Ignoring calls from all my friends 
'Cause I'm too high to leave my room 
Started smoking just to see my breath 
And the angel told me he'll be coming soon 
This is a different kind of sunrise 
Where everything turns cold and blue 
And I guess that's just December, but last July 
We stayed up all night and I was warm with you  

And I know talk is cheap but hell, at least I can afford it 
Everybody needs a lover they can keep until the morning 
And we'll get drunk on our potential, talk out our problems and ignore 'em 
No one said it would be easy, hell, at least it isn't boring 
And now I'm spinning in my room half-naked, talking to the moon 
And dripping poison down my throat just to wash out the taste of you 
And now my hometown is a desert, my body eats itself in spirals 
Watch my skin fall off in patches, lay back down it's just denial 

Last night the fireworks kept me awake 
And I'm afraid I'm turning cold 
But I cleaned my room alone again on New Year's Day 
And we'll talk again when I know what to say

And I know talk is cheap but hell, at least I can afford it 
Everybody needs a lover they can keep until the morning 
And we'll get drunk on our potential, talk out our problems and ignore 'em 
No one said it would be easy, hell, at least it isn't boring 
And now I'm spinning in my room half-naked, talking to the moon 
And dripping poison down my throat just to wash out the taste of you 
And now my hometown is a desert, my body eats itself in spirals 
Watch my skin fall off in patches, lay back down it's just denial

hell, at least

ghostdaughter