Wonder About Me

Maybe It's Me

Alone In A Dark Room

It's All Mental

Verse 1:
I wanna solve you like a puzzle but I'm scared to put the pieces into place
I shouldn't treat you like a game
but I know you do me the same
I wanna crawl through every tunnel, every part of you that you don't wanna claim
Yeah all the shit you'd like to change
Want you to feel me in your veins

Chorus:
Is this what yearning feels like?
I think I'm learning you might
I think you might want me too, I think you might want me too

Verse 2:
It's delicate
Situation 
But if I'm telling it
Like it is, I wanna rush into it
It's delicate
Situation 
But if I'm telling it
like it is, I'm no saint
I wanna feel you in my veins
I know it sounds insane

Chorus:
Is this what yearning feels like?
I think I'm learning you might
I think you might want me too, I think you might want me too

u might want me 2

Refrain 1:
We were losers in high school and I still feel like one
Can’t remember the last time that I had any fucking fun
We were losers in high school and I still feel like one
One gentle reminder of you and I become undone

Verse 1:
Your water flowed into my fire 
Honestly I hoped that I would drown
I turned the tides and you got tired
All I ever did was burn you out

Bridge:
Oh, now it’s dead
It’s sad that it had to end so poorly 
Remember when you said 
That you would cross the ocean for me 

Refrain 2:
We were losers in high school and I still feel like one
I sleep under the moonlight alone while you chase after the sun
We were losers in high school and I still feel like one
I’m sorry that I fucked it up, it turns out that I do that a ton 

Verse 2:
Your water flowed into my fire
Honestly I hoped you’d put me out
But I made the climate hot and drier
I soaked you up and washed you down

Outro:
And wrote our names together in bathroom stalls 
And found your face in crowded haunted halls 
But the weather got bad, yeah the weather got scary
When people ask if we talk, just barely
Now I sit here and I talk to the walls 

Chorus 3:
We were losers in high school and I still feel like one
We were losers in high school and I still feel like one

we were losers in high school

lyrics:
don’t get lost in me
system still processing
i tell you i want this
as i question if i'm conscious 
but it's “all good things”

i feel like myself most when i'm miserable 
i'll take all my feelings visceral, please
i'll take all of my milk spilled
if it's blue or its red pill,
i'll take 'em both 
trip hard, see the Holy Ghost 
get my head killed

you talk me down
or i tire myself out
or the feeling doesn’t feel like lasting 
and it's all good things

it's too dark on this side of the moon
but i planted my flag here
now i only feel alright about once every lap year
and that’s the punchline, but i can’t laugh yet
i still think self-hate’s an asset 
guess i'm wired wrong
i thought fueling all my flames would make the fire strong

but it just set the world ablaze
bodies all over the place
had to make my getaway, oh god, i'm a mad man
suddenly i'm self aware again
i'm on the moon and on the mend
just a good girl who got caught up in a bad plan
so it's all good things
yeah, it's all good things
(yeah, it's all good things)
(yeah, it's all good things)

warning signs were everywhere
hung up in the halls upstairs
i know cause i put them there so you’d see 'em
but everyone loves a prodigy
and i love when they're wanting me 
so i patch up my pathology with a cheap rush

yeah, it's all good things
yeah, it's all good things

all good things

lyrics:
if you’ve got a problem, i don’t wanna listen 
so here take this ticket 
and wait for your name to be called
the line is already too long
if you’ve got a problem, i don’t wanna fix it 
i don’t think i can
not after i planted the gun in your hand
took all of the drugs and the money and ran
foolproof plan
got on the plane, called the cops when i landed 
with a wad of cash
and you can paint me into 
some kind of criminal mastermind villain 
but i’m pretty sure that 
i’m just jersey trash

you want all of me
you want all of me and i won’t share
i’m unavailable and unaware 
you want all of me
the most unfortunate anomaly 
but i can’t care
‘cause i’m not all there 

well, i’m a conman you figured it out 
now hide your wife and tell your kids
tell ‘em how you went and fell for it
without you sounding an idiot
yeah, I’m a conman
play-you-like-a-pawn man
you’re not gonna stop me, baby, not even the law can
you’re on my timeline now, like its god’s plan 
maybe it is
i’m the prettiest dirtbag
not the type of person you can hurt back
perpetually detached 
clean off all human connection with no intention to relapse

you want all of me
you want all of me and i won’t share
i’m unavailable and unaware 
you want all of me
the most unfortunate anomaly 
but i can’t care
‘cause i’m not all there

not all there

lyrics:
say your final goodbye and make it a nice one
i’m not the guy that you should be taking advice from
i’ll just tell you to run as fast as you can
tell yourself and everyone else you’re a new man

but the mask always slips
and the seams start to rip 
and then gravity flips 
and the grip that you have on reality loosens 
you dance with delusion
it’s hands on your hips
but the mask always slips 
yeah, the science is proven
it’s past life pollution

and i can’t breathe right
the smog is streamlined
but it's easier to tell you that it feels fine
and i can’t breathe right
the smog is streamlined
i can’t tell if this is all a dream or real life

trial by fire
check my file and vitals 
pour my blood in your vials
tell me what you find
trial by fire
homicidal desires
who’s responsible for fucking me up this time?
who’s responsible for fucking me up this time?

problems disguised as the solution
i need another new thing to ruin
problems disguised as the solution
i need another new thing to ruin
hard proof that i’m human
past life pollution
past life pollution

past life pollution

i don’t know who you are but i’m betting its not that important
and i don’t know what you want, all I know is you’ve been begging for it
if you’re concerned you’ll have to lay in all the beds that you made
if you’ve been bothered ‘bout the rules you didn’t follow, the ones you should’ve obeyed
you should be very afraid

“i’m a nice guy,”
“are you?”
(HAHAHA)

motherfucker, i’m God, haven’t you heard?
he left me in charge when he sent me to Earth 
in a tight top and a mini skirt
now i’m white hot on red alert
if you’ve been worried 
that your skeletons aren’t buried 
if your laundry’s getting dirty 
‘cause you acted like a perv to the maid
you should be very afraid

baby, you should put a piece of cloth between your teeth and bite down
you should be way more scared of me than you seem to be right now
you’re too busy wondering ‘bout whether or not you’re getting laid
but you should be very afraid

“you know i was affected by it too, okay, i mean it’s every guy’s worst nightmare getting accused like that”
“can you guess what every woman’s worst nightmare is?”

if you’re concerned you’ll have to lay in all the beds that you made
with all the spots and the stains 
the shit that rots in your brain
if you’re stressing, start confessing
maybe it would help you out if you prayed
you should be very afraid

YOU SHOULD BE VERY AFRAID

lyrics:
i don't know what you want me to say
i haven't felt like myself in a few days
it's not so bad, anyway
please don't worry about me

"you should call your mother"

i don't know what you want me to say
i've been seeing in black and white and thinking in gray
life's a gamble, baby, we all play
let the chips fall where they may
i don't know what you wanna hear 
and i wouldn't know how to make it sound sincere 
but my shit's top tier 
please don't worry about me

bona fide flight risk
i'm not okay in the slightest
the look on your face is priceless
when i tell you how i really am
but why are you so shocked?
you act like i left the door locked
when i let you in the whole time
i let you in the whole time
i know i send you mixed messages
i tell you not to worry but the lesson is
don't listen to a lunatic
'cause that's what you've been doing

"if i could be a different person, i promise you, i would
not because i want it, but because they do
and therein lies the catch"

please don't worry about me

&i think i just felt the simulation glitch

contact: mgmt@gilanares.com

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