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Looking half a mile away to see you face the wall
everytime u look at me my feelings burn 
all the things u wanted and I failed them all
Everytime u Talk to me my stomach burns

Don’t notice me
Don’t notice 
Don’t no

Don’t notice me
Don’t notice 
Don’t no

Blood creeping out my window to my yard
All this involvement don’t know who u are 
All this water leaves, falls down where u are 
I don’t seem restless just going too far 
I’ve got no fuel left, you’ve drained all that I have 
Oh I’m anxious as shit, u should look at my arm
Cause I’ve torn it to pieces 
No pieces left
Just a pot that you piss in, now torn to shreds 

this feeling eats me alive guess i messed up my life
i try just to hide that way cant be right
well im just tired, everything is tiring
i stay up all night next day i sleep all the time
dont know what to say so i better stay silent
in my head im with you in fields full of violets

Walk myself to the pier this is life for me 
Pull myself up the wall u can’t carry me 
All this water gets colder crashes into me 
These feelings that I get I must have to leave

pier ft. melon

the lights are on but no ones home (king theta)

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lyrics:

What a beautiful mistake
Won’t take it back, won’t take it back
Do you got something to say
Before you laugh, before I laugh
And if you wanna dig my grave
All you gotta do is ask
What a character to break
Won’t take it back, won’t take it back
Won’t take it

Your favourite question
So now where will you go
A famous runaway from aches I’ve never known
I told you I’d sell my voice
My air, my notes, my careful words
A sprint towards a world I can’t avoid, no

What a beautiful mistake
Won’t take it back, won’t take it back
Do you got something to say
Before you laugh, before I laugh
And if you wanna dig my grave
All you gotta do is ask
What a character to break
Won’t take it back, won’t take it back
Won’t take it

I told you all my dreams
Living life like a movie
And now your main worry's
Just how small your part would be
And ooh
Thought I'd never leave you
But now it's clear to me
The end of the world
Won't come from a girl
You'd rewrite my lines
Won't take your advice
I'll hold on to what I feel is important to me
'Cause days with no purpose are boring you see
Someone in life's who I want to be
No matter the words said no stopping me

What a beautiful mistake
Won’t take it back, won’t take it back
Do you got something to say
Before you laugh, before I laugh
And if you wanna dig my grave
All you gotta do is ask
What a character to break
Won’t take it back, won’t take it back
Won’t take it

Staying inside all day when there's snow
When you never leave home you don't know
So much out there for you so lets go
Playing it safe you're scared cause it's cold

Don't you know there is a world you can see
Look down to angels look up to white trees
Take a small risk and tomorrow could be
That beautiful winter you always had dreamed

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beautiful mistake (feat. mvnu)

produced by heylog

lyrics:
i just hide upstairs 
acting like i care
when you send me a message 
my feelings are not there 
find me in the woods 
know where i have stood 
thunderstorms passing over 
oh man i'm feeling good 
i just disappeared 
no i do not care 
if you send me a text message 
i'll just leave it there 
scout me in the sticks 
somewhere in the twigs 
oh somehow all the pain stops 
am i a new person 

i just found out all i need to know 
write it down and jot it in my notes 
i cannot trust anyone, no soul 
no we're not close 
ur not my bro 
said you were but anything to get aim 
oh and all this talk is startin to rot my brain 
and honestly i'm startin to lose my patience 
i'm tired of waiting 
i'm up

woods

hey guys, hope u enjoy this new track i luv it <3
produced by: @prod-oc

LYRICS:
i still can't believe what i saw
or what i heard
on that night
it still rings in my head
in my mind
i'll play it til i'm dead
but i can't rewind what i saw
there was blood on the floor
and they won't believe me, no more
and i'd die by my sword
they all lied, there was gore
thank the lord, that i'm still breathing now

i can only hear one sound
the beat of my heart as it pounds
and i thought i'd see you around
but i guess that it's all said and done
leave a message and then you're gone
and i start to think that i'm the problem
and my family asks, "what are you running from?"
and i look at them and say...

its that night (it's that night)
it still rings in my head (it still rings in my head)
in my mind (in my mind)
i'll play it til i'm dead (i'll play it til i'm dead)
but i can't rewind what i saw
there was blood on the floor
and they won't believe me, no more (no more)
and i'd die by my sword
they all lied, there was gore (there was gore)
thank the lord, that i'm still breathing now

(breathing now)
(that i'm still breathing now)
(breathing now)

have a good day/night 333+

gore (oc)

prod by me

lyrics - 
switch round
dread to another feels home now
holding your life by line drown
the shit that you do got my ears frown 
slow down
why so panicked your heart skips a beat
thinking your one whos in need
hush
dreaming what it could've been
but the name considered a sin

saying how I'm worthless
sit and look around
you put me trough the dirt
with not a single sound
maybe I should
talk it out
all your friends would listen
look at where it got you now

post some shit you should delete it
everyone is silent hold your secret
what's the point no one believes it
what's the point you need a reason

you got me on the floor
fuck around you see the war
these locks are intertwined
look at me you should resign

what's the point of it
oh so independent see what you just did
another level your just killing me
I just want to see inside your head this is blasphemy
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flower petals ✾

Worthless

produced by xona
guitar by @prod-oc

-lyrics-
you got me alone locked in without sun
breathe in if it’s not home… a new place is to be found

yeah, yeah
I can never get enough of you..
I swear this shit be going on for way too long now
so i second guess myself and ignore my guilts down
i swear it goes down, i swear…
no, I swear it all goes down
the way it goes for me now
where it goes for me now, now

it all gets worse from here, I couldn’t mention my fear
captive, I’m nothing to cheer for; I live not to hurt others near

(hurting the ones that are near…
hurting the ones that are-)

~

yeah I’m by myself now, im by myself yeah
Im tryna make sense of it
yeah it’s nothing about it, I need new outlets
I don’t vent to forget
I know your motives you think you know it
the way it’s coated
no.
you make it all worse
sometimes it does hurt but I don’t seem to learn
-
where i could go on my own, she'd bind my hands down this road
hide at my home when odds are opposed, i could die here and no one would know.

home II

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prod/mix/master: Anxiety Attacks!

i don't wanna control myself
just wanna take, take, take the things that make me feel good
i don't wanna take care of myself
just wanna bang, bang, bang my head against the wall
i just need to distract myself from all the bullshit 
don't wanna rely on anybody else
so i've been turning to substances,
i know it's not the best, but it's better than nothing at all
there's nothing better than wasting my time,
but now i'm over all the waiting in line along with everybody else
i just wanna get away, away

i think that i'm done with this whole place
i don't really care about anything
trying to fit in just got me feeling like shit
i don't understand how it happened like this
i don't really know what i'm here for
but i don't really care about it anymore
i'm kinda sick of trying now cuz nothing makes sense
i don't understand why i'm feeling like...

been tryna let it go, but i'm clenching my fists
cuz ain't no way i'm going down without a fight
keep bending till i grow, i ain't throwing no fits
cuz don't nobody care what you're feeling like
i'm counting on myself, not on anybody else
i don't really know why, it's not like i don't need the help
it's starting to feel like this is just a waste of time
fuck it 1, 2, 3, 4

i think that i'm done with this whole place
i don't really care about anything
trying to fit in just got me feeling like shit
i don't understand how it happened like this
i don't really know what i'm here for
but i don't really care about it anymore
i'm kinda sick of trying now cuz nothing makes sense
i don't understand why i'm feeling like...

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Self Control

Black tar around my body weight
Dark circles round ur eyes 
U would think that we where made this way
But
It disappeared when u where mine 
No way u could get over this
There’s no way I could survive 
I’ll pretend that I got over it 
But 
my heart is still so full of spite 

It’s so late 
And it’s so dark out 
Are you home yet ? 
It’s not safe out now
Are you home yet ? 
Can you not let me know?
Did you find somebody else who’s gonna fill my role 

You should lay here beneath me
In a forest, near the wood
And try to imagine 
All the things that we could 
Should

Black tar around my body weight
Dark circles round ur eyes 
U would think that we where made this way
But
It disappeared when u where mine 
No way u could get over this
There’s no way I could survive 
I’ll pretend that I got over it 
But 
my heart is still so full of spite

one listen, before you sleep

produced by heylog
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lyrics:
when my body's lying in place
every memory of you now awakes
the road was stable, now it's rough
cause i'm starting to let u back up
i'm fine
at least i tried
bright light
your piece of mind
i am okay
you wanna see what i'm made of
i'm not the same
you wanna see what i'm capable of
i start to feel like nothing
why does everything slip through my hands
people think i'm sad but bitch i'm not
it just looks like i am
can't go out 
i look like i got eczema all down my face
every time i sweat it starts to sting
even with tallow paste
flare up, then get better, do it all over again
red around the center, i'm not tryna screw with it
you don't even wanna know what it's like being me
every second always stressed and always worrying
i rest your soul by my side
cause i know i'll sleep just fine
i barely see anyone
if it's just you i don't mind
i'm upstairs makin some sounds
na this mixed never too loud
want this shit piercing my ears
until it rings so severe
until it

beautiful mistake (feat. mvnu)

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