jesus, i fricking love you now marry me ;w;

i think this is like my 80th time listening and i still love it as much as the first time

Would love to have this version on spotify

expect a few versions of this one lol. written in 2019.

FUCK YOU (ME)

what's the point of telling the truth anymore
when there are people waiting for you to fall to the floor
i keep my thoughts to myself like a nice young man
but understand it’s only cuz i think you’d hate me again
where’s the fun in trying your best all the time
looks like it’s easier to let things flow and not force the rhyme
at least not all the time

i guess this is life (is this life?) (this life?)
GOD I'M ALIVE
and i will take it upon myself to decide what is wrong from right
i'll do what i like (what i like) (i like)
THIS IS MY LIFE
and it goes like

i wake up and i’m real pissed off
my head goes
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK YOU FUCK YOU
i smoke a bit and try not to cough
my lungs go
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK YOU FUCK YOU
how many times in a day do i think to myself
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK YOU FUCK YOU
how many times in a day do i say to myself
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK YOU FUCK YOU

i made a list of all the things i should do tomorrow
instead of sleeping in
i’m shedding off this skin
and letting go of who i once was
someday i swear i’ll beat the system
and break every rule till i’m numb
i’m learning to run
away from the signs that say “RUN”
 
i guess this is life (is this life?)
AHHHH AHHHH
and i will take it upon myself to decide what is wrong from right
i'll do what i like (what i like) (i like)
THIS IS MY LIFE
and it goes like

i wake up and i’m real pissed off
(i wake up and i’m real pissed off)
my head goes
(my head goes)
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK YOU FUCK YOU
i smoke a bit and try not to cough
(i smoke a bit and try not to cough)
my lungs go
(my lungs go)
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK YOU FUCK YOU
how many times in a day do i think to myself
(how many times in a day do i think to myself)
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK YOU FUCK YOU
how many times in a day do i say to myself
(how many times in a day do i say to myself)
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK YOU FUCK YOU

FUCK YOU(ME) [very old acoustic demo]

Mixed by Matt E. Williams
Mastered by Cicely Balston at AIR Studios

Won't go running cause it’s getting cold out
Why did most of my friends get to skip town?
I'm on messenger hoping that you might
Say that you wouldn’t mind if I dropped by
Clean out the lounge for once
I'll bring a couple of Westons from my house
I'll order trash for lunch

Honest, you're doing me a solid
I like to hear you talking
My face smushed on the carpet can you
Promise, you'll decorate my carcass
With garbage from the garden
So I won’t be forgotten

If we collapse
Re-up, relapse
In 20 years or so then I'll be glad
When I'm thinking of all the good times we had
We'll pick it up where we left off
And travel back in time 'til our eyes are red
And we're only eating trash, man we should be dead

Don't Be A Salad

Kids In Madrid

Jim Bogart

Port Aransas

Беспричинно пьян

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Lyrics:
Coming home to rain inside
Reflection is trying to warn me
Look away, that loving gaze,
its horns were trying to gore me

Like you know they do
You've sacrificed some time to see me bleeding through
Let's hear some words from you. Don't think just speak.

Coming home, there's change outside,
I fell asleep before you
Face the way my eyes behave
I see just what I want to.

And, yeah, you know I do. 
You know I'd sacrifice my pride to see the good in you.
But you don't have to move
No, please don't leave, just speak.

The drag from Zeus to Jupiter is drawing out the truth in her:
She stopped to watch the magic in the stars.

Coming home and every time the door just locks behind me.
Walking home my steps align with everyone beside me,
But coming home I only talk to people who remind me
Of your color shown in speech.

Speak

try and try again
you bring me up and break me down
life is bland
i'm tired of playing around
new faces i don't know the voices of
yours is not the one i long for
anymore

i fell in love with a temporary tattoo
i risked a lot to ink my skin
but it fell through
and every day i miss the old you
i'm not saying that you gotta stay the same
but i didn't think you'd change

remember now and then
the way we used to feel, in love
now i'm spent
from hours of thinking i'm alone
how should i feel
now that you say the past few months
have not been real
you used me

i fell in love with a temporary tattoo
i risked a lot to ink my skin
but it fell through
and every day i miss the old you
i'm not saying that you gotta stay the same
but i didn't think you'd change
i'm not saying that you gotta stay the same
but i didn't think you'd change
yeah you changed
i wish you hadn't changed
but you changed

try and try again
you bring me up and break me down
life is bland

temporary tattoo

i've been keeping my bedroom door unlocked
just in case i need to escape my thoughts
they're never ending
they're never ending
i got a lot of ideas but no drive to achieve
all the things that i know i could probably be
so i'll keep pretending
i'll keep pretending

but you know me
and you see right through me

i know i haven't been the easiest to care for
it's hard to be myself
when i don't know who i am
even know who i am
i'm up waiting for you to text back you love me
it's hard to know what you'll say
when i don't know who i am
even know who i am

i've been faking my way through class every day
looks like [all] the problems i've made won't just go away
they're never ending
they're never ending
call it seasonal depression or whatever you want
but i feel like shit and i put up a front
i'll keep pretending
i'll keep pretending

but i know you
and i can't lie to you
i wish i could lie to you
but you make me face the truth

i know i haven't been the easiest to care for
it's hard to be myself
when i don't know who i am
even know who i am
i'm up waiting for you to text back you love me
it's hard to know what you'll say
when i don't know who i am
even know who i am
yeah I don't even know who i am
even know who i am

space date (demo)

two more singles off of my debut album "Very Cool Music for Very Cool People", coming out August 17th!

space date (demo)

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