what you'd do

ur the only one that ever kept me grounded
levees breaking water flooding i’m surrounded
neck deep in these puddles and now i’m drowning
i wish a single word u ever said had counted

what’s a king without his queen baby crown it
been a couple years i still miss everything about it
seconds away from u and i feel my chest pounding
i think i love her more when she look at me pouting

running away, done with today
turn off the game cause i don’t wanna play
stuck in a haze, lost in a maze
for me loving u was never just a phase 
they’re all the same, copy and paste
all of this pain draws me into the fray
whatever it takes, keep me at bay
i’m just fucked up baby what i say

right in my face u could stab
if u don’t kill me then i’ll come crawling right back
i still don’t know how to deal with my past
and i probably still won’t when my funeral pass

hiding my feelings up under this mask
how am i doing oh please don’t ask
i don’t care if i soon see my casket
pouring up more 80 proof in my flask

how does it go
these 4 walls don’t feel like home
had the color drawn outta my life
sin city everything’s monochrome
venture into unknown
sippin out styrofoam
fate comes engraved in stone
i get love on a loan

ur the only one that ever kept me grounded
levees breaking water flooding i’m surrounded
neck deep in these puddles and now i’m drowning
i wish a single word u ever said had counted

what’s a king without his queen baby crown it
been a couple years i still miss everything about it
seconds away from u and i feel my chest pounding
i think i love her more when she look at me pouting

blinded right from the start
immobilized by the spark
i still see ur face in stars
i miss ur hateful remarks

u filled my lungs up with tar
from blow smoke like cigars
stitching ur strings in my heart
playing me like a guitar

too much time already wasted
too many fine bodies that left my bed nameless
yeah she’s fine but not as cute as ur face is
way too high set to discover new places

why does everything i love hurt me so much
why do u make it so hard for me to focus

yeah, whenever u wanna leave
just let me know don’t hide them tricks up ur sleeve
id rather if u walk away, let me be
than hear u lying again right thru ur teeth

ur the only one that ever kept me grounded
levees breaking water flooding i’m surrounded
neck deep in these puddles and now i’m drowning
i wish a single word u ever said had counted

what’s a king without his queen baby crown it
been a couple years i still miss everything about it
seconds away from u and i feel my chest pounding
i think i love her more when she look at me pouting

palms place elevator (scottysplash)

used to push my car across the street and now it’s push to start
u said im just not what u need and it ripped me apart
valet better not scratch my shit i’m up now i don’t need to park
i’ll give u my bones and let u craft the skeleton key to my heart
she a red rose and i’m a dead dandelion
she’s sought after most and i just float thru the horizon
she don’t say a word and they still love her when she’s silent
i ain’t hear a peep until i told em i was dying

if u leave now who’s gonna cry when it’s my turn
u used to talk me down from the ledge look how the tides turn
swim until i drown i feel like toby with that iron
i be blowing clouds im smoking o’s until my eyes burn
i been dancing in the darkness with the flames in my room
help them grow and let them breathe until i get to watch em bloom
vision fading slowly till the moment i’m consumed
lay me down and let me rest i feel at peace inside this tomb
fire in the heart sends smoke to the head
if ur gonna lose ur life i’d rather god take me instead
i’m clinging on to hope and hanging by a fraying thread
everything i ever wanted u to know was left unsaid

used to push my car across the street and now it’s push to start
u said im just not what u need and it ripped me apart
valet better not scratch my shit i’m up now i don’t need to park
i’ll give u my bones and let u craft the skeleton key to my heart
she a red rose and i’m a dead dandelion
she’s sought after most and i just float thru the horizon
she don’t say a word and they still love her when she’s silent
i ain’t hear a peep until i told em i was dying

inside ur eyes i saw the stars
3 of swords when i read my cards
two in the back one thru my heart
always wake up under it
im begging please don’t raise the bar
i’m bout to give up everything and disappear
just to restart

what u got in store for me ? i hope it’s love, i hope it’s pain
the winter storm blows over me and leaves a sheet of frozen rain
i could use ur company before my ceiling gets a stain
u always been so comforting, i know u wouldn’t say the same

let the wind blow me away
cycle like the moon i was just a phase
forget the story burn the book shred every page
i’m lost in this labyrinth my head feels like a maze

used to push my car across the street and now it’s push to start
u said im just not what u need and it ripped me apart
valet better not scratch my shit i’m up now i don’t need to park
i’ll give u my bones and let u craft the skeleton key to my heart
she a red rose and i’m a dead dandelion
she’s sought after most and i just float thru the horizon
she don’t say a word and they still love her when she’s silent
i ain’t hear a peep until i told em i was dying

skeleton key (scottysplash)

baltimore autobahn

thought i’d be
yeah i thought i’d be the one
thought i’d be
oooooooo

thought i’d be the one
wearing burberry at ur baby shower
i never got the chance to tell u
i know i’m a coward
i know she need release
and she know i devour
she love me when i’m sweet
and suck me dry when i get sour

haven’t slept yet that’s the only way im up at dawn
bottled up emotions i get lit im like a molotov
i heard u had a due date my stomach did a somersault
pushing 140 i95 like the autobahn

blowing bags of grass i’m like a landscaper
i love how soft her skin is mine just feels like sandpaper
tell me how u really feel i cannot stand fakers
i put my life inside her hands but she’s a man breaker

i cannot stand straight
thought he was tough 
my dummy flipped him like a pancake
she look in my eyes
i get nervous till my hands shake
she cast a spell on me 
while i roll up this mandrake
sippin this elixir
till i’m in trance state

but it’s not good enough
i’ll go all in if u call me baby
what we putting up?
turn me to soot and dust
spare me all the charades
let me blow away in the wind
until i find a better place

thought i’d be the one
wearing burberry at ur baby shower
i never got the chance to tell u
i know i’m a coward
i know she need release
and she know i devour
she love me when i’m sweet
and suck me dry when i get sour

haven’t slept yet that’s the only way im up at dawn
bottled up emotions i get lit im like a molotov
i heard u had a due date my stomach did a somersault
pushing 140 i95 like the autobahn

neon lights behind her eyes that read out notice me
all that effort upfront how u end up ghosting me
spread her legs i feel like moses in the open sea
red eyes in the whip we lit up like a uav

she a damsel in distress
i’m a stumbling drunk mess
couldnt save u if i wanted
tip the king like it was chess
right place wrong time
always feels like a crime
i want to feel the world pass by
while ur tongue is tied up with mine

my bones decaying underneath the sod
no one knows a thing except for u and god
put me in my place it was all part of the plot
i don’t need a funeral i need a space where i can rot

thought i’d be the one
wearing burberry at ur baby shower
i never got the chance to tell u
i know i’m a coward
i know she need release
and she know i devour
she love me when i’m sweet
and suck me dry when i get sour

haven’t slept yet that’s the only way im up at dawn
bottled up emotions i get lit im like a molotov
i heard u had a due date my stomach did a somersault
pushing 140 i95 like the autobahn

baltimore autobahn (scottysplash)

Lyrics: 

i dont wanna fight, i just wanna be by your side uhh
please don't leave me alone, won't you hold me through the night uh uhhh
cause my brain always tells me, that life's not worth living
and i can't decide whether to keep on creating
and honestly i can tell i'm the only one hating
but still i can't get it out of my mind
cause i'm lost in thought yea lately i been ruminating 
on the chance that i might end my suffering

i can't save it 
oh im finally facing
the inevitable end of our relationship
and ain't this what you wanted
don't tell me that your haunted
by the ghost of your decisions 
oh this time around was harder

cause i been feeling like im in a loop again
honestly i just think i need new friends
cause all of mine still hate me 
and the rest they tried to play me
every time i text you ain't been gettin replies lately
all these burdens i'm stressed out
i just wanna be held down
baby i'm so sorry i know it hurts you when i carve my arm now 

oh they're caught in my throat
all these words i'm tryna say
baby i'm teary eyed, and i'm fuckin terrified
i just want you to hold me
i'm so tired of always bein lonely
honestly i didn't think i'd make it this far
if i don't see you now then i'll catch you in the next form
we only text so it gets lost in translation
but i hope you know that when i check up on you it means i miss you
and baby i can't deal with all this fuckin distance
but when you don't text me all day oh it makes me worry 

cause i gotta respect myself enough to speak my mind
i can't go a day without hearin from you and just be fine
that's not how love works baby i need your attention
i need to know if you care or if you're just pretending
these thoughts are running all around inside my mind
and no matter how hard i try i just can't stop thinking 
and i don't know, oh should i give up now, or hold on until the end

i cant stop thinking (tied for silver x flesh)

the impact of 9tails w/ shizukesa. (S8:E2)

prod me

i cant take anymore
im so sick of the nonsense
i dont know who you are
when youre right next to me
am i losing touch
with everything
cuz im not sure
if i know who i am

outsider

taylor swift cover
very personal 2 me
hope u enjoy
<3

august (cover)

howImlivin.

DJ Khaled HQx (transposed)

non è colpa tua

sick music video: youtu.be/3OxrVw40v6o?si=AgGXtWnKYoSpHnK6

@hollowbodyco

mgmt: @luckeyknows

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it's gonna be okay