Emo Rap 20

Life Of Pain

prod. https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCXNmwTYcncJg36OttQ0zTbw

lyrics: At the end of the day 
Mistakes were made 
Im sorry I hurt you 
In such deep ways 
But you hurt me too 
In ways, i can't explain 

I needed you but you left anyway
tore me to pieces
And threw me away 
You just threw me away 

I sit on my floor and I pour out my heart 
I'm trying so hard but I’m falling apart 
I'm falling apart 

Break my heart in the process of healing yours 
I understand, of course
 You needed space 
And I’ll give it to you 
Your fading away 
And there's nothing I can do 
I knew that id lose you 
I knew that id lose you 
I knew 

And my days feel longer now 
I just wait for the sun to go down 
Heavy heart always weighing me down 
I've reached my limit now 
I don't wanna give up 
But this life is so tough 
I don't wanna give up 
But its hard and this life is so tough 

At the end of the day 
Mistakes were made 
Im sorry I hurt you 
In such deep ways 
But you hurt me too 
In ways, i can't explain 

I needed you but you left anyway
tore me to pieces
And threw me away 
You just threw me away 

I sit on my floor and I pour out my heart 
I'm trying so hard but I’m falling apart 
I'm falling apart 

Break my heart in the process of healing yours 
I understand, of course
 You needed space 
And I’ll give it to you 
Your fading away 
And there's nothing I can do 
I knew that id lose you 
I knew that id lose you 
I knew 

And my days feel longer now 
I just wait for the sun to go down 
Heavy heart always weighing me down 
I've reached my limit now 
I don't wanna give up 
But this life is so tough 
I don't wanna give up 
But its hard and this life is so tough

broke my heart in the process of healing yours (prod. APC)

Stream Next to Me on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/3O08pDqfWGTWBV3aArdMUw?si=0547c964a15342be

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Mqx - Next to Me (Sickkunt Sounds Release)

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Mqx - Next to Me

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Cover Art Designed by:
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Lyrics:
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(Robstar)
I fell asleep with the lights on
I can't breathe when I'm this deep in the fog
Choking in my sleep with my ice on
She want me to leave but I was already gone
She told me be a little bit clearer
So I took a pill and I wrote this song
The feeling of apathy is nearer
But I couldn't care not to care at all

I cultivate my sins
I make them what you wish
I carve my body to pieces
Endless as bread and fish
Feed me to your hungry
Rip apart my flesh
Use my bones for your undead throne
While parading in my skin

(HeyLee Manzeron)
You told me not to worry about you, but I haven’t given a shit in so damn long
You tried to isolate me from my friends, while you sleep with yours so its hard to be strong
I remember when you held me hostage, you said you’d kill yourself and it would be my fault
I remember when I said I was struggling, you said you didn’t care, fuck you’re so damn cold

And this getting old, but I will never fold to your will and your manipulative games
I thought I knew you well, and in my arms I’d hold you, but all the love just seems to fade away

Through all the tears I’ve cried, and all the drawn out lies
You really took your time to let your darkness show
I hear the echoed chimes of all the hurt inside
Self inflicted scars that only seem to grow

Now I’m a fallen shell
Way too many faults to tell
My soul is gone, it’s dark, you see?
Wrapped up in my apathy

Apathy

HeyLee Manzeron

HeyLee Manzeron x Robstar - Apathy [Prod. WXRST]

Huge thanks to Rob and Teddy for hopping on this for me <3
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Released by: lil XipZ & Robstar
Main Artist: Robstar 
Featured Artist: teddyboi
Produced by: lil XipZ
Mixing: Robstar & teddyboi
Mastered by: teddyboi
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@realrobstar
@teddylikespeas
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LYRICS:

[Chorus: Robstar]
Lights off in my brain, thinking only bring me pain
She been talking for a minute I'll finish up what you say
Eyes move from her lips to her hips when they sway
She been looking for a kiss with my hands on her waist

Downing my cup, I'm on my eighth
I fell in love once I ain't the same
She don't know nothing, no, nothing of late
Look for solutions and she's what I make

Now I counts my dubs like they're doves in a cage
With only so many that I could attain
And when I'm done counting there's nothing to gain
But I keep returning 'cause I need the taste

[Verse: teddyboi]
see, youre the reason i was drownin in the cup
got me sippin wockhardt, popping 30s, you were just too much
she was the one that taught me how to sniff
i was the one that taught her that you get what you get
i aint bout the metaphors imma tell you straight up
we were popping 30s, couple 4s, now wait up
nodding out mid conversation, we can not wake up
let me guess this the rockstar shit that we're made of
well thats a different story, told her never worry
got me poppin 40s, Styrofoam dirty, but its cool i just hope that she dont overdose
cuz ill leave her laying there vomiting on the floor

[Chorus: Robstar]
Lights off in my brain, thinking only bring me pain
She been talking for a minute I'll finish up what you say
Eyes move from her lips to her hips when they sway
She been looking for a kiss with my hands on her waist

Downing my cup, I'm on my eighth
I fell in love once I ain't the same
She don't know nothing, no, nothing of late
Look for solutions and she's what I make

Now I counts my dubs like they're doves in a cage
With only so many that I could attain
And when I'm done counting there's nothing to gain
But I keep returning 'cause I need the taste

Robstar - Doves in a Cage (ft. teddyboi) [Prod. xipz]

I wrote this song about my addiction to drugs which led to deep depression and suicidal thoughts. Creating my art helped me to get thru it. I'm now 7 months sober.

LYRICS

Verse 1

On the roof getting high
I got diesel in my veins
Thinkin’ bout suicide
There’s no Jesus in LA

But i still see him sometimes
Sittin’ on the Walk of Fame
Next to Jekkyl and Hyde
The voices saying…

BYE! BYE!
There’s no tomorrow
BYE! BYE!
Drowning my sorrows

Hook

Father forgive me 
I’m sorry for my sins
So tired of living 
Oh where do I begin?

The coke, the whiskey
I smoke ‘til I’m dizzy
I’m so fucking filthy
Forgive me for my sins

Verse 2

My phone’s bout to die
I only got 1 call
I almost slipped off the side
‘Til an angel broke my fall

Then we drove through the night
And we talked about it all
I thank God I survived
The voices saying…
BYE! BYE!
There’s no tomorrow
BYE! BYE!
Drowning my sorrows

BYE! BYE!
There’s no tomorrow
BYE! BYE!
Drowning my sorrows

Hook 2

Father forgive me 
I’m sorry for my sins
So tired of living 
Oh where do I begin?

The coke, the whiskey
I smoke ‘til I’m dizzy
I’m so fucking filthy
Forgive me for my sins

Guitar Solo

Hook 3

Father forgive me 
I’m sorry for my sins
But wait just kidding
Oh where do I begin?

The coke, the whiskey
I smoke ‘til I’m dizzy
I’m so fucking filthy
Forgive me for my sins

SINS!

SINS

crash (prod homesick & memoryrose)

ｍｅｎｔａｌｉｔｙ　ｓｈｒｏｕｄｅｄ　ｔｈｅ　ｗｏｒｌｄ　ｉ　ｃｒｅａｔｅｄ

AMV: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3LAOMT9HChE
i hope you're able to find any sort of comfort, relation, enjoyment, or anything you may need within this

thank you so much for listening
working on a lot
thank you for being here <3 it means the world to me, seriously
prod. @blvnkface x @slayingibis x @jetpackjuulz
cover art done by @kkarm.en on ig

pour salt on my tongue
(i'll shrivel up, it won't take very long)
an idle body encapsulated
by the dirt that held on to his lungs
i made a promise; a promise to make it
i'm crossing my fingers in hopes i don't break it
mentality shrouded the world i created
but it wasn't enough; i can tell that you faking
greed; shatter my eyelids
as i befriend this comforting silence
don't act like you're psychic
you're nothing but a sidekick

and if wrath is allowed
then i'll be speaking out loud
cause it's not easy to change
the seasons feel all the same
i wish i wasn't so honest
and kept every promise
then maybe i'll leave this grave one day

when you're filled with such heavy doubt
(come around)
rely on me, we can talk it out
decisions built on guilt, or trust?
i'm not resistant to lust
but there has to be another way out

you don't really want me around, i can tell
a bland, dry outer shell; paving paths to myself
and you don't know me that well, so why you want validation?
blow a kiss, leave me sick, then erase it

the mist rolled in right after the rain
so this poor mortal soul cannot use their wings
what a shame, that you don't look at me the same way
love isn't a lion to tame

so i patch up the past with a somber descend
and dispel how i felt; ending all that i am
and the future would laugh, said i'd, "do it again"
but i knew that, yet i still cling onto the frame
looking through pages that i should've tore out
but i'm stuck on the words that i had once put down
when the options falter, who am i to call on?
cause the wounds dig deep,
but you don't know it hurts me, right?

sorry that i don't love like they do
that i don't think like they do
that i just wanna save you
but i'll break too

and if wrath is allowed
then i'll be speaking out loud
cause it's not easy to change
the seasons feel all the same
i wish i wasn't so honest
and kept every promise
then maybe i'll leave this grave one day

consolate this impurity i preserved
was it worth all the weight that made me fall through the earth?
mannerism; reserved
near gone, but i'm hoping
her arms are open
but i'm so cold
why am i so cold
(break the mold)
i'm so cold

TAMING GRAVES [prod. blvnkface]

CAROLINE

prod.jxzzytrip
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IG: @44seraphim

we’re standing here like here we go again unbalanced 
this body is a prison u can have it i don’t want it
feather dusting my remains cuz i been gone for so long 
this mural of agony has always felt so wrong 

were still here, oh no 
were still here, oh no 
were still here, oh no 
were still here, oh no 

wiped the tears for so long the bags start to hurt 
lacerations on my body it’s over 
don’t worry bout me baby but i cannot promise clousure 
appraisal in a locket so come here and hold me closer 

ur still here for so long 
my remains are so gone

goodbye, and so long

you're beautiful on the inside darling

You're Beautiful On The Inside Darling [Prod. JakeyGotit]

prod. @diamoonofnhg
🖤🤍
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/6JHbNeIRYctyQufqqdjbOK?si=xJk9JhDqSWqnxkZM2BMj4w

Lyrics:
Days pass, Days pass, 
Im sorry that i wear this mask
Hold out your hand
I reminisce inside this glass

Relapse relapse 
It doesn't help but it has its grasp
it goes by so fast
Cant get past my past 


Staring in the sky
While my heart beats for the last time
Gave up on love, gave up on feelin fine
She took my tears now I can’t really cry



Nail alls black, pale skin, my sins are carved into my heart, either way I’ll live
Cross that I bear all the cold blank stares, piercing in the dark, it’s the way I live
Falling through my hands it’s the only thing I am I can only understand that no one understands
I don’t like the drugs but it’s the only thing I can do,
I already lost you

Reminisce (Prod. Diamoon)

emily

prod secre and prophecy
mixed/mastered by me

Lyrics:

blood drips from my eyes
i still hate our mutual ties
heart beats fast while lines of powder
find their way inside 
i decipher lies
from the look upon your eyes
and i could find my way
but i won’t make on my own
i spill
my heart out on the line
i cry 
more when i can’t decide 
and i wish
that i made up my mind
before i went and 
carved your life from out my time

well you shouldn’t
and for that
i shouldnta stood it
you brought it up
shoulda kept that shit inside
cause how the fuck
you gon wish that i had died 
like i’m not perfect 
but i got an ounce of pride
and i still hold it in my heart
the words you swore were not a lie
but it’s still hard to decipher
i gotta dislodge the knife first 
gotta dislodge the knife first
not really much of a fighter 
and i hold my tongue back
but you jump at the spark of a lighter

_brighter_mood_ (secre x prophecy)

lyrics:
You stay by my side
Ghost of my monster
I thought I knew
The darkest depths
It's getting worse
And it feels like

I was just pretending

Because now I see how deep it goes
And you love when I'm alone
You creep through me like a virus
Whatever's gone seems to stay

I was just pretending

Pretending

https://open.spotify.com/track/0NPrRpo8Z66KgBroH22hE2

produced by @fantom-instrumentals
featuring @seejayxo

lyrics:

[@lottaheart]
all i see is dead faces
in my room by myself, i can't take it
call my phone, say you love me but you faked it
i don't care anymore, im too abrasive
and bitch you basic
(x2)

[@seejayxo]
why you act like you aint see thru?
thought i told you that i need you
i was steady bleeding
you were so deceiving
baby, i just wanna know if you believe him

i see faces on my wall
i still be waiting on your call
but i know it wont come thru
know that it wont come thru
why even i gotta love you?

im better pickin up a gun
smoke all up inside my lungs
baby i just gotta tell you
gotta tell you the one
fuck it, i just gotta run

[@lottaheart]
all i see is dead faces
in my room by myself, i can't take it
call my phone, say you love me but you faked it
i don't care anymore, im too abrasive
and bitch you basic
(x3)

dead faces w/ seejayxo [fantom]

Biteki Gang
@bitekivibes

features are 100$

lol

Reminisce (Prod. Diamoon)

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