lick me up
Where are you according to me
Im tryna show u love
Whos that bitch to me
I hate that u brought this up
Drugs inside of the club
Im tweaking off what the fuck
This shit weaker with time
So im finna dose me up
Spot had just leaked on line
They tryna blow me up
I do not go on live
I am way too stuck up
Where are you according to me
Im tryna show u love

alt codes (sorrowbringer)

lyrics:

Fuck em I dont need them to love me
She would do it still if i came with no money
2 ounce perfect any more its too muddy
She my Snow White how she lining up gummy’s
Ya its all night up until it gets sunny
Ill be alright with this potion in my tummy
This is my shit u cannot take it from me
I get toxic when it come to how Im loving

U know Loves a mosh pit and I think im seeing red
Ill be honest I cant get u out my head
I know U know that feeling
U know that feeling
Know u love that feeling
U know that feeling yea

Baby I could break u in good
I say dont u try it but u know I wish u would
I could show u things u never heard of fore I told u
I could give u more than just the dream that I had sold u 
Now its back at my place with a 5 on the clock
Take u to the 6ix side get u unlocked
Girl if u on my side ill show u the bright side
Miami at high tide we had just docked
I cant wait to fuck ya
I cant wait to crush ya
Let me roll this blunt up
Then we go dog
Take me as I am cause I cant be no one else
Where was everybody when needed me some help
Fuck em I dont need I can do this shit myself
I got plenty drugs that I could finish by myself
And thats the way it go
But u just might 
Be the one I lean on
Come thru tonight
And Be the one im sweet on
I would’ve waited forever for u
Id do whatever u wanted me to

U know Loves a mosh pit and I think im seeing red
Ill be honest I cant get u out my head
I know U know that feeling
U know that feeling
Know u love that feeling
U know that feeling yea
U know Loves a mosh pit and I think im seeing red
Ill be honest I cant get u out my head
I know U know that feeling

luvsick (yunny goldz)

Party 4 U

Party 4 U (Slowed Remix)

Not mine. Just wanted to have it on Soundcloud haha

Tangled Hair -  'Yeah...It Does Look Like A Spider'

Downtown Battle Mountain II

Blue Dream

I dont get 2 high 
If I'm not 2 by myself
<3

Thank you @lund @sunivega

Mixed & Mastered by ℒund

art by @foreignforest


Listen to Max on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/0Kx7qYhFiv0YD5lxEG1nsz

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By Myself Ft. ℒund (Prod. suni vega)

Lyrics:

ℒund:
Might just feel my brain with lead
Torture from the words you said 
Running through my head
Late while I lie in bed 
You know from these wrists I’ve bled
(x2)

Blood on my t shirt 
Blood on my carpet
So sick and tired 
Of all of this fighting 
Where are we going 
Why are we lying
What do we do now
We are all dying
 
This world that were all living in is fucking hell 
I swear to god sometimes it makes me want to kill myself
This is a maze, where's the exit 
Fuck it i can’t tell
Asking god why i cant check out 
Triple 6 hotel.

I forgot to die 
I guess ill wake up
Girl I told you 
You look better with no make up
I don't wanna go no where 
Let's just stay home
It just seems like lives better when were alone

(But still theres)
Blood on my T-shirt 
Blood on my carpet
(ohhh)
So sick and tired 
Of all of this fighting
(Fuck all the fighting)
Where are we going 
Why are we lying
(Why are we lying)
What do we do now
We are all dying
(we are all dying)
(x2)

Foreign Forest:
You were on my good side then
Now I'm getting high with my friends
Ima focus on my ends
If you wanted just to play pretend
Then you should have said you love me then
(x2)

Off the drugs
'Cause you ran off with your love
You were just here for the buzz
That's what this life always does
No fair now
Smell you when my hairs down
Picture perfect
Now I'm feeling worthless
I'll get over your spell
Only home for you is hell
Hope your frozen cold
When you see my gold

Tears on my T-shirt
Tears on my carpet
I'm all alone now
Feeling nostalgic
Where did my time go
I gave it to you
If I paid attention
I would've seen through you
(x)

forgot 2 die ft. ℒund (prod. late june)

ur my angel (prod. nimbus2k)

pain EP

windbreaker (prod. seng)

pain (prod. killedmyself)

Listen to Spotify

actually i'm good ft. ℒund (prod. martensite)

"you wanna know what's sad? you can give everything you have to a person. you can be perfect for that person. you can be everything they've ever wanted and you can do everything perfectly and it still wouldn't be enough. because nothing's ever enough and everyone sucks."

i'm sad

enjoy <3

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<3 LYRICS <3

and so as it seems no one wants me around
so i’ll pack up and leave and not come back to town
you’ll forget about me and hold feelings u found
it’s a burden on me but i still think about
my old house where my demons live
my old room i used to do acid in
if there’s one thing i’ve learned from all of this
its that getting older jus means u hate shit

and so as it seems i’m a nihilist now
everything bothers me without making a sound
hollow chest broken heart i wake up feeling doubt
i just want it to end can u please help me out
i just need u
to guide me thru
this stupid thing that’s in my head
i’m going thru
i feel betrayed every day i’m awake
i just want it to end is that too much to ask 
for fucks sake


and so as it seems no one wants me around
so i’ll cut both my wrists til i fucking bleed out
leave my body to waste in my room where u found
me lying there when u promised u would help
but it’s too late
i’m near the light
my body aches
and honestly i’m terrified
but one things for certain i’m glad that it’s over
and as my life flashes by i spent none sober

and so as it seems i wish i could relive
all the moments i wasted jus shooting the shit
with myself in the mirror on drugs as a kid
i’ll miss u my dear but don’t cry not one bit
i’m sorry
i hate me too
i can’t go back
i should’ve stayed alive for u
and now that it’s over i hate this decision
can u hold me closer i’m losing my vision 
:( ripp

a song about dying *p. sorrow bringer*

1st track off of "halloween, but all year" dropping 10/31

lyrics:
hold you close like a doll, i'm a kid at heart
super late out, but i like it in the dark
there's monsters in the street, baby stick to me
you can hold my hand while we trick or treat
and the night sky gets lit on fire
when i look in your eyes it just makes me higher, 
not a jackass, i'm a jack-o-lantern
and if i knocked baby would you even answer

i feel like a ghost 'cause you see right through me
second that we might it's like you already knew me
i was like "oh shit, am i in too deep?"
nah, i think i'm cool i'm just foolin'
around and around again
you walk around in side my head
when i'm with you i don't feel fear
feels like halloween, but it's all year

Listen on Spotify♥

halloween, but all year

Song Title - Fiction
Production & Vocals By Lund.

Lyrics: 

Feelings come and go
Time to hit the road 
Can’t afford
To watch this 
time move past
Im never going back 
Moving forward 

Lying to yourself 
You don’t really need me 
Fiction in your head
That you keep on believing

People come and go
Everybody knows
Love is potent
Let you go
Had to let you go
Now I’m hoping 
You get closure
Cause I’m feeling 
so much better 
now were over

With you
It ain’t right 
To many missed calls 
And long nights 
I heard your voicemail 
to many times
And I aint wasting no more love on you
X2

Open up my chest
Deep into my heart
Do you see it
A shard of glass 
I can feel it slice  
as I’m breathing 
it cut my strings 
Now my fucking 
heart isn’t beating 
And from my brain 
is where I’m bleeding 

Deep inside my mind
Scared of what I’ll find
Our memories linger
hurt confined 
Love the way you’d lie
With a smile
I’m saving me
There’s no wrong or right
This is survival
Put me down
You'd put me 
in the ground
No revival

No revival 
No survival
Im 51:50
Suicidal
there’s no way out 
As far as I see   
I’m going through hell
Can you find me

Boy you left me down
Broken on the ground
Im so sad 
cause your always gone
Out there on the road 
I’m not mad 
I just wish that you would
Call me sometime
I just wish that
We could fucking rewind

But 

Girl you let me down
You been running round 
Im not dumb
Got me staring down 
The barrel of a loaded gun
You burned our bridge
And we can’t turn back time
I got to go 
Before I lose my mind

Feelings come and go
Time to hit the road 
Can’t afford
To watch this 
time move past
Im never going back 
Moving forward 

Lying to yourself 
You don’t really need me 
Fiction in your head
That you keep on believing

People come and go
Everybody knows
Love is potent
Let you go
Had to let you go
Now I’m hoping 
You get closure
Cause I’m feeling 
so much better 
now were over

Going going’ gone
I think my soul is moving on
Hate me while I’m here
Then love while I’m lost
Do we fight to feel the pain
Or Do we bleed to feel the same
Why’s the world so fucking cold 
Why do I often feel alone

Fiction

Produced by ℒund & Forest
"Halloween But All Year" coming 10/31

lyrics:

ℒund:
Love is like a twister
And girl you got me shook up
I know I shouldn’t miss you 
When your the one that fucked up
But thats just a heartbreak 
Pulling on my heartstrings 
Girl you make my heartache
I'm used to all this pain now
Head full of voices
I'm going insane now
There's nothing you can change now
They gon' find me hanging
You're the one to blame now

Forest:
I’ve seen you before
Outside that door
What you staring for
Girl I know you want more
Wanna see my room
I could give you a tour
And if it gets cold
I could light a fire
That could keep you warm
Feeling so torn
Feelings hit me like storm
Deja vu, oh my lord

Forest & ℒund:
All The Time
You Ruin My Mind
All I Want
Is to be with you
That’s all I Want

what if I was dead

foreign forest