i;m 20 now but this song still matters to me lots like it did in 2017

anywhere with you my darling.

Easy Fool written, performed, and mixed by Theda.


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Easy Fool - Theda

Lyrics:
Between the stars there is evil dark
Circling them like blood thirsty sharks
Ready to tear them apart
Listen dear, to my voice
Noone noticed, noone else heard
Remember their story
It traveled from afar
Cause you live on Earth
She was a star

Hanging over his face in the night
Dark became jealous of her light


Dance Of The Dark, Version 2 (Demo)

slip away, slip away 
before the plans we made fall through 
don’t you say, don’t you say 
anything i want you to 
not today, it’s not today 
that i will get to be with you 
it’s okay, it’s okay 
there’s more in life i want to do 

i don’t know if i believe that’s true 

if i stay, if i stay 
where i am i’ll be okay 
that’s a lie, that’s a lie 
i’m gonna run until i die, i’ll go 
far away, far away 
to a place i can delay 
all the problems that i have 
i will never make it back 
in time to face them 

fall away, fall in place 
fall behind, it’s not a race 
to fall in love, to fall apart 
when did living become an art 

i don’t know if it’s worth it to start 

if i stay, if i stay 
where i am i’ll be okay 
that’s a lie, that’s a lie 
i’m gonna run until i die, i’ll go 
far away, far away 
to a place i can delay 
all the problems that i have 
i will never make it back 
in time to face them

if i stay

hey fardels bear, 
would you let me share 
anything i want to say to you tonight 
you're the only one who cares 

hey fardels bear, 
are you aware 
you're the bringer of release and mercy, absolution 
to a world that's dying here 

my sadness is your honey, a gold confession 
grab a cup, and drink it slowly, it's not going anywhere 

if someone could tell me that heaven won’t sell me out 
i’d race them to the finish line 
if only if only i’d learned to be lonely 
i’d have shown myself out 

but he said .. 

i will listen to your fears 
take away the voices from your little ears 
and give you back the dreams that 
turned to nightmares, aspirations born of despair, 
cloaked in daydreams, drifting through the unsuspecting air 
i'll be your new age mental love affair 

hey fardels bear, 
are you still there? 
can i tell you all the things i don't want 
anybody else to ever hear 

you know that you're the reason i'm still here 

hey fardels bear..

fardels bear

i watched a sunset go down from a foggy rearview mirror 
as purple clouds roll over my head, whisper 'there's nothing to fear' 
but purple always fades to gray to black to night skies far away 
and darkness will evaporate but when and where is hard to say 

i'll go anywhere 
if you try to find me 
i'll go anywhere 
if you try to find me 

i fell asleep in the front row of a commercial flight 
where candied skies of orange red bled in through windows seeping light 
but orange always fades to gray to black to night skies far away 
and darkness may evaporate but morning always comes too late 

i'll go anywhere 
if you try to find me 
i'll go anywhere 
if you try to find me 

i'll sleep anywhere 
if you sleep beside me 
i'll go anywhere 
if you go there with me 

i'll be anyone 
if you'd only ask me 
i'll go anywhere 
if you try to find me

anywhere

Moon Tides - 1966

november 6, 2018 

this is the spot you left me in 
saw your face through a windshield 
you are leaving with your friend 

this is a year that never ends 
look at me when you leave 
can you even comprehend 

that i am thinking of your body lying next to someone else 
did you love me just to leave me by myself 

in your eyes, is there someone else's face 
and your mouth, whose lips do you taste 
why do i have to feel this way 
is it just a break 


is this the part where i forget 
every dream i let go of 
was this as good as it gets 

is there nothing to forgive 
you weren't mine when it happened 
but it sure did feel like it 

i envision every worst case scenario 
did you love me just to leave for someone else

break

november 9, 2018 

for the first time all your walls were down 
down, like the way i felt you all around 
around my heart like a snake 
now you're keeping me awake 

for the first time all my walls are down

walls

addy - "Eclipse"

Time Eats Up

I picture myself with you
I picture myself with you

Wishing so badly I could be with you
Food in the fridge, stocked up on tissue

Just me, empty journal
Full of demons
I’m sorry
No excuses
Only reasons 

I picture myself with you
I picture myself with you

Here the days keep getting longer
I can’t count on my wrist
Search for meaning,
Don’t know why I exist

April spent me
Now I’m empty
I miss my family
Fuck 2020

Long night and I’m ready for it
Long night and I’m ready for it
Long night and I’m ready for it
Long night and I’m ready for it

Long night and I’m ready for it
Long night and I’m ready for it
I picture myself with you
Long night and I’m ready for it
I picture myself with you
Long night and I’m ready for it
I picture myself with you
Long night and I’m ready for it
I picture myself with you
(Long night and I’m ready for it)

if i stay

fuvk

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cherries and peaches

Yuck

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