hold the applause
produced by @prodbybrody
featuring @sewerperson
mixed by nine to 5 and sewerperson

lyrics:
both:
so won't you hold the applause
cause its all that i got
i know its not a lot, but it feeds me the strength that i would need to move on

nine to 5:
I did all the things that i said i would
Try to push me to the side but you never could no
I’m breaking through the walls it’s competitive
Now im taking to the bottle like a sedative woah

After all of this time and i still get it wrong
I won’t tell you what you wanted hear no more
Yeah you played me a game tryna get up the score
But i aint finished yet i’m still coming for more

So won’t you hold the applause
Cuz its all that i got
You tore it apart
It was doomed from the start
Fallin for your mirage 

Falling from nothing
But oh its so exciting
To go
To these places i aint been before
You took hold my body sunk it into the floor

going insane, my body is sore
i feel a lot different than i did before
seasons have changed, i'm closing these doors
i'm burning these bridges can't take anymore
so take all i am, i'll do what i can
but nothing will satisfy you in the end
but i understand, it's all gone as planned
you fucked up my head but i'll take what i can

sewerperson:
Seventeen nights in the grip of cold hands
Baby i try do u right while u just doing what u can
Wails heard thru the night from somewhere deep inside the branch
Toss out a flare we can light up the world
Ash floats thru the air as this fire unfurls
Tell me how this shit compare to a night better spent
Watch The banshee touch down on to the charring grasslands

Won’t you hold the applause
Cause its all that I got
I know its not a lot but it feeds me the strength I would need to move on
With her taste on my tongue
And my hand on my heart
I cant be what u need but I swear on my life I will be what u want
With the grace of a wisp
She comes right around and attaches to my hip
She whispers are u scared and I said maybe just a bit
U know I cant lie when u look at me like this
When u look me in my eyes
I know u could see into my soul into my mind
U know I know I could never get away with lying
That’s why its the truth that without u id rather die

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nine to 5 - hold the applause ft. sewerperson (prod. brody)

(okay okay)
that's his name 
his name is hard to say 
he's always out there waiting 
and he waits until it's clear
standing with his language and it's forcible in ear 
it all started with a transformation
this guy
i didn't think he was alive 
i beg your pardon
I heard him talking just last night  
he used to be a dear to me 
all these gifts of jewelry 
origin a secret there's a fear indeed now
he returned one day and started acting differently 
we can feel the sin and sense his argument is dry
keep your distance if you value staying up alive
with a sudden choice i'm faced to keep inside

fallen at last into the profound
its uneasy and it follows behind
whether you want the cold ground 
or the warmth of the morning     

It's Mr K 
that's his name 
his name is hard to say 
he's always out there waiting 
and he waits until it's clear
standing with his language and it's forcible in ear 
it all started with a transformation
this guy
i didn't think he was alive 
i beg your pardon
I heard him talking just last night  
he used to be a dear to me 
all these gifts of jewelry 
origin a secret there's a fear indeed now
he returned one day and he started acting different
i can't trust him

mr k (dead spyro)

Tell me I’m okay 
While you push me away 
Faces go extinct 
But her words will stay 
I don’t even wanna stay here 
I don’t even wanna lay here 
Crystal lake and it stays clear 
Locked away like the graybeards 

Nights turn grey
I fell in love with the pain 
Weeping nights always 
You know I love it when it’s rains 
I don’t even wanna stay here 
I don’t even wanna lay here 
Crystal lake and it’s stays clear 
Locked away like the graybeards 

The suns up 
I’m fucked up
Every morning they needing for me but it’s tough love 
Every morning waking up for the Zoloft 
Waste away slit my wrists and then I throw up 

Remember sipping keystones with my best friends 
journeys every weekend 
I’ll love you till the end 
Remember when she looked at me with her devil eyes 
I didn’t think twice 
But damn it felt right 

I don’t even wanna stay here 
I don’t even wanna lay here 
Crystal lake and it’s stays clear 
Locked away like the graybeards 

I don’t even wanna stay here 
I don’t even wanna lay here 
Crystal lake and it’s stays clear 
Locked away like the graybeards

Greybeards (Prod.funeral service)

lyrics

know you think you’re special and important, uh, yeah
but you’re not blowing gas inside this foreign, uh, yeah
i’m half asleep, god, you’re fucking boring, uh, yeah
just getting pockets filled with cheese while yawning
i’ve got the birks, and they see me
handing out bags like it’s vv
changing up ways, yeah, i’m feeling like yeezy
uh, “mum, i’m on tv.”
i’ve got the boys, yeah, it’s rounds on me
you don’t want beef, who is you fucking with?
cause i’m on the street, we’re on the street
i’m blowing gas, whipping this shit while you’re throwing your ass
when it’s this top shelf, i’m not doing math
but i’ll double down that
you show me love, and i love when you laugh
yeah, i’m a pleaser, a cookie to pass
living it lavish, uh, i’m here to please
baby, i get it, i got what you need
i’ma just slide to your crib in beat
come here, lil baby, my flow is on peak
come here now, cookies in stream
i know i get messy when i’m in the paint
stars so bright, it’s like i’m serving cocaine
sorry, that’s novocaine
other one told me to pick me up, no, i can’t
cause this one right next to me, she wants the ring
but still, i got to think
about who do you think you is while i do my thing
but right now, i am free
i got the key
me and maxy, everyone else inside baltic sea
cooking up sound waves and cooking up dreams
know you think you’re special and important, uh, yeah
but you’re not blowing gas inside this foreign, uh, yeah
i’m half asleep, god, you’re fucking boring, uh, yeah
just getting pockets filled with cheese while yawning
i’ve got the birks, and they see me
handing out bags like it’s vv
changing up ways, yeah, i’m feeling like yeezy
uh, “mum, i’m on tv.”
i’ve got the boys, yeah, it’s rounds on me
you don’t want beef, who is you fucking with?
cause i’m on the street, we’re on the street (i'm on the street

on me

on me (coffeelover)

Lyrics:

Hey
What if I was dead
Would I be up in your head
What would be all the stuff you said
That's what's going through my head
But I shouldn't have to die
To know I'm something in your eyes
My heart's been sewn up a couple times
My cars been totaled a couple times
What if I was dead
Would I be up in your head
What would be all the stuff you said
That's what's going through my head
But I shouldn't have to die
To know I'm something in your eyes
Your phones been blown up a couple times
Like who am I to you
Like who am I to you 

I feel like an asshole half of the time
'Cause I don't want to be brushed aside
I just want to be recognized
For how hard I always try
Talking to the ghosts up in my mind
They kind of look like you I'm not gon' lie
We kiss and it tastes like formaldehyde
When you're gone I close my eyes
'Cause it's a place to hide
But why can't I just be there for myself
If I love me then I don't need nobody else
I like to think that I'd choose heaven over hell
This life is purgatorial that's how I feel

Hey
What if I was dead
Would I be up in your head
What would be all the stuff you said
That's what's going through my head
But I shouldn't have to die
To know I'm something in your eyes
My heart's been sewn up a couple times
My cars been totaled a couple times
What if I was dead
Would I be up in your head
What would be all the stuff you said
That's what's going through my head
But I shouldn't have to die
To know I'm something in your eyes
Your phones been blown up a couple times
Like who am I to you
Like who am I to you

what if I was dead

i love it when you look at me like you need me
your emerald eyes appear in my dreams while im sleeping
i need the warmth of your body, its like ive been craving
lay here with me for awhile this is exactly what i needed

its exactly what i needed
its exactly what i needed

i dont know how to say it, but theres something about you
i need you here, you take my heart, ill belong to you
i want you and only you, you got no competition
you make me feel like im alive again, i cant explain it

oh baby look at me again with those eyes
i promise you, i want you for the rest of my life

i love it when you look at me like you need me
your emerald eyes appear in my dreams while im sleeping
i need the warmth of your body, its like ive been craving
lay here with me for awhile this is exactly what i needed

what i need

wut do u see in me </3
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Do you believe in chance
Shawty run it back
Roll us up a lil
Trying to relax
Sellin you a dream
What do you see in me
What do you see in me
What do you see in me

I still can't cry
I'm just weepin
I feel the most alive when I'm sleepin
Your heart
Shawty put it on the defense
Your heart
Blood
Leakin
My heart
Barely beatin
My time
Slowly creepin
Our love at the bottom of the deep end
Can't see it now
You hope it drowns
Geekin
I gotta lie down
I can't keep stickin around
Sunrise
I pass out
Sunrise
I pass out

Do you believe in chance
Shawty run it back
Roll us up a lil
Trying to relax
Sellin you a dream
What do you see in me
What do you see in me
What do you see in me

Do you believe in chance
Shawty run it back
Roll us up a lil
Trying to relax
Sellin you a dream
What do you see in me
What do you see in me
What do you see in me

I still can't cry
I'm just weepin
I feel the most alive when I'm sleepin
Your heart
Shawty put it on the defense
Your heart
Blood
Leakin
My heart
Barely beatin
My time
Slowly creepin
Our love at the bottom of the deep end
Can't see it now
You hope it drowns
Geekin
I gotta lie down
I can't keep stickin around
Sunrise
I pass out
Sunrise
I pass out

Do you believe in chance
Shawty run it back
Roll us up a lil
Trying to relax
Sellin you a dream
What do you see in me
What do you see in me
What do you see in me

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<3

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