aku xleh lepaskan
baby u my sun
baby tell my why u always on my mind
nape u biar aku last seen online
come and take my heart
you'll just throw it to me
left by broken promises is all i can see
girl u know the futures meant for u and me
don't u know that it just turns to energy
thats all that it means

what does it mean to you
is it a reminder to
what happens at the end
i think i lost it again

again again again
i take it that we're no more as friends
can't turn back time save this feeling inside
save this feeling inside

lepaskan prod.me

prod @hartfxlt n @kyoakyo

ep very very very very soon @  100 followers 
thank u all 4 all the love 

Lyrics:
girl ik u said u wanna try again 
think we’re holdin on 2 somethin 
we’re just playin pretend 
baby ion rlly wanna hurt again 
filled the holes in my heart 
now ur pressin restart 

got this pain in my head 
i jus wanna lay in bed 
n pretend u nvr said 
that u wanted me again 
tellin lies up 2 ur eyes 
kno we wont make it thru the nite 
b4 u go n wanna fkn pick a fight 

again n again how u say u changed 
pushed me so far away 
stuck up in ur ways 
theres a distance between us 
its not good 4 the heart 
u put a wall up between us 
tryna tear it apart
feel ashamed 2 say i felt it from the start 
n now u play the victim w a broken heart 
now u kno u cant go back 
cant press restart 
still got this pain in my chest from ur hollow heart 

from ur hollow heart 
got this pain in my chest from ur hollow heart 
got this pain in my chest from ur hollow heart 
got this pain in my chest from ur hollow heart 

ik u said u wouldnt do it again 
u do this over n over 
think its time 2 end 
cant play the fool 
no i wont pretend 
tried 2 turn a blind eye 
though u were my friend 

i put my trust in another 
wind up hurting again
put ur pain inside me burdens on my chest 
left me heavy hearted i cant sleep at night 
sayin prayers 2 the moon swear it feel so right 
swear it shyne so bright like the look in ur eyes
i heard u say im sorry its not fine this time 

all those words that u said 
they bounce around in my head 
no i cant play pretend u rlly fked up again 
i swear u push me n push me till i fall off my edge 
i dont think we could go back 
no we could nvr b friends 
when i lay in my bed ur all i hear in my head 
ur words they cut so deep they left me cryin again

hollow heart (hartfxlt + kyoa)

prod @cruseyyyy @emogi8519 @ milk 

sorry i can't give you what you want
i'm trying
sorry that i'm sorry way too much
i can't hide it from you
sorry i been crying way too much
now i'm dying for you

i can't turn it off
i don't care about no cash flow
think that i fucked up
know u think that i'm an asshole 
oo ooo oo ooo
i been thinking of you 
oo ooo oo ooo
can't keep crying for you

oo ooo oo ooo oh

suffering from inhibition 
call me an intermission 
swear i lack all ambition
for me it's only living 
i tried my hardest for you
it's all that i couldn't do
oo ooo oo ooo oh
every night i'm crying on floor for you 
oo ooo oo ooo oh 
feeling like restore
i been wishing i was yours, it's true

oo ooo oo ooo oh
oo ooo oo ooo oh
oo ooo oo ooo oh

sorry i can't give you what you want
i'm trying
sorry that i'm sorry way too much
i can't hide it from you
sorry i been crying way too much
now i'm dying for you

i can't turn it off
i don't care about no cash flow
think that i fucked up
know u think that i'm an asshole 
oo ooo oo ooo
i been thinking of you 
oo ooo oo ooo
can't keep crying for you

oo ooo oo ooo
i been thinking of you 
oo ooo oo ooo
can't keep crying for you

thinking of u (crusey  +milk  +emogi8519)

https://www.instagram.com/loathefuls/

@@okmax  @@yuk0o

taking hella drugs to the face got me fucked up
baby can you stay i just want your love yea
baby you're an angel yea you came from above
so kiss me slow with our eyes closed
she gon kiss through the phone fuck a timezone
she want me to stay so i cannot go
running through the racks just like a race
so i can't move slow
and yea baby i do it all for you better know

i pour a cup of liter
i'm going up the hill and it's getting steeper
i'm swimming up in this ocean and it's getting deeper
she my heart my soul so i'll keep her

put her in alexander mcqueen
yea she's a dream
and we both fucked up baby let me get you a drink
let me take your mind away i don't like when you think
cause when you get up inside you just sink
i wanna lay up with you and do everything
focus on my voice take a breath real slow
baby i will never let you go

taking hella drugs to the face got me fucked up
baby can you stay i just want your love yea
baby you're an angel yea you came from above
so kiss me slow with our eyes closed
she gon kiss through the phone fuck a timezone
she want me to stay so i cannot go
running through the racks just like a race
so i can't move slow
and yea baby i do it all for you better know

KissMeThruThePhone (okmax + yuko)

@rewind214 @backxster @1xene (note from xene: dud its 12am and i made thiswhile punching in, in like 8 minutes pls dont judge me 4 this funny song LOL)

u had me @ hello
now were sayin gbye
evn tho it made sense
bby i js wnna cry
idk where 2 go
im so done w my life
we had this luv once
so y cnt we hv it twice?

nd its been getting difficult 4 me 2 breathe
tell me tht im all u need
its been getting hard 2 sleep
knowin ur not w me

its so unberable
i felt so terrible
i hope u care @ all
bby gawd dam it alllll

do u need me do u need me
bby yea i need u
do u c me do u c me
bby yea i c u
pls believe me pls believe me 
bby i blieeve u
even if u h8 me
i cld nvr leave u

bby thts not a feasible option
test me how u want, bae i move w cautionnn

(note 2: entire song was bs but i started losing my sanity around here)
its so hard 2 rhyme w this
so im switchin the word yea
might aswell switch up the flow bitchh
making this songgg fo chris
awa is ma bestfrend
aka nicoleeee
im chris's husbanddd
yea its officialllll
man i got no ideass
guide me like its ikeaaaa
lemme jus moan 4 the rst of the songgg

yeahu yeahu yeaaa yeahu yeahuu yeaaa
 yeahuu yeahuu yeaaa yeahuu yeahuu yeahaaaa

xene - meow (rewind + backxster)

Gooo
oh, oh baby nooo
i don't wanna go
i don't wanna show

what im feeling inside
it feels better to just hide
cause all my life ive been put to the side
will u do the same?? r u down 4 the ride?

i i i i cant do this on my own
room full of people, still feel all alone      (real)
when u do it, it hurts me the most            (also very real)
and u prove it, cause u feel no remorse

its so stupid
how ur kicking at my door
and i cant do it
i cant do it anymoreee
u play these games i just keep score
we cutting up on the floor

i take a pill, u take 2 more
i hate to see u cry like R.I.P.
u play with my head, leave me dead on the scene
u say u love me, u got me crying on my jeans
ur so toxic, threatening to D I E

i i i i ill give u one more chance
cuz i would die 4 u
get high with u
start a life w u

(do u think ur mentally stable?)                ,              (no , :p) 

girl its nothing new
i would fight for our love if it tore me apart
lets wipe the slate clean, get a whole new start
(get a whole new startttttt:)

clean slate (p. spaceboyry + ssj5)

@hollons @cld @rewind214 @afterstoryx

i have so much im so excited to share

##############

@hollons

been like this my whole life
ask me how im doin im gon say im alright
im like what u wna do? she wna hit the mall right
got me brand new prada shoes
prada cups in all white
alright
she wna go like all night
racks all on me she wna live the good life
30 w a beam U wna talk its on sight
ya im wit the team gettin high we take flight
blood up on the seats bitch im inna beamerrrr
racks all on me u can see the jeans stuffed
ya we poppin beans put it inna lean cup
ur bitch all on me ion wna link up

@lifegiverr

scratch on my body girl tatt me XO
we dont have to fight cuz i know how things goo

blood on my arms dont know how we stand yuhhh
dont know who i am hope u understand yuhh
we can take a trip kickin white sand uppp
take a take a pic hope you show your fans uppp

dont know who to trust but
i know that youve got me
when i start to freak out
will u come and stop me

dont know how to act when 
i see that you call me
you bring me to pieces
i speak like a zombie

and when i go up wanna bring you
you know its all love hope you see through
your skin is so rough wanna heal you
cant cant nobody tell us what we been through

mess (og)

@hurtwinds 

maybe I will revisit and fix the master :p 

All of the air in my lungs burns like embers
high all the time, I’ve been out of my mind
and the wind will keep fighting the current till ends of time
If it’s you that I stand for, I’ll look for answer, just one or two
It’s been eating me up inside, taking what’s left and alive
like it’s tears from the alcove
a charade was my biggest mistake
I hope karmas quick for my sake
But I’ve never been good to me
fond of my misery, fond of the things that keep killing me
try as I might, I can’t care for the time
and try as you might, I’ll just keep passing by

know that I try, I just can’t see with my eyes
they’re not open
can’t bear a glance, what remains is unspoken
I can’t keep on blaming myself
can’t keep on blaming myself
see that I try, I can’t help you, help you

what's left and alive (hurtwinds)

"the mistakes that haunt me" produced by me
Performed/Written by @counterxo

the mistakes that haunt me

the mistakes that haunt me (counter) #NES2WO

This song takes place in 2016 West Palm Beach Florida.
This place was a musical inspiration to me.

what's left and alive (hurtwinds)

frailure