i really cant thank you all enough for everything you've done.
the love, support, nice comments, everything. you have no idea
how much it truly means to me, but trust me when i say; it keeps me alive.

empty, yeah yeah
this life is
getting boring
kinda old
sold my soul for a bowl
never know
when im in the spotlight
so i hope and go
when im hitting two million a month
i hope yo bitchass knows
that you aint contribute to my growth, baby
kiss my road <3
done shit
kiss my road,
mwah.
baby ur mind got froze, time broke
all the words u regular sorta got bold
i would try to help u but u paved ur own road like,
bitch, you did this urself
hooked on some weed 
and some nic just to cope 
with the fact that its always ur fault, man,
i wish that i wasn't ur fault
i wish that it wasn't ur fault
ill sing till my vows turn to all
ill stay till i die, and sit upon my throne to say "i did it all"
yeah, and i hope one day
i could say i came from nothing
just to be okay for me
all for me
itll be beautiful
i wont ever wanna die again
no worries
ion got a penny in my bank account
but i know that itll all balance out
its all in faith
well i got god on my side
maybe not him, but someone will do
someone, anyone, someone,
well i got me on my side
and i got lean and ill be alright yeah
- - - - - -
this life is
getting boring
kinda old
sold my soul for a bowl
never know
when im in the spotlight
so i hope and go
when im hitting two million a month
i hope yo bitchass knows
that you aint contribute to my growth, baby
kiss my road <3
done shit
kiss my road,
mwah.
baby ur mind got froze, time broke
all the words u regular sorta got bold
i would try to help u but u paved ur own road like,
bitch, woops, its on ur hands
hooked on some weed 
and some nic just to cope 
with the fact that its always ur fault, man,
i wish that i wasn't ur fault
wash my hair every month
suffer all alone, in my bed, one on one
these complications are purely mental
maybe physical, but i can get over it :( 
itll be beautiful..
i wont ever wanna die again..
no worries
ion got a penny in my bank account
but i know that itll all balance out.

time broke (farber)

Produced by @jolst & @pekarot1
Engineering, additional vocals, guitar solo by @horoshavibes 

LYRICS
I think back to the love we had
And I’m afraid I’ll never find someone like you again
But I hope
That one day I’ll finally get it back
Reclaim my sense of self and my lost confidence

‘Cause love made me dumb
In the worst of ways
You left me in the dust
To live out my cliché
Now I don’t wanna talk about how everything
I’ve lost is coming back to haunt me

It’s all coming back to haunt me
I’m a broken boy
It’s no surprise you don’t want me
No
Wouldn’t really want me either but
I project my pain
And you just eat it up

Where did I go wrong
Where did the time go
Now I only see you in dreams
Or with my eyes closed
I thought you were the one for me
How little I know
But what did I know

Looking back now I regret how
I was such a fool for you
There’s nothing in this world I wouldn't do for you
No
I’m not your problem anymore so
You can have my heart still beating out my torso

(Horosha)
And watch me bleed
As the drops fall on the floor
A portrait drawn in crimson
We still made something beautiful

Listen on Spotify!

Everything I’ve Lost Is Coming Back to Haunt Me (Prod. Jolst & Pekarot)

w e l c o m e f t. h e y l o g

lmao this a remake from a song i dropped in 2017

Love This Feeling (prod. sketchmyname)

LYRICS:

I'm too fucked up to be in public
Anxious at the function, got this feeling in my stomach
I see people dancing drunk, in a few hours they'll be fucking
But I'll go home alone and fall asleep; remember nothing
Baby, waking up is such a chore
I'm always high or else I'm bored
I gotta pick myself up off the floor
One day I'll see the world (and I'll see)

One day, I'll wake up and I won't have a headache
Chest pains, blame it on the drugs or on the heartbreak
Today, I woke up and I don't feel right
I guess I'll try again in the next life
One day, I'll wake up and I won't have a headache
Chest pains, blame it on the drugs or on the heartbreak
Today, I woke up and I don't feel right
I guess I'll try again in the next life

I don't wanna talk, I wanna end it, no discussion
Give me everything I wanted, I'll return it like it's nothing
Make it back tomorrow night and go to heaven in the morning
The devil's in the book, but I'm too good at telling stories
So I wake up, say a little prayer for all the dead ones
Take one, and stay the fuck away from all the fake love
Guess I'll make it through somehow
Tell me, darling, how soon is now?

I don't know what the fuck to call it
I'm always in withdrawal, I'm like a fucking alcoholic
But with you it's something special, I can tell that's why I lost it
I don't wanna talk, honestly, wish I went to college
Cuz I'm sick of all the run-around
You hate my guts, I hate this town
I hate the things I write about
Cuz soon we'll all be dead (but fuck it maybe)

One day, I'll wake up and I won't have a headache
Chest pains, blame it on the drugs or on the heartbreak
Today, I woke up and I don't feel right
I guess I'll try again in the next life
One day, I'll wake up and I won't have a headache
Chest pains, blame it on the drugs or on the heartbreak
Today, I woke up and I don't feel right
I guess I'll try again in the next life

ONE DAY

jimmy othree - xhitting on dreams [@djgren8de exclusive]

i tried <///3 
.
.
yeah u tell me i dont try hard no
when im drunk i only call u
shawty come over i need u
shawty come over i need u

use to love me all the time
now i only make u cry
now u not around 
now im always feelin sad
heart on my sleeve
do u love to see me bleed
i be drinking every night
i could use the company

shawty said we could go far yeah
but you dont trust me at all yeah
and i dont wanna put u thru that
and i dont wanna put u thru that

-damiyen aka yung respecting trees and women 2k everyday

i tried (prod. TREETIME)

nothing,nowhere. x Travis Barker - Destruction [slowed]

featuring: @noah2kay
beat by: @resonancesoul

shiver w/ noah2000

Taking Up Space

Downturn

(If we don’t last,
Are you gone forever, Gone forever?
If we don’t last)

So you’re gone now, used to want it all, 
But then we’d fall out.
Don’t worry I’m right here if you still wanna call now,
You’re gone now, I don’t know when to fall down.
Spending all my time inside, anxietys my aura.
Its over, and its cold out, I’m sitting on my own now

(If you never even want me then I’m fine with that,
But baby keep your heart ‘cause I’m not good with that)

I’m kinda used to it, I used to think about it all the time,
How I’m not good for this, now I count up all the fucking times I said I’m over it.
And now its over and,
Every time you call my name, my heart it sinks a bit.

So you’re gone now, used to want it all, 
But then we’d fall out.
Don’t worry I’m right here if you still wanna call now,
You’re gone now, I don’t know when to fall down.
Spending all my time inside, anxietys my aura.
Its over, and its cold out, I’m sitting on my own now

(If you never even want me then I’m fine with that,
But baby keep your heart ‘cause I’m not good at that)

nothing,nowhere. x Travis Barker - Destruction [slowed]

sakuri