Hurted

someone tell me where my life went.....
😰 😰 😰 😰 😰 😰 😰 😰 😰 

Lyrics:
Oh i know that its hard to let go
I wish i could let go
Of the pain that i know
Everybody gets low
Everytime that im froze
Im froze watching everything grow old



Someone tell me where my life went
I wanna die when i think of all the time left
Im so high, when i think of our time spent
Its alright, they gon pull me down alive

They whisper in the night bitch
My best friend is the silence
Im stressed out i need quiet
No im not fine i was lying


I pull out my hair
What u so scared of
None of its fair
Ur leaving a tear love


Tearing me apart
Scatter into shards
No one knows the scars 
Turn them into art

Stab me through the heart
Yeah
In the dark
Fallin through my arms
Hate my life, restart
Howd u get so far
x2

froze (prod. discent)

flashin (p yago x jolst)

Check Out The Producer:
Soundcloud: @collinsbeats
Youtube: www.youtube.com/c/collinsbeats
Instagram: www.instagram.com/weloveyoucollins/

Lyrics
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It's the infection of all you love
Don't let it take you down or else you're giving up
Just feel the tension like it's in your lungs
And let the oxygen be gone again as the water rises up

And I thought maybe I could be better again
Tearing me down while I'm losing my friend
I'm hitting you up while you left me on read
But I don't need your help when I'm dead in the end
Maybe I could be better again
Smoking too much while I'm losing my head
You're kicking me down while I'm still on the fence
Indecision incisions to this very breath

Counting the seconds at night
If I survive, I'd be the greatest alive
Taking my chances like dice
If I don't roll sixes I won't have my chances to try
Screaming confessions of fright
I'm scared of the future why won't you just give me a sign
How can I tell if she lies?
I couldn't lose her but all I'm getting is snake eyes

I fall apart in the moment
I feel the rift and it's growing
Creating the waves
But I don't know where they're flowing
Rocking the boat and I'm hoping
That I don't sink in the ocean
Shout I'm okay
While in the middle of choking

And I brought it all on myself
I'm telling you I don't need help
And why are you listening
I'm the one withering living a shell
What left do I have to tell
I'm acting vampiric
While writing out lyrics
I ain't seen the sun in a week
While you ask if I'm well

And I'm trapped between my head and DMs
Like D&D it's all just pretend
And sure I can swim
But I've just been thrown in in the deep end
I'm not last to feel this feeling again
But all I see is see my own end
I'm not one to live
But I just keep, keep on dreaming

Maybe I could be better again
Tearing me down while I'm losing my friend
I'm hitting you up while you left me on read
But I don't need your help when I'm dead in the end
Maybe I could be better again
Smoking too much while I'm losing my head
You're kicking me down while I'm still on the fence
Indecision incisions to this very breath

Counting the seconds at night
If I survive, I'd be the greatest alive
Taking my chances like dice
If I don't roll sixes I won't have my chances to try
Screaming confessions of fright
I'm scared of the future why won't you just give me a sign
How can I tell if she lies?
I couldn't lose her but all I'm getting is snake eyes

Snake Eyes

Snake Eyes [Prod. Collins]

Bloodline [prod. metlast x 5head]

Black Sun ft. Diverse [prod. nothingtodo]

thanks to @deadfishpoland for have saved this Tuesday's song

[hook]
I don't need you
you just want to fool me
Don't come back to me
If you'on really want me
I don't feel you
I don't love you anymore
All my feelings now are gone
Stop fuck hitting up my phone girl
x2

[verse(deadfish)]
I don't need you
you never said back anything like "love u"
stop hitting up my phone, nothing's there to stop u
from fucking killing me

When you have said that we are fine
we were looking at the stars
when you've walked past me that first time
I thought that u could shine
and show me where's the light
in my dark and shady life
man that was a mistake
to keep believing that all was fine
keep on trying
now I'm crying

[hook]
I don't need you
you just want to fool me
Don't come back to me
If you don't really want me
I don't feel you
I don't love you anymore
All my feelings now are gone
Stop fuck hitting up my phone girl
x2

i don't need you ft. deadfish [prod. myhzy]

[PROD. 8ROKEBOY]

You’ve been crying but it’s me that needs saving....

Lyrics:

Are we a thing?
Are you with me?
Anxiety is heavy
It’s killing me

I’m a failed pop star,
I can’t feel a thing.
These pills I’m popping,
Xans I’m dropping,
I’m so fucking weak...

Seven nights a week, I’m dumbed out faded!
It’s not my fault I face my problems when I’m jaded!

You’ve been crying but it’s me that needs saving,
I’m dying out here with my heart blown to pieces!

I can’t pick them up, No, I can’t feel your love!
I feel the liquor hit my brain,
Then I’m going dumb!
I’m feeling numb,
Break my heart again, I promise love!
You won’t hear me cry again
When my heart stops!

Savor me! Savor me!

Give me all the fame!
Give it all to me!

It’s all I ever wanted, I would fucking bleed for this!
Just to see me happy; you know ignorance is bliss!

The memories seem to haunt me when I go to sleep,
I wake up crying with my heart beating patiently.
I DONT GIVE A FUCK, I JUST WANT IT ALL TO END!
WITH YOU AND ME, HAND IN HAND, FACING OUR DEATHS!


When my heart stops I’m a be rockstar,
Right now imma mediocre pop star!
I haven’t got anything to my fucking name,
But one day when I’m in the grave you’ll remember me!

Are we a thing?
Are you with me?
Anxiety is heavy
It’s killing me

I’m a failed pop star,
I can’t feel a thing.
These pills I’m popping,
Xans I’m dropping,
I’m so fucking weak...

Seven nights a week, I’m dumbed out faded!
It’s not my fault I face my problems when I’m jaded!

You’ve been crying but it’s me that needs saving!

You’ve been crying but it’s me that needs saving!

You’ve been crying but it’s me that needs saving!

You’ve been crying but it’s me that needs saving!

YOU’VE BEEN CRYING BUT IT’S ME THAT NEEDS SAVING!

YOU’VE BEEN CRYING BUT IT’S ME THAT NEEDS SAVING!

YOU’VE BEEN CRYING! 
YOU’VE BEEN CRYING!

YOU’VE BEEN CRYING A LOT, YOU’VE BEEN CRYING!
YOU’VE BEEN CRYING A LOT, BUT IVE BEEN DYING!
YOU’VE BEEN CRYING A LOT, BUT WHAT ABOUT ME??!!

I HAVEN’T BEEN THE SAME SINCE YOU FUCKING LEFT ME! FOREVER WILL I BE FORGOTTEN, DEAD MEMORIES!

DEAD MEMORIES...

FAILED POP STAR [PROD. 8ROKEBOY]

[PROD. IOF]
https://soundcloud.com/prodiof

SUISAI
https://soundcloud.com/sushisai

ERISU:

You don’t know what it means to me..
'Cause I’ve been hurt more than you can see!
What lies beneath my skin is something unreal...
Behind your face shows a thousand ways to heal!

It’s okay, it didn’t really hurt for me!
My BLACK HEART captures all the pain numbing!
AND ALL MY EFFORTS BURNED DOWN InTO the Ashtray..
All I wanted is to feel at least something...

And Would you even care if I sent my soul to die for you?
IT’S ALL I WANTED was to see you goddamn smile!
Smile for me beneath the pale moonlight!
Because the darkness gets lonely sometimes..

And I believe you can save me somehow!
The way you look at me gets me through this HELL!
And maybe one day I will see the light!
But for now can you bring me through the night?!

Save me, Lover!
Savor me!

Tell my pretty lies..
It’s all I need!


I don’t need the truth,
I wanted fantasies!

So cut my eyes out!

And feed them to me!

SUISAI:

'Cause its been way too long!
I'm beat up the least you could do
Is just see through those promises you made a waste of space in us
What used to be beautifully
Crafted now rusted
Just blown to the edge of the cliff
It mustve been to late
Wish that you could relate
Wish all of the signs that you show
Wouldnt Lead to 
unfinished roads
Lucky i havent hit that dead end yet
Cause ive been through too much shit to be let down
again~ again~~
Painting pictures in my head
Of where everything worked out
Of where all this shit worked out

A THOUSAND WAYS TO HEAL - ERISU X SUISAI [PROD. IOF]

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Instagram: www.instagram.com/bornherobeats
Soundcloud: @bornhero
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Art By: RIP2_Klasse14

Lyrics
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Baby what's the point of being alive?
If every single second I'm just wasting my time
You keep looking to me waiting for my broken smile
Nowadays you should know I haven't lied in a while

Nowadays I don't get the point of anything at all
I've been looking down the chasm for some hope but I just fall
I've been looking for some friends to talk to, they ignore my calls
You'd swear they'd think I'd never make it that I just don't got the gall

Yeah, Say they care but then they say I'm doing just fine
Call me on my phone, why the fuck would I pick up the line?
I could'a killed myself some years ago but then where's all the thrill?
In the future stacking bills, in my will, write that everybody's pockets who doubted me should be filled
And the hole where their heart should be let it be filled with guilt, they'll only understand what they've lost, on the day I'm killed

Baby what's the point of being alive?
If every single second I'm just wasting my time
You keep looking to me waiting for my broken smile
Nowadays you should know I haven't lied in a while 

Yeah, yeah, nowadays you should know I haven't lied in a while
Yeah, yeah, yeah, nowadays you should know I haven't lied in a while  

Baby what's the point of being alive?
If every single second I'm just wasting my time
You keep looking to me waiting for my broken smile
Nowadays you should know I haven't lied in a while

What's The Point?

iTunes

What's The Point? [Prod. Born Hero]

Producer (Noria): https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCeGJFCaOcxxc47ScXvyPFUQ

And, these nights been dark, I can't see the light,
And, most nights I'll cry, she'll be by my side,
And, I cut that tie, I'm alone this time,
but these tears won't fall, no these tears won't fall, tonight...

watching as the sun rises up, no one's coming back for us...
come back for us...

And, these nights been dark, I can't see the light,
And, most nights I'll cry, she'll be by my side,
And, I cut that tie, I'm alone this time,
but these tears won't fall, no these tears won't fall, tonight...

You're leaving me behind.

[verse]
What if I still miss you
Would you come back?
I will give you my everything
Will you give it back to me (to me)
All the night long
Spending it together
Go along with my life
Would you make it even better? (even better)

[chorus]
I'm feeling so hopeless
Inside my room
Losing my mind 
What should I do?
Live my life
Or end it right now 
I can't feel anything
I'm getting every fucking day worse
Nobody next to me but the illusion of a friend
Nobody texts me, Nobody really cares
Maybe I should kill myself
Maybe this world is not meant for me

[Verse]
Lonely nights 
Talking to myself
Every time
Lying on my bed
I think about you
I think about us
Held to each other
We don't give a fuck about
What people think
What's going on

[chorus]
I'm feeling so hopeless
Inside my room
Losing my mind
What should I do?
Live my life
Or end it right now
I can't feel anything
I'm getting every fucking day worse
Nobody next to me but the illusion of a friend
Nobody texts me, Nobody really cares
Maybe I should kill myself
Maybe this world is not meant for me

STREAM

Hopeless [prod. micco]

numb

prod. Morin x Miracle

Lyrics:
[hook]
Got a gun to my head
Keep my eyes close
Take a breath
Last time they will see me alive
People crying at your funeral but just because
Everybody care about you just the day you die 
x2

[verse]
Till the day you die
You will be alone
With the hug of the drugs
Making you feel loved
Making you feel something
But you know that's nothing
Cause those feelings have no meaning
Bottle up the screams in a heartache
Nobody helps they only care about their own sake
You're a prey in a world of vultures
Feeling hopeless and seeing no future

[hook]
Got a gun to my head
Keep my eyes close
Take a breath
Last time they will see me alive
People crying at your funeral but just because
Everybody care about you just the day you die 
x2

MUSIC VIDEO

Last Day [prod. Morin x Miracle]

🌧️🌧️🌧️🌧️🌧️🌧️🌧️🌧️🌧️🌧️🌧️🌧️🌧️
lovespelledbackwards @iamcjcarter
🌧️🌧️🌧️🌧️🌧️🌧️🌧️🌧️🌧️🌧️🌧️🌧️🌧️
prod. sketchmyname & vaegud @sketchmyname @vaegud
🌌🌌🌌🌌🌌🌌🌌🌌🌌🌌🌌🌌

Lyrics:
Frvr:
Im living in a starless sky
Gave up on everything i
Mind trippin in an endless night 
Gave up on seeing you i

Lost hope, grew cold, became alone
Im thinkin that i might die alone 
Got dope lil hoe, i gotta go
Lately i cant even cry no mo

Lovespelledbackwards:
gave up on a sober life
i let the drugs consume me, why
did i end up like this
i can’t fight it
no i won’t fight it

open ur eyes
look at the damage you’ve done
take a look around
& see the person you’ve become

Frvr:
Im living in a starless sky
Gave up on everything i
Mind trippin in an endless night 
Gave up on seeing you i

Lost hope, grew cold, became alone
Im thinkin that i might die alone 
Got dope lil hoe, i gotta go
Lately i cant even cry no mo

🌌🖤 STARLESS SKY! 🖤🌌  ft. lovespelledbackwards [prod. Sketchmyname & Vaegud]

Lyrics:

[hook]
I am in a dark place can you save me?
I am all on my own can you blame me?
I am falling apart can you heal me?
I am screaming so loud can you hear me?
All the thoughts in my mind are blending together
I can't sort anything that is in my head
Feels like I'm somewhere that I can never
Escape from I guess I'm better off dead
Nobody even tries 
Everybody lies
Drowning in cries
I just wanna die
I'm in a roller coaster I'm going down
Crashing to the floor you can hear the sound
Leaving no memories with my lost
Killed myself to keep you alive at all costs
Killed myself to keep you alive at all costs

[verse]
I've been so stupid trusting you
I knew nobody is ever honest
I think I'll keep on avoiding you
I'm just a lone wolf inside this forest
Living my life like I've always done and
Living my life all alone 
I swear that I'm so sorry mother
But your son now is gone

[hook]
I am in a dark place can you save me?
I am all on my own can you blame me?
I am falling apart can you heal me?
I am screaming so loud can you hear me?
All the thoughts in my mind are blending together
I can't sort anything that is in my head
Feels like I'm somewhere that I can never
Escape from I guess I'm better off dead
Nobody even tries
Everybody lies
Drowning in cries
I just wanna die
I'm in a roller coaster I'm going down
Crashing to the floor you can hear the sound
Leaving no memories with my lost
Killed myself to keep you alive at all costs
Killed myself to keep you alive at all costs

Dark Place [prod. Young Kxge]

https://open.spotify.com/track/2i9bDrY9IhCbvcDgyb8neq

produced by @splashgvng
featuring @datastarr

lyrics:

[@lottaheart]
i got issues
don't want to admit that i miss you
everytime you leave, it's like a pistol's
pressed against my head until i'm with you

you got issues
i know that you're broken, i can fix you
you don't think it's true, try to convince you
everytime you cry be there to kiss you,
i'll be your tissue

[@datastarr]
i don't care
i was hurting, i was burning
you were there
light a match
watch me bleed out
fill your head with empty threats
and words that never left my mouth
know i never ask for help
but that's why i might break
fuck sake
see it clear, carrot cake
one shot, one take
bet it all at high stakes
chasing dollars, chasing thrills
why smoke? know it kills
wanna castle on a hill

[@lottaheart]
i got issues
don't want to admit that i miss you
every time you leave its like a pistol's
pressed against my head until I'm with you
~
you got issues
i know that you're broken, i can fix you
you don't think it's tru, try to convince you
every time you cry, be there to kiss you
ill be your tissue

issues w/ data star [splashgvng]

Keep going forward with everything you got into the depth of the darkness… just to have your own inner peace.
“Never give up”
M.S.F

Biteki Gang
@bitekivibes

features are 100$

lol

froze (prod. discent)

⋆frvr&alwys⋆

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