Lyrics:
Take me away
You make my heart ache
Girl you make my heart break
I got trust issues, thats because she left me broken
Heart so cold, Igloos living here had left me frozen
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Why'd you lane switch?
Thought you were my main bitch
Why you lying to my face I cannot take this
How'd you sit so close beside me with a knife in your hand?
How'd you ride me through the night? How'd you call me your man?
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Was it all lies?
Bloodshot eyes
If I fall from paradise hope the ground will treat me nice
I can only fantasize about holding you tonight
~
Why'd you lane switch?
Thought you were my main bitch
Why you lying to my face I cannot take this
How'd you sit so close beside me with a knife in your hand?
How'd you ride me through the night? How'd you call me your man?
~
It was all lies
How could that face have a grip on life
I would throw it away to look in those eyes
I can't fight
Every fucking feeling that I have inside my mind
Sometimes I just wish that I was blind but I'll find
All my imperfections come with beauty intertwined
Guess she didnt see that in me, pay me no mind
I've been working with that cookie in me
smoking all night
alright
~
Why'd you lane switch?
Thought you were my main bitch
Why you lying to my face I cannot take this
How'd you sit so close beside me with a knife in your hand?
How'd you ride me through the night? How'd you call me your man?
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Was it all worth the trouble?
Got me sippin double
Miss when she would call me
Now I'm stuck under this rubble
Had to pick up all the pieces
Swear it was a struggle
Now I'm back and better than ever, But I still stay humble

Lane Switch [prod. Pink x Weepings]

Burning down the reapers home
Cause it's so cold
So cold below
Where all the shattered souls 
Where they all go 
In the unknown

Ashes falling like the snow
Burn my face down to the bone
Death's a stranger to a ghoul
My pupil's red, I'm crying blood

Ticking from a stopwatch
Gotta make that clock stop
Reapers coming to me like a motherfucking hot drop
I am but a ghoul but I'm feeling really top notch
Always been a jar of rage, it's time I took the time off

All this hatred that I harnessed
Got me feeling like the tarnished
I don't need to beg a pardon
Cause I know I'll die regardless
Not right now
Cause no amount of pain can make me say aloud

I regret what I've done
Don't wanna live cause life's not fair
This punishment is worsening
I'm stuck inside my own despair

I regret what I've done
Don't wanna live cause life's not fair
This punishment is worsening
I'm stuck inside my own despair

Burning down the reapers home
Cause it's so cold
So cold below
Where all the shattered souls 
Where they all go 
In the unknown

Ashes falling like the snow
Burn my face down to the bone
Death's a stranger to a ghoul
My pupil's red, I'm crying blood

THANATOS

TARNISHED

TARNISHED (prod. The Ushanka Boy)

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:)‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‏‏‎ ‎‎‏‏‎ ‎ v v v

woa woa woa woa

sippin on sum henny im not kidin but im rly on my shit again
dont wry im indifferent
2 all the shit u put me thru u make me think i wish i was a kid again
so i dont gotta deal wit all of this

hollow heart
needa restart
journey embarked
plz find me
(i cant heal, its surreal, i cant feel nah i cant feel)

anything but hatred frm the btm of my hollow heart
id do whatever i had to do to wrap u in my arms
dont think itll happen so im tippin back moscato yuh
i aint finna stop until im finished wit the bottle nah

i aint finna stop until i make it 2 the big leagues
its my fucking time 2 shine i got talent inside of me
never had the motive or the means 2 even do so
but now im in the scene n ima run it shoutout @dizzyfrompluto

shoutout @dizzyfrompluto
shoutout @jadedloner
if i didnt have yall there i nvr woulda made it!

nvr woulda made it woulda never even started
parked it
heartless
sunk in2 the bottom

now im climbin 2 the top yall know me as an artist
and im just rly havin fun this shit aint even serious

i been out here workin on my craft but yall been goofy
rappin bout ur thousand dollar hats n all ur gucci
when u aint even got it like that u just a groupie
man i fuckin hate it when u say ur life a movieeeeeeeeee

den a buncha ibfwvbwerivbbvvouvouewvougwveouwevobu :>

2 (caves x jolst x emptychest)

This is the first song of a long overdue album called "Instability", it's a big project I've been working on for the past few months but thank you guys for making GhostBxy somebody I'm still proud to be called. Hope you enjoy.
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(lyrics)

ask myself if i disappear
will they cry?
will they shed any tears?
my whole life
ive been plagued with a fear
can i survive?
for how many years?

wake up and i feel the same
i know that i am to blame
i have no clue how to change
if i did then i wouldn't be this way

sit on the floor
while i stare at the ceiling
doing it like there's something appealing
got real sick
tied a noose to my feelings
questioning hope is it even a real thing

spending time inside
purgatory is my mind
ive spent so much fucking time
trynna get through this fucking night

docs give me meds but that shit can not save me
fucked in the head these fucking feelings are invasive
chained to my bed
awake but im stuck in a daydream
screaming and im shaking
foundation isnt breaking

hate myself so much i think im better off alone
breaking down my walls like the're made of styrofoam

ask myself if i disappear
will they cry?
will they shed any tears?
my whole life
ive been plagued with a fear
can i survive?
for how many years?

wake up and i feel the same
i know that i am to blame
i have no clue how to change
if i did then i wouldn't be this way

purgatory (ushanka boy)

FIRST SONG OF MY FIRST ALBUM, I CAN'T WAIT AHHHH
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it's my birthday :>>
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(lyrics)
baby please don't bother me
I've been trynna rest in peace
knocked me down with pedigree's 
treat me like your enemy
fuck me up and lie to me
I don't want you
I just need sobriety
from the scent of your perfume
take me home 
don't let me go
to please don't
show up at my door
I've been trynna live a life
that's not so dependent
why am I missing
somebody who doesn't love me

why am I so dependent
I try to find some independence
I testify to my own image
my sights a lie
I'm very different

I like the silence of the night
but in due time comes horrid frights
not of what lies beyond no light
but of love that I might find

how hard is it for you to be honest
loves not a job but there's gonna be problems
It's gonna take time for both of us to blossom
but you didn't give a fuck
you went and loved another

other
it happened again
don't worry they're just a friend
but we used to be just friends
we both know how this will end

with both of you in your bed
with me back on my fucking meds
messages are left unread
words are left unsaid

baby please don't bother me
I've been trynna rest in peace
knocked me down with pedigree's 
treat me like your enemy
fuck me up and lie to me
I don't want you
I just need sobriety
from the scent of your perfume
take me home 
don't let me go
to please don't
show up at my door
I've been trynna live a life
that's not so dependent
why am I missing
somebody who doesn't love me

SOBRIETY (branwen)

(lyrics)

yeah I'm leaving 
for good but this time I'll let you know
why did you have to come back into my life?
I was doing really good
then you sent that text that night
can we give it another try? 
can we give it another try?

my heart is just eroding
blood in veins are frozen
nutrients amounts to none inside my chest are rodents
i used to be a person
but then i met you 
what you dont know about love is that it takes two

takes you to give me back
effort that you lacked
i was doing wonderful then you threw me on tracks
leaving me for dead
our story must end
cause if it carries on then we'll create wounds you cant mend

we both sleep alone
its better this way
wish that we did go 
and meet another day

im staring at your photo
I knew you'd never change
so I'm asking you like the rain to please go away

November (lostcage)

let me go don't follow me down that road
life's a joke, won't you eat me and take out my soul
left me bleeding when i needed you the most
nothing but pure hatred is overwhelming me head to my toes

what's the point of taking a step if it's ten steps backwards?
what's the point of moving along if i'm still gon miss her?
every morning i cough up blood i'm just getting sicker
so put the fuckin gun to my skull and just pull the trigger

20 fucking years and ive been nauseous every month of it
i can't get ahead oh no i can not get in front of it
swear i took too much cuz i don't even know my tolerance
"i can't tell the truth i promise you i've been avoiding it"

take what's left of me
(take my tired soul)
remove my sanity
(leave me all alone)
everything i need's
(cut down to the bone)
been torn away from me
(rotting out this home)

take my tired soul
leave me all alone
cut down to the bone
rotting out this home

take my tired soul (still vanishing)

(ghostbxy)
I already know that were not gonna make it
You’ve been fucking around with them so shameless
You’re the reason why our love is tainted 
Do you think me dumb?
Do you think me brainless?

I’m always trying my best
But you’re lying 
Stabbing knives in my chest 
So I’ll go 

You're not different
You're just like them
Veins were filled with toxin
That's how you lured me in

You might be poison ivy with the way you go invite me into your Toxic life and its fucking constant fighting

Cause you don't want to admit the truth
Burning all that smells proof 
Ashes stay like scent infused
Clothing that I bought for you

Giving my all but you don't give a fuck
Breaking my bones while you're breaking my heart
Telling me that this is all my fault

(halfhearted)
You don't know what you do to me
I don't think you ever will
Remember that night
You said I won't drive
I've been behind the wheel
Crossing the lines that I said I won't cross
???
???
You walked out the door
Why it take you so long

And I'm stuck in my head with no mission
Remember in school I would get you detention
Used to fall asleep, now I'm up all night
I can't dream
This is for the kid that I was
Headphones on in the back of the bus
Can't feel shit cause a knife in my gut
Let me live girl, I've had enough

(ghostbxy)
I’m always trying my best
But you’re lying 
Stabbing knives in my chest 
So I’ll go

A Sorrowful Heart w/ halfhearted

i dont wanna feel this way
doctor can you please help me
every day the voice say
i can help you out my friend
come inside come right on in
let me make a concoction with an additive

i can make you feel better
come try my special sample
it only costs a lot
like a leg and a handful
are you full of rapid thoughts? 
do you feel like a landfill?
lemme give you pill after pill
be my damsel
in distress
you seem stressed
oh so tense
bit depressed
oh my my you're such a mess
congratulations, you're dependent
on me and my medicine

me and my medicine
feast on these sedatives
she isn't doing well
he needs another pill
we only wanna help
but it'll cost you everything you've got and everything you don't

i dont wanna feel this way
doctor can you please help me
every day the voice say
you will never be okay
you will never be okay
i can help you out my friend
come inside come right on in
let me make a concoction with an additive

let's take a step back to your past
i really wanna see how you react
when i mentioned dad, how'd you feel bout that?
did it feel like you were on thumbtacks
did you feel that like it was whiplash
if you did then we're on the right path

okay for this therapy session I've got an answer
I made this on my own step by step like a dancer
it'll help with trauma and more but it'll cost you
your life
your whole life belongs to 

me and my medicine
feast on these sedatives
she isn't doing well
he needs another pill
we only wanna help
but it'll cost you everything you've got and everything you don't

medicine (lovin)

i wont last
push the gas
keep on goin hit the max
will i crash
hope i crash
smash the dash and break the glass

she dont want me 
she dont love me
she just dont wanna be lonely

she dont trust me
she dont know me
so im always feeling lonely

i wanna walk around the world to find some inner peace
i suffer in the sun, takin all my energy
leaving just the brittle bones to benefit all the growin seeds
i aint ever ask for help, dont expect that shit from me

fuck what i feel
numb that shit up with a pill huh
hands are shakin fast
why the fuck cant i stay still huh

i wanna kill 
these emotions 
are they real cause
what is their deal
i cant touch but i can feel them

yeah i am not okay
lose my temper way too often
i gotta lot of fucked up thoughts
you'll hardly see me talking
i dont want to be the person that they always watching
dig myself a grave and hop into a coffin

really young
but feelin old
feel these cracks up in my bones
heavy chest with 20 holes
dont tell me life is wonderful

i aint need nobody else
did this shit all by myself
i dont wanna burn in hell
but at this rate i might as well

fuck what i feel
numb that shit up with a pill huh
hands are shakin fast
why the fuck cant i stay still huh

i wanna kill 
these emotions 
are they real cause
what is their deal
i cant touch but i can feel them

Restart (Nvki)

Now tell me baby 
What's your name?
You got a man but that's okay
You don't got a boyfriend
Not today
You slapped my face
Oh girl touche

He's got a truck
I've got a van
He's got AC
I've got a fan
He's got a job
I sell contraband
But you fit perfect in my hand

I'm a douchebag
A real dipshit but you knew that
I ain't got shit but you knew that
yeah you knew that

I ain't the best one for you 
I've got some issues

I don't wanna fuck around and make you hate me
Why in the fuck I'd think you ever date me
You and your man seem rocky real lately
Hanging at my place, with me you find safety

Why in the fuck are you with him?
Is it the hair or the strong chin?
I shouldn't have to break my way in
You can't lead me on then not let me in

Oh I know
I need to be alone
Oh no I know
I need you as my home oh

Now tell me baby 
What's your name?
You got a man but that's okay
You don't got a boyfriend
Not today
You slapped my face
Oh girl touche

He's got a truck
I've got a van
He's got AC
I've got a fan
He's got a job
I sell contraband
But you fit perfect in my hand

November (lostcage)

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