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dope white boy songs pt 6

A boy??????

Emotions and vibes

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God Must Hate Me

i would like 2 peel off your skin (does that make me a bad person??)

GENDER ENVY

lyrics
I've been thinking about you with a blunt rolled
none of these drugs can take away my sorrow
I don't know if I'm gon be here tomorrow
so fill my lungs with smoke until my thoughts go
theres no denying that you something special
but you aint give a fuck about my mental
now I'm driving hoes through residentials
sipping purple sprite in foreign rentals

bitch dont match my energy
she bumping all my melodies
im 17 with felonies
these drugs gon take my memory
they want something that I'll never be
wish she love me like ecstasy
used to look at me so breathlessly 
but her mind full of jealousy

all these fucking drugs that I abuse
cause I don't got nothing better to do
hope you know that I'm in love with you
I'm just scared these drugs will get you too

sendflowrs
I've been thinking about you with a cup poured
if this shit gon kill me why it feel so good for
these feelings must be what they make the mud for
ion know I promise I'm ok girl why'd you run for?
if you really being honest why you hide it?
n they say it gets better, I don't mind it
2019 I lost my heart cant find it
ion know if I'll love again I guess I'll find out soon

residential
I've been thinking about you with a blunt rolled
none of these drugs can take away my sorrow
I don't know if I'm gonna be here tomorrow
so fill my lungs with smoke until my thoughts go
theres no denying that you something special
but you aint give a fuck about my mental
now I'm driving hoes through residentials
sipping purple sprite in foreign rentals

2019 w sendflowrs (nevrfall x branwen)

distance📍

cover of the song "lady may" by tyler childers
re-produced by logan

lyrics:
i'm a stones throw from the mill
and i'm a good walk to the river
when my working day is over 
we'll go swim our cares away
put your toes down in the water
and a smile across your face
and tell me that you love me
lovely lady may
now i ain't the sharpest chisel
that your hands have ever held
well darling i could love you well
til the roll is called on high
i've seen my share of trouble
and i've held my weight in shame
but i'm baptized in your name
lovely lady may

lord the wind can leave you shivering
as it waltzes o'er the leaves
it's been rushin through my timber
til your love brought on the spring
now the mountains all are blushin
and they don't know what to say
except a good long line of praises
for my lovely lady may
now i ain't toughest hickory
that your ax has ever felt
but i'm a hickory just as well
i'm a hickory all the same
i came crashin through the forest
as you cut my roots away
and i felt a good long way
for my lovely lady may

lady may cover (tyler childers)

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crowd vox ft. birdbay, sagebrsh, flesh golem, evan carr, matt kelly, & homesick

lyrics:
if what i said was a lie
could it amount to a half of it all?
it was never your mind
that was at fault for all the cracks in the wall
and as its starting to dry
the paint is peeling and i’m sick of it all
i’ll never get that goodbye
don’t color me blind
i struggle finding reasons why i’m taking the fall

i never lost my composure
feel like i’m the only one thats getting older
well if the silence passed,
then i may get mine back
run my mouth like a motor
never filter, only book it in a folder
if you could have my back
i prolly wouldn’t run so fast

four years gone, what can i say?
my life’s all broken and frayed
to find love i had to put on a face
now i regret it as im walking in place
eyes up, are you lacking in shame?
i knew once that i was finding my space
two ones like the eyes of a snake
i knew once that you loved me the same

if what i said was a lie
could it amount to a half of it all?
it was never your mind
that was at fault for all the cracks in the wall
and as its starting to dry
the paint is peeling and i’m sick of it all
i’ll never get that goodbye
don’t color me blind
i struggle finding reasons why i’m taking the fall

break it all down
i wanna know what you stand for

all the pain grows between the lines

i had to find out
why you lead with that candor

sever those binds to hang me dry

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crack in the wall [flesh]

spotify & apple !

break down into dust (eric godlow)

broadripple is burning (margot and the nuclear so & so's cover)

punisher w/ skele (phoebe bridgers cover)

poacher's pride (nicole dollanganger cover)

lyrics ⬇️ 

every thing you told me was a lie
you can’t even look me in my eyes no more
once everything I wanted but now I been floor
i been dying from the torch 
i been flying thru the door

miss what we had
everything was perfect 
every night we would laugh
I don’t wanna burn it
cuz I’m honestly attached
god gave me a purpose
and you stabbed me in the back
why’d you do that

brand new mission oh I can't wait to get loaded in
ten more minutes til I'm out there counting dividends
yea
watch me mix it in tell me that there's more to this
before I forfeit, I don't need no more of this
I went to Florida with my family then I told them that
I don't feel much more like family when you give me crap
let me sit up by myself when I'm feeling sad
promise that ill come back i don't mean to make you mad

but never once did you ask me if I’m fine
i been smokin blunts so that I could ease My mind
every night it’s the same
I cant ever go to sleep
all the time try to change
but I never wanna leave

(casperrr)
going dummy at the function  
just so i can fuck shit
nah i can't fuckin function 
with the way u changed so quick
really thought you loved me
but i guess i was mistaken 
they way u kept pushing me back
hiding mthe fact u were taken

used to look up at people
and now most are at my level
all i have left is a house 
that's filled with air and our shadows
you left a hole inside my heart
turned from special to mental
like chaging howl for hollow 
i know it was not accidental

at this point i don't know what family is?
people stop caring about u when u stop being a kid 
i've been alone ever since i was 14 
left to deal with a bunch a shit, i don't know what i did
idk how i made it out
idk what it is
maybe i had more to do
maybe i was born for this
i just hope so cuz otherwise imma quit
life in general cause without music life is boring as shit

forfeit w/ casperrr (tiedforsilver)

Drown You Out (Live)-The Crane Wives

Prod me
Lyrics⬇️
Only reason I came to the party
Is cuz u said u was comin baby why u not here
Dappin up some strangers but i keep checkin my phone for
Maybe just a message cuz I know that I made mine clear
My bro said he saw u
But u was holdin his hand
I laugh like he was joking 
I know u said I’m ya man
My brudda straight face 
Said now what the fuck ya plan
I just said which way
He said they in that room man

His hands on u
I put hands on him
U like baby stop it
Baby who
Must be talkin to him 
Made it clear I’m not it
Couple licks then I’m in the whip
U come out u shoutin
U said u 
Had to much to drink 
Ain’t no way u drivin

Stfu bitch
I’m gone
Don’t know 
If I’ll make it
Back home

his hands [prod olea]

thanks for listening
more soon
love,
naomi

lyrics:
good morning, doll
how did you sleep?
i know i said that we'd be better, at least we're breathing 
i'm sorry, doll
can you still hear me?
there's no use wondering if your dreams have any meaning

but in your dreams, did all your friends turn into monsters?
something a child would read from yellow, dog-eared pages
and were your hands shaped like a cartoon? Was nobody beside you?
were your parents gone again? Were they your sages?
mine gave me a bow that fired human hands
so that I could touch everything from the hilltop where I stand
in my dreams we're all alive and so impossibly free
and in my dreams nobody's sick
except me

good morning, doll
did you go back?
it's so easy falling back under the spell now
painted eyes, doll
don't let those cracks show
you say there's something in the water, you can't tell me

but in your sleep, did all the cobwebs stretch across your mouth?
did the spiders swim inside your skin, just trying to get out?
did you poke holes to let them breathe? Prick your finger, fall asleep
mother ripped out all your teeth, she needs the money

by this lake we can be kids again, I promised you
and we'll bury all our secrets here, under a Halloween full moon
and in nineteen years, they'll come back so impossibly true
and they'll all be alive, even you

and they'll all be alive
we will all be alive
and we'll all be alive
even you

(ooh-ooh)

doll

Only Change Is Permanent

Cut Me Off

One That Got Away

Ignoring calls from all my friends 
'Cause I'm too high to leave my room 
Started smoking just to see my breath 
And the angel told me he'll be coming soon 
This is a different kind of sunrise 
Where everything turns cold and blue 
And I guess that's just December, but last July 
We stayed up all night and I was warm with you  

And I know talk is cheap but hell, at least I can afford it 
Everybody needs a lover they can keep until the morning 
And we'll get drunk on our potential, talk out our problems and ignore 'em 
No one said it would be easy, hell, at least it isn't boring 
And now I'm spinning in my room half-naked, talking to the moon 
And dripping poison down my throat just to wash out the taste of you 
And now my hometown is a desert, my body eats itself in spirals 
Watch my skin fall off in patches, lay back down it's just denial 

Last night the fireworks kept me awake 
And I'm afraid I'm turning cold 
But I cleaned my room alone again on New Year's Day 
And we'll talk again when I know what to say

And I know talk is cheap but hell, at least I can afford it 
Everybody needs a lover they can keep until the morning 
And we'll get drunk on our potential, talk out our problems and ignore 'em 
No one said it would be easy, hell, at least it isn't boring 
And now I'm spinning in my room half-naked, talking to the moon 
And dripping poison down my throat just to wash out the taste of you 
And now my hometown is a desert, my body eats itself in spirals 
Watch my skin fall off in patches, lay back down it's just denial

hell, at least

Full Moon

Earned

The Right One

Left Right Now

so it’s just me and this tap water
all full of lead
and we circle the drain
til i go back to bed
it’s just you in the morning
you’re all that i want
and you’re so far away
hope the bombs don’t go off
and this world is bad theater
the third act is on
and it’s falling apart
til the curtain draws
there’s a light i can’t see
but it shines on the stage
and i’m sewn to my seat
like i’m part of the play 
is it true? what you told me
an autumn ago 
empty words in the darkness 
from mouths full of smoke
it’s just me and this medicine
no one prescribed
it gets caught in my throat
and i choke and i cry 
it’s just you in the mirror
always judging me
take my eyes and my tongue
i forgot how to speak 
it’s okay, give it time
it’ll all be alright
there’s a girl in the shower
she’s singing and alive 
there’s a dog in the graveyard
so patient and sad
there’s this place we can go
where it won’t be so bad
there’s fresh air and clean clothes
and silence you can stand
your grandmother's in the kitchen
with flour on her hands
and police don’t exist there
you won’t have to hide
and police don’t exist there
and no one has died 

and we never tried the hard stuff
and no one has died 
and our bodies work perfect
and no one has died
and nobody owns nothing
and no one has died
and no one has died
and no one has died

it’s just me in this bedroom
rewriting cliches
cutting open my sickness
every fucking day
and it all tastes like ashes
and blood in my throat
there’s a man with a gun
in my childhood home
and you’re tied to the radiator
burns on your wrist
nothing bad happens here
since my mother got sick

and the walls are asbestos
and no one has died
and the water’s still poison 
and no one has died
and the kids all have cancer
and no one has died
and my body's a target
and no one has died

and no one has died
and no one has died
and no one has died
And no one has died
And no one has died
And no one has died
And no one has died
And no one has died
And no one has died
And no one has died
And no one has died

a place where no one has died

I can't be your man, I only come the way you say I am
I can't be your girl, I'll be your gun
My baby looks like Hollywood, I'm doublewides and dollar shots
I like it here the best when I'm drunk
And I look like an animal, always too much or not enough
The pills will bleach my insides 'til I'm done
My baby's sleeping beauty, all Klonopin and makeup wipes
They like you here the best when you're young

I might run away but I'll come back
And bring a bird in my teeth
I'll never be an inside, I'll never be a inside
I'll never be an inside dog

I might run away
But I'll come back
And bring a bird in my teeth
I'll never be an inside dog

inside dog

Ditzy Spells  I Need You to Kill Me

lyrics:
50 milligrams per milliliter, I can't get away
And even if I could, i think I'd stay
I remember what they told me back when I had learned to walk
Said, "darling, whatever you do, don't walk away"
And I was born in a place where people go to die
And I wrapped the chord around my neck, attempted suicide
I just couldn't breath, they fed my tiny body candelight
And said, "baby, happy birthday"

You can try to stay alive or just get drunk and learn to dance
You can shiver through the night and, in the morning, learn to stand
And if I told you all my secrets, I would turn back into sand
Like everything, like everyone, like what I am

I wonder if my name has crossed your daughter's lips
Do you forget to draw the curtains? So the moonlight meets your hips again
And I can't help but reminisce and wish I did it right
Was I always bound like this? Could I have fixed it if I tried?

You can sleep inside a memory and wake up all alone
You can kill all of the pain or you can make yourself its home
And I wouldn't know what to say this time if you picked up the phone
I just called to hear your voice and I'm so sorry

hell, at least

ghostdaughter