Original: https://soundcloud.app.goo.gl/PBmkoaqLfdJXQDhw6

Lyrics

I gotta know that your heart beats fast and
I gotta know I'm the only one for you
What I've become?
I'm a fucking monster
When all I wanted was something beautiful

My love too much
Your love not enough
My love too much
Your love

Oh, what it takes out of me to lay by your side
Oh, well it aches and it aches
You make me wanna die
I gotta kill you my love
I gotta kill you my love
Oh, what it takes out of me to lay by your side

You said forever, now you look right through me
You said forever, did your words fall short like you?
What have I done?
I'm a fucking monster
When all I wanted was something beautiful

My love too much
Your love not enough
My love too much
Your love

Oh, what it takes out of me to lay by your side
Oh, well it aches and it aches
You make me wanna die
I gotta kill you my love
I gotta kill you my love
Oh, what it takes out of me to lay by your side

My love too much
Your love not enough
My love too much
Your love

Meg Myers - Monster (cover)

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Lyrics
Yeah I've never been the type the talk about the shit I don't like
But at this point in life i might as well just fucking recite
Every fucking thing including every word that i write
About a bitch who's bound to dip and rip me into pieces

Pieces 
I ain't talking reeses
Keep them 
Jesus
If only getting fucked was an achievement
Sleepless
I'm way to scared to dream when I've been screaming
And weeping 
I'm screeching 
I'm keeping some secrets

Yeah I keep to myself like an elf on a shelf
But unfortunately, I am under a spell
I'm forever alone like a snail with no shell
I've been screaming for help
But there's no one to tell

Sick of this bitch
I think I should call it quits she
She trynna fix
Everybody but her ownself
I'm feeling sick
Coughing blood upon a doorbell
God's got a grip
So he's keeping me within hell

(STOOKY)
Yeah I got a bad lil shawty she up in the back and she give me that what yeah Not talkin scream but I stay with a beam and a blade stooky making the cut yeah stooky go crazy like hop in a ghost with a Tommy I'm making it buzz
She ringing me up and she texting she love me ignore it I don't give a what 
They talking down imma go and let my stick hit 
Block flashing up choppa light it like it's Christmas 
Purple lights they flashing set to red now I am livid 
Posted up I'm with your girl yeah you know I am hittin 
She up in my sights you know the choppa it ain't missing 
If I miss I spin again lil shawty get to spinning 
Yeah lil shawty I can't sleep now my brain get to splittin 
I think that I sipped too much now I just get to trippin 
I-I I-I just get to trippin 
I-I-I just get to trippin

SLEEPLESS w/ @STOOKY (prod. PANDEMXNIUM)

shout out to @breckenford, @yungcray & @slashybitch for hopping on this!!

prod. by: @yagirlbunny

soul train w/  yungcray, FøRD & slashy

again and again

Prod. Boyfifty
Lyrics:

shoot me in the face
dont forget to hit my brain
take away my pain
oh its inside me

I need to get away
I need to runaway
from these bad memories
that keep attacking me
dont look into my face
you will feel my mistakes
they take over me 
now I live in misery 

shoot me in the face
dont forget to hit my brain
take away my pain
oh its inside me

shoot me in the face (shoot me in the face)
dont forget to hit my brain (dont forget to hit my brain)
take away my pain (take away my pain)
oh its inside me

Take away the pain

(GHOSTBXY)
Don't hit my phone
Leave me alone
Can you please go
I can't play anymore

You're toxic
And a bit obnoxious
The face I used to love makes me feel so nauseous
You're reeling me in just like a fish
Then tossing me out, the disrespect
You're calling my phone but who is this 
(who is this b*tch, wait, oh...)

(SLASHY)
Stop hitting my phone
Who the f*ck are you
You need to go
I don't want to
Go ghost on you
But I will if I have to
(I will if I have to)

You are not in my interest no more...

(GHOSTBXY AND SLASHY)
Don't hit my phone
Leave me alone
Can you please go
I can't play anymore

Why is love such a f*cked up sport...

ghosted w/slashy (prod. Tennis Player)

Lyrics

I can't go on like this no more
I went so long searching for love

I'm a hurtboy sittin' at the bottom
All I do is make noise talking bout my problems
All these numbers in my phone, I don't call 'em
All I do is crumble when alone with the bottle

Don't look at me when I'm like this
No point wasting time tryna fight this
Only time I feel alive when the night hits
I look at the moon and the light so vibrant

I can't go on like this no more
I went so long searching for love

But I don't think I'll ever get it
You get what you give I cannot get what I'm not giving
Life is fucking shit I do not get why I'm still living
I just need a hit, need to get out for a minute

I'm so pissed off at myself
I'm stuck, oh god, can't find help
I still feel all that I felt
Locked inside myself but I don't have no bail

I can't go on like this no more
I went so long searching for love

I can't go on like this no more
I went so long searching for love

spotify.

i can't go on. | Produced by nxku

lyrics:

connect the dots within the stars and you just might find
a reason to move on but there is no lifeline
nothings making any sense so i try to find dimes
but there is no change in my life or maybe i'm blind

cause tiny pieces are so hard to find
especially the fragmants of a broke mind
it once was a world full of glee
once mine
now its overrun by big land mines

my thoughts and emotions have turned into oceans
im stuck in the middle i've been waiting here just soakin
roped in 
surrounded by locusts
i can't ever focus

cause they're always on my mind
stole my heart, performed a heist

why oh why am i so fucked up
i wish that i could blame my tough rough luck
but maybe its because my hands are cuffed
tucked away 
tied to a 
shooting star
that's going away

i don't know
where to go
i haven't ever felt this alone

no i haven't, oh no i haven't...

isolation, isolated, isolate (prod. tied for silver & taurs)

This is the first song of a long overdue album called "Instability", it's a big project I've been working on for the past few months but thank you guys for making GhostBxy somebody I'm still proud to be called. Hope you enjoy.
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(lyrics)

ask myself if i disappear
will they cry?
will they shed any tears?
my whole life
ive been plagued with a fear
can i survive?
for how many years?

wake up and i feel the same
i know that i am to blame
i have no clue how to change
if i did then i wouldn't be this way

sit on the floor
while i stare at the ceiling
doing it like there's something appealing
got real sick
tied a noose to my feelings
questioning hope is it even a real thing

spending time inside
purgatory is my mind
ive spent so much fucking time
trynna get through this fucking night

docs give me meds but that shit can not save me
fucked in the head these fucking feelings are invasive
chained to my bed
awake but im stuck in a daydream
screaming and im shaking
foundation isnt breaking

hate myself so much i think im better off alone
breaking down my walls like the're made of styrofoam

ask myself if i disappear
will they cry?
will they shed any tears?
my whole life
ive been plagued with a fear
can i survive?
for how many years?

wake up and i feel the same
i know that i am to blame
i have no clue how to change
if i did then i wouldn't be this way

purgatory (ushanka boy)

not my music, all credit goes to unknxwn. (i combined them myself)

produced by reaper

ghosted w/slashy (prod. Tennis Player)

ghostbxy

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