Updated Songs I've Prod

prod. @diamoonofnhg
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Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/3YEwuD2n3QYFZL2y2cHde8?si=0d2da8dd23674808
Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8hWmKE2stpI
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Lyrics:
Live in the inside
Die on the outside
Thats my world
Whats yours girl

Drugs in the night time
Club lights show my lies
The past it made me think
Keep sippin my drink

In the mirror i see opposites 
Conflicts i cant fix
When i die ill go to hell and burn in the abyss
Fight my demons at the source and kill my emptiness
Kill my emptiness 

Im so stuck in my own head
Every second i spend in my own bed

I dont really know
If i can go here anymore
And i dont care if im alone

Some days its getting easier
Some days it gets hard and i start bleeding first

I think i be needing her
I think im not seeing clearly
Everything i held so dearly
Faded like myself yearly
Waiting for the end sincerely

MY WORLD (Prod. Diamoon)

prod. @diamoonofnhg
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Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/6JHbNeIRYctyQufqqdjbOK?si=xJk9JhDqSWqnxkZM2BMj4w

Lyrics:
Days pass, Days pass, 
Im sorry that i wear this mask
Hold out your hand
I reminisce inside this glass

Relapse relapse 
It doesn't help but it has its grasp
it goes by so fast
Cant get past my past 


Staring in the sky
While my heart beats for the last time
Gave up on love, gave up on feelin fine
She took my tears now I can’t really cry



Nail alls black, pale skin, my sins are carved into my heart, either way I’ll live
Cross that I bear all the cold blank stares, piercing in the dark, it’s the way I live
Falling through my hands it’s the only thing I am I can only understand that no one understands
I don’t like the drugs but it’s the only thing I can do,
I already lost you

Reminisce (Prod. Diamoon)

produced: @yokaidreams 
piano: @diamoonofnhg
engineered: @tnvr555 

// yokai dreams 
i don't rly know u anymore
every other night your out the back door baby it's cold
said u miss the past more lately, i know
i think that's too much to ask for maybe i'm wrong

now this place is just a ghost town
how could home turn to somewhere i can't go now?
said it's fine
if u knew what i know now
would you still come around?
because for me it doesn't really change a thing
now this place is just a ghost town
we're all alone now
get so anxious when it's only you and i
could u just stay a while?
just for a little, i don't want to be alone
for another night

// i'm geist 
it’s a ghost town
baby i know
i built this whole place from the ground up
and called it my home
oh take a breath
you need to calm down
learn to let go
i found more comfort in being alone now
just me and my ghosts

you want to take my soul
but i sold it to hell
for love many years ago
you can’t save my heart
it’s all black
in the pine
but they wouldn’t know

it’s the sentimental taste on my tongue
i bring the noise say i’m the poltergeist
haunting your town
i’m wreaking havoc burning buildings no they cannot get out
and if you knew what i know now would u still come around

spotify

ghost town w/ yokai dreams

EMOTIONAL = FATAL

u got the coldest heart? thats what u think, u not seen mine

haunted house [ushanka boy]

what's that 
sudden urge to feel concerned now
where was this all the way back
when it was necessary
the time surrounded by my adversaries and now
and now     
 
and you got that double barrel shotgun
once you got that double life
and you can take a shot at either        
 it won't mean it in this rife     
so you can take that ammunition 
place the shells right on the soil
observation out of question 
careful planning left to foil

i left i left  
after that outbreak it's over
of course of course  
there's a remedy for this dismay
the subtlety of being positive
not sure what's left that   i have got to give up
 

and you got that double barrel shotgun
once you got that double life
and you can take a shot at either        
 it won't mean it in this rife     
so you can take that ammunition 
place the shells right on the soil
observation out of question 
careful planning left to foil

and what's left for me  
drown out sound it's deafening
i don't wanna settle this debt for free  
we    found what wasn't meant for us right here  

double barrel ft. brecken (king theta)

w/ @breckenford
produced by cxrter & chrismarek
📸: cxrter

lyrics:
(brecken)
street lights, green lights 
they been making me wanna get out
i can't take it no more
i feel like i'll never make em proud
what i been workin for if i can't ever feel like its allowed
i been fighting just to sleep
got me foldin’ all my sheets
i swear i don't feel like me
why’d they wonder why i leave
i tell them this everyday, but they still seem like its a scheme
i don't wanna feel like this 
i swear that's up in my dreams

(will i get there?)

please god, tell me that it's gon be over soon
everyday i get home, and i don't wanna move
every bone in my body feels like it’s been bruised
and i can't take this no more, but lowkey it's been a mood
that i been stuck up in so long that i can’t attempt to prove
no more lies about the the way that i hope i'll be feeling soon
i promise that i’mma change every single thing overdue
nevermind the fact that i can't even speak on what i do

i’m tryna get to sleep without waking up spinning in my room
i know you hate it when i tell you what i did, but it’s all true
i can't go outside to take a walk without thinking of you
yea maybe that's just what i’ll do
i can't tell you that love life is like everything i knew
if i gotta act like everythings okay, then it's not cool
i just wanna be myself when i'm around somebody new
(yea talkin about you)
it’s not cool when you act like that
and if i had the chance again i would never go back
I know it's hard to believe from what i did in my past
but lemme open up the curtains tell you everything i lack
it's a lot
sit back relax
lemme tell you how i feel about my past

street lights, green lights 
they been making me wanna get out
i can't take it no more
i feel like i'll never make em (proud)
street lights, green lights 
they been making me wanna get out
i can't take it no more
i feel like i'll never make em proud
i can't even choose my own outfit, it’s navy blue
take off neon colored t shirts every night before i snooze
and that's what i been used to 
how i take off my shoes
it must be time to let loose
of what i do

everything i do (cxrter x chrismarek)

hope u like =)

tell me if it’s mutual 
tell me that I got you,
I’ve been riding round the town 
im searching so I pop 2 
don’t know what is wrong with me 
just tell me you don’t want to,
don’t know what is up with me 
just tell me that I got you 

you would shoot me right now if you were right here right next to me ,
bitch im laying back in off the dope im off the exctasy,
I don’t hang around that many people I got enemies,
they try and drag me down but im so up, and they so envy me

I’ve been feeling like a ghost do u remember me?
and I don’t think so cuz the smoking blur ur memory 
and I’ve been distant from the ones I call my family 
and i dont think so cuz the smokin blur ur memory

how u ride with a enemy,
crawling over like centipede 
this been all of my destiny
I’ve been tryna new recipe 

I’ve been seeing new entities 
I’ve been silent assassins creed 
I will take down my enemies 
all the devils are watching me

got u [tiresss]

We can skip plans smoke thraxx head back laid back like that getting high all day 
I can write raps little sad how till I’m burnt out and wish to fly away 

I have told you when I write 
I picture you by my side 
I’ll hold you where it’s right 
Then hide away 
Time 
I wish I could stop time 
And mend you when you cry 
I fear I lost my mind 
It’s only Saturday 
We aren’t rivals 
This no dance recital
You will shine my idol 
I just hope you make it out okay 

Tears drops in the blunt 
Now you’re mad, Wtf
Do I got it still? Am I enough?
I never feel like I’m enough 
Raindrops summer nights 
Stay close by my side 
If ur alright then I’m alright 
Are you here for the ride?

I will uber home if that means that you’ll be alright 
I will take a knife and shove it till it reach my spine 
I like the way you call me, I like the way you hit my line 
Summertime is fading I hope you don’t fade with mine

its only saturday (prod.ayeon)

SAWED OFF SHAWTY (prod. Diamoon)

thank you NE'ERDOWELL and AVXiD for helping me with the master

lyrics
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Wraith
-=-=-
Time ends
I can hear the sirens
Baby you’re a vulture
Baby you’re a tyrant
Cut me where the line ends
Shape me with the pieces
I can’t find a meaning
I can’t find a reason

You deceived me
“Baby you believed me”
I can’t trust my shadow
Hiding in the evening
I can’t fix the mirror
Showing how they see me
I’ve become a monster
Ripping at the seems

I feel it in my veins
I’m not okay
I turn away
I can’t w face 2 face today
I take the pistol
Maybe this will
Take the pain away
I’m feeling awful
Cause this cost will
Put me underneath the clay
I’m losing focus
Thru the motions
Pray I make it through the day

I wanna side with you
But I’ve witnessed the truth
I can see through your eyes
You’re just stitches and glue

-=-=-=-=-
IcarusLurks
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I guess it's fine if I change my mind
I don't wanna rewind time
And I don't wanna be around if that's fine
I'd ask if you mind
But I don't think that fact would change my mind
I changed up switched the tides 
I'm not sinking this time
Go down low, I'm not tryna feel you though
I've been free for a minute and I know that's not good for me
I know everything ain't that good to see
I watched myself bleed, coughing up blood
I think I'm dying, it's over
I'm not tryna run from shit that can't be undone
Running a race that's already been won
You remind me of silence
While I cry through these low ends
Think I need help now, I'm not coming around
Anyone else now, and I think it's over
Oh I know it's over, but over and over
I lose my composure

deadwood <3

CYBERDEATH w/ IcarusLurks (prod. 2NighT)

deadwood collective

Lyrics
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I don’t even wanna go outside
I just wanna stay right here in my room
A thousand chemicals
Consuming everything I do
I try to show it’s all for you
But these intentions never prove
I have my back up to the wall
And I can feel it falling through

Into the quick sand
Feel it like a sixth sense
I’ve been feeling sick since
You said that you miss me
Plucking the six string
I’m feeling misery
Tryna find a melody
To show you what you did to me
Anxiousness a tendency
That tends to get the best of me
I bite this fucking tongue until it splits upon my bloodied teeth

I don’t even wanna go outside

Nah I’ma keep that shit right here
Stabbing my back u don’t fight fair
No time shared
Like why care
Flippin the script and I’m taking a rip from
I don’t know
I don’t care
You don’t even care when I’m right here
Like right here
I’m right here
Girl can’t you hear me I’m right here

I'll die in this room (prod. wraithontheporch)

Angel Motel

am i two-faced if i open up now
and i’ve been solo feeling so left out
i been hanging out with the wrong damn crowd
i just want my family to be proud

i’ve been feeling nauseous at the thought of being left alone
i don’t know a thing about you but it might be nice to know
we could speed this up cus i don’t really wanna take it slow
“i heart u”
was that just another typo?

was it just another typo
I swear ur playing with my head
i'm always wrong tho

two sides 2 this life
oh like I know
get high for the ride
got my eyes closed

i'm not even from this fucking planet
yea my blood is green
I walk around the town I wonder if u think of me
and I cant sleep at night im busy countin all these sheep
and I don't have a plan for life so I wonder what is next tho

is it too late just to say ur proud?
I been in the lobby waiting for that conversation

u call me two faced, "why'd you tell me now"
I been wasting all this time contemplating


Typ0 (ft. yungcray) [tiresss]

Run For Your Life (Remaster)

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Former Prod. Lead of @Bitekivibes 's Collective
CEO of @NeverHappyGang

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SAWED OFF SHAWTY (prod. Diamoon)

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