Soul Crusher (Snippet)

visual on youtube https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-LQ5D4liOyY&ab_channel=ghosthands

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lakeshore 7am

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https://soundcloud.com/decksmusic


you said it too many times 
to everybody else it’s got no meaning left 
I don’t wanna close the distance 
I just wanna close my eyes until I can’t see 
Nothing but the stars in the sky 
light pollution ruins every single sight every sight
living Midwest life on the east coast 
It’s gotten old at this point I don’t hold it close 
I’m unabashedly bashing my own head in 
want something new I’ve got no answers left in 
I’m unabashedly lashing out in spite then 
what’s left to do that’s not over stretchin
I’m not accepting this 

(Decks)
i’ve been having a hard time adjustin
i don’t want it to amount to nothin
you unravel the spite and corruption
i know im stuck, whats the point in reduction
i, been holding on
nothing falling past the point
i took too long
i saw the problem with the story
all along
i wouldn’t have done that if i knew
how i was ending up
why? a troubled thought
gotta leave this fuckin town
i been here too long
if i heard what u had said
i wouldn’t be movin on
all the stars are burning out,
all my wishes gone
its far too often
my conscience
makes me regret the topic
i’m too anxious
over nothin
is this why im still stuck here?

murder the man but not the memory
east coast, now i know thats where they’ll bury me
far along the shoreline
i cant sit and waste my time x2


I just wanna close my eyes until I can’t see 
Nothing but the stars in the sky 
light pollution ruins every single sight every sight
living Midwest life on the east coast 
It’s gotten old at this point I don’t hold it close 
I’m unabashedly bashing my own head in 
want something new I’ve got no answers left in 
I’m unabashedly lashing out in spite then 
what’s left to do that’s not over stretchin
I’m not accepting this

unabashedly bashing my head in ft. decks (Irby)

i need an alt account

It’s been a long time I hope you all enjoy this new project!

Most Days [prod. JustBenBeats]

lakeshore blvd
quiet home and an old white car
couple tire tracks in the front yard
right across from the baseball park

i feel seventeen again 
the night never feels like it ends
i've fallen headfirst and all i can think
how did we get here, and why did it take so long
you are the love of my life
you're the reason i still breathe
and i still hope that this will be more than just likely 
let spring paint our town
i'll do it again, i won't let you down 

you're sick of the city i know
i can tell that you feel alone
i envsion a world where we were younger
i know you know what it's like to be cold
pick a road and we'll drive to the end
we'll make a home wherever we land
theres not much more left for us to go 
so for the night will you hold my hand

you are the light as it cuts through the trees
you are the power to buckle my knees
you are the song that i hear when i sing
you are i in everything

its not a hope but a knowing
of how things will change
that keeps us still going
towards our shared name

i wanna find a life with you
i wanna peacefully die in your view
bear witness to what we have made
show our love in everything 

and you're the moment that i come home
and the scent of a well cooked meal 
you are the dawn when i've only known dark
you are the light in every star 

(and this could only be for you)

oh you're sick of the city i know
i hope you know that you have a home
for forever it feels like i've known you
the best chapter of my life is with you
i will never turn you away
refrain from disgracing your name
it is only us this life
so to you i'll give mine

lakeshore blvd

prod. michael harrison

lyrics: 
why do i try
i never get what’s mine
sick of your lies
but feed me more i’ll be fine
i’ll be alright if that’s what you want me to do
i’ll be okay if i get to see that smile come from you
just give me truth
tell me what i need to do
is it you
or am i the problem too
i wonder if you
think of what you put me through
i’m over you but i can’t stand the thought
of letting you go
i’m scared of the nights where me and my thoughts 
oh we’re all alone
im scared to sleep cus you’re in my dreams
the times where my fantasies show
tell me where i went wrong cus baby i gotta know
i gotta know

Ignoring calls from all my friends 
'Cause I'm too high to leave my room 
Started smoking just to see my breath 
And the angel told me he'll be coming soon 
This is a different kind of sunrise 
Where everything turns cold and blue 
And I guess that's just December, but last July 
We stayed up all night and I was warm with you  

And I know talk is cheap but hell, at least I can afford it 
Everybody needs a lover they can keep until the morning 
And we'll get drunk on our potential, talk out our problems and ignore 'em 
No one said it would be easy, hell, at least it isn't boring 
And now I'm spinning in my room half-naked, talking to the moon 
And dripping poison down my throat just to wash out the taste of you 
And now my hometown is a desert, my body eats itself in spirals 
Watch my skin fall off in patches, lay back down it's just denial 

Last night the fireworks kept me awake 
And I'm afraid I'm turning cold 
But I cleaned my room alone again on New Year's Day 
And we'll talk again when I know what to say

And I know talk is cheap but hell, at least I can afford it 
Everybody needs a lover they can keep until the morning 
And we'll get drunk on our potential, talk out our problems and ignore 'em 
No one said it would be easy, hell, at least it isn't boring 
And now I'm spinning in my room half-naked, talking to the moon 
And dripping poison down my throat just to wash out the taste of you 
And now my hometown is a desert, my body eats itself in spirals 
Watch my skin fall off in patches, lay back down it's just denial

hell, at least

neverforever

lyrics:
i don't wanna run from someone like you
no one understands what i'm going through
is it you? is it me?
traumatized since thirteen
constant pain in my spleen
how'd i make it to seventeen?

and i don't know what's wrong with my head
i sit alone cus i have no friends
but i'll make it out of this mess
i always prevail in the end

i know how to make it out alive
i really don't but that's fine
cus who does, who does, oh
who does, who does

alive

Thank you for listening <3

Mix/Mastered @farhantnvr

Available on the following and more!
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/7y9mE6HjQ6qvLYSZM2hXkp?si=xCWdIrZTQsm4_ODi8Xrf_g
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Lyrics:

I just want to close my eyes
Say goodnight 
Go offline, for all my life
Say goodbye
Into the sky 
Go offline

Heart froze by the winter
Pulled it right out, by tomorrow won’t remember you 
I’ll be alright
Hold you close inside my mind 
Burned out, like an ember
Light it back up, but I’d rather stay forever blue
Pretend I’m fine 
Disconnect and stay offline 

Cross my heart and hope to die

I just want to close my eyes
Say goodnight 
Go offline, for all my life
Say goodbye
Into the sky 
Go offline 

Feel alright
Feel enough 
Kill my lights 
I’m not enough 
I’m sorry 
Fade slowly  
In my head
So lonely 

Stay offline 
Cross my heart and hope to die

hell, at least

ghostdaughter