how much it hurts

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im losing track of time
im losing track of my own mind no im not doing fine
I've been suppressing my emotions since the age of 9
I've been moving crib to crib since bout the age of 5
snort a couple lines in the meantime just to pass by
cant get u out my head i think this gun will do the trick
u think i give a fuck about some fame i wanna end my shit
I'll hang this noose around my neck or go jump off a bridge
u think im joking but im not im tired of this shit
im tired of feeling all this damn pain im tired of suffering
I know that pain makes us human but its like holy shit
dont know how much more i can take before i lose my shit
dont know how much more i can take before i shoot my shit
i just want grace by my side but she dont give a fuck
man im stuck up in my ways i need to toughen up
i need to keep my mouth closed i need to shut it up
i always tell u how i feel and u dont give a fuck
remember when we were young u used to give a fuck

i just want u by my side but ur so far away
girl u know i fucking hate it when ur MIA
i dont know why i keep trying man im losing my faith 
i lose my mind everytime i look at ur pretty face
cause i know that i cant have u and it fucks with my brain


i just want a future where the both of us work it out
in the end i guess we're both afraid of missing out

Grace

lyfelxss, snos - bite off (prod. kadafi x lyfelxss)

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when u see me in the streets wit my headphones on
do u wondr who i am
do u wondr where im from
i been stoned all day takin hits from the bong
got me soundin so crazy bae i think u the 1
bro i gotta fukkn slo down
least im getting dough now
girl id give it all up
to be wit u for one hour
purple in the double cup
js 2 drown the thoughts out
i might js go all out
might js fukkn ball out
and i know that im not perfect girl
but if u wanted id give you the world
and all this henny got my vision blurred
but aint no henny stop me thinking bout her

blurred

quarterback prod aiwacore

Prod me
lead vocals https://soundcloud.com/asteriskgotbanned
vocal samples me 
mixing https://soundcloud.com/asteriskgotbanned

ucannvrdie

produced by audionokia
mixed and mastered by me

@renexy 
just icym me i been balling
you yelling out baby got me falling
you always ignoring when im calling
it gets to that point where u come crawling
balenciaga boots up on my feet
i swear everybody killing me od
before i die ima put this on repeat
rip my soul i need to be clean

@starrynn
i cant pretend to feel that way
i keep looking at the mirror i dont think that i can change
now theyre talking down on me i cant think of a thing to say
ive been breaking down yea i think that i will always fail
and lately its been hard for me i cant get out of bed
ive been tryna find my motivation i cant find a thing 
whats this money mean if i cant even find a fucking friend 
whats this money mean if i can only live my life to end

@renexy 
just icym me i been balling
you yelling out baby got me falling
you always ignoring when im calling
it gets to that point where u come crawling
balenciaga boots up on my feet
i swear everybody killing me od
before i die ima put this on repeat
rip my soul i need to be clean

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i wouldn;t tell u to not do great
i wouldn;t tell u that i hate u
shorty getta response but she dont dedicate
so i cant even fuck witchu
need a bad bih wit a big ass cake 
stay w them racks like my name lu💸
i got balenci all on my shoe
how much for a show i said like 2
prolly gon tax for them feats 2
archive clothes but i still bleed thru
need a bad bih like starfire
girl i could b ur juice wrld 
when she pull up fix the whole mood
she'd get exactly what i told u
come by the spot n ill fold u
pussy dont talk like i know u
so much for liking my music 
she finna play it then over do it'
imsg fans b overinfluenced but 
thats a good thing cuz they love me
stop telin to get to it
that bih so desprate to fuck me
get 2 it get 2 it
my bitch lookin perfect
facetime n im nervous
dont know if you heard this
im tryna find a baddie to take ipod pics wit
she said she really want me make me her widget
going into 2026 ima give u kisses
used 2 rob kids in the bathroom now i got riches
btw ur the only one that i want 
ima reuse the flow cause that is my song
wait... do u hear that shit thats her callin
fuck on ya bitch cause she know im ballin
she on my dick n yk u stallin
tryna get her back but the shit wont work
yeah that shit wack n that shit gon hurt
pop dem xans but i dont pop percs
got a druggie brain so im scared how it works

starfire

enjoy guy and gorl and them
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1. urns all around
2. I don't do enough
3. pilates

venting

mixed by @107sil @samcatcher

lyrics;
show up yeah roll up
3 down make me wanna throw up
wash it all down with soda
rant lot scroll down my page
yall make minimum wage
yeah my name is sage
dont even say it
yeah im on your playlist
yeah youll never face it
no more open spaces
i cant remember faces
problems never face them
yeah she never face them
used to argue wastin
time i spent pacin
time i spent waitin
waiting waiting
for you
for you

how much it hurts

jahn

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