This a vibe when your mind running crazy got you overthinking shit sucks Love this song <3

mixed/mastered by me
recorded in my room
prod by wissery x nihil
cover art by me
for her


Lyrics: 

i almost gave up livin
you won't be forgiven
god knows i'm finally finished
i still regret that i pushed you away
i'm sorry i lied i tried to keep the pain inside
i lost my pride

ungodly timing yea i almost lost my life
in my mind time passes and i see you as my wife
holed up in this place i got time to think about us
i want you to be okay
i'll wait here until one day
you feel fine and come back again
and i hope that i'm still an option then
i promise i'll be here until when
you decide if i'll ever be your man
and i'll accept that then

please don't take her away from me
you can tell from my broken heart by how it beats
that i've already lost everything that means
a god damn thing to me

please dont take her away from me
you can tell from my broken heart by how it beats
that i've already lost everything that means
a god damn thing to me

ungodly timing yea i almost lost my life
in my mind time passes and i see you as my wife
holed up in this place i got time to think about us
i want you to be okay
i'll wait here until one day
you feel fine and come back again
and i hope that i'm still an option then
i promise i'll be here until when
you decide if i'll ever be your man
and i'll accept that then

i can't say it yet
that i'll be there for you when you're ready again
i tried my best but i can't really see to the end
but i swear that i'll be waitin for you best as i can
i been waitin over seven fuckin years
honestly what's two more if i can fuckin fight for 
love, and still have a chance
for us, to end up holdin hands
well at least that's the plan

ungodly timing yea i almost lost my life
in my mind time passes and i see you as my wife
holed up in this place i got time to think about us
i want you to be okay
i'll wait here until one day
you feel fine and come back again
and i hope that i'm still an option then
i promise i'll be here until when
you decide if i'll ever be your man
and i'll accept that then

weight/wait

respite

mixed/mastered by me
art by 4gettr
prod tied for silver 


Lyrics:

i hope you never find out from me, 
just exactly who i am cause i dont want you to leave
i think its clear to see the lack of efficacy
and your decisions clearly have an effect on me
yea i just wanna see you, im sick of only phone calls
i really miss the feelin of your skin without your clothes on
im sorry that i said that oh the medicine makes me go off
and if tied for silver made then you know its gonna blow up

i been in my head i got some shit i cant decide now
tell me to my face baby come fuck around and find out
and if you told me sooner maybe my heart wouldnt be dried out
and baby much like you i think i'd like to be tied down

all this time's let me see
that what i thought was wrong was really comin from me
and with this space in between
if its you and i then i think i'd like to dream

i hope you never find out from me, 
just exactly who i am cause i dont want you to leave
i think its clear to see the lack of efficacy
and your decisions clearly have an effect on me
yea i just wanna see you, im sick of only phone calls
i really miss the feelin of your skin without your clothes on
im sorry that i said that oh the medicine makes me go off
and if tied for silver made then you know its gonna blow up

i feel insecure about us (tied for silver)

scrap from learning to lose
+ alternate art i did not end up using
prod. @wisssery
much love, enjoy <3

i wrote the lyrics in a notebook so i will not be putting them here my bad guys hope u can understand

middle ground [wisssery]

Lyrics: 

i dont wanna fight, i just wanna be by your side uhh
please don't leave me alone, won't you hold me through the night uh uhhh
cause my brain always tells me, that life's not worth living
and i can't decide whether to keep on creating
and honestly i can tell i'm the only one hating
but still i can't get it out of my mind
cause i'm lost in thought yea lately i been ruminating 
on the chance that i might end my suffering

i can't save it 
oh im finally facing
the inevitable end of our relationship
and ain't this what you wanted
don't tell me that your haunted
by the ghost of your decisions 
oh this time around was harder

cause i been feeling like im in a loop again
honestly i just think i need new friends
cause all of mine still hate me 
and the rest they tried to play me
every time i text you ain't been gettin replies lately
all these burdens i'm stressed out
i just wanna be held down
baby i'm so sorry i know it hurts you when i carve my arm now 

oh they're caught in my throat
all these words i'm tryna say
baby i'm teary eyed, and i'm fuckin terrified
i just want you to hold me
i'm so tired of always bein lonely
honestly i didn't think i'd make it this far
if i don't see you now then i'll catch you in the next form
we only text so it gets lost in translation
but i hope you know that when i check up on you it means i miss you
and baby i can't deal with all this fuckin distance
but when you don't text me all day oh it makes me worry 

cause i gotta respect myself enough to speak my mind
i can't go a day without hearin from you and just be fine
that's not how love works baby i need your attention
i need to know if you care or if you're just pretending
these thoughts are running all around inside my mind
and no matter how hard i try i just can't stop thinking 
and i don't know, oh should i give up now, or hold on until the end

i cant stop thinking (tied for silver x flesh)

yeyeheadass

LYRICs!#$$#%$#%

I aint give a fuck ive been running up n grinding
Ive been in my bag, my plays still declining
You can watch, just see where i go
And If thats somewheres, its somewheres coming slow
journeys far, roads not painted gold
And when i'm finished ill be old

I aint finna quit
Slow me down no not a bit
Yeah no duh im fuckin loser
better hide yo bitch
Yeah im coolin, why u switch
Jk i aint even care, you can get ur knees n suck my mother fuckn dick

Yeah my ego getting tall, but anxiety gon call
When i make a wrong move and back down i fall
Im subject to it all, when you call me
When You call me back and say im faulty

got alotta issues, i just shove em to the sidelines
gotta deal with em, but right nows not the right time
When you call me, and say im faulty
I aint give a fuck, ive been running up
Girl you haunt me, when you want me
Ive been grinding on my music but its taunting
I aint getting lotta plays, but u know i stay away
Girl you want me, i aint want you
I wish that was the case, we all got thoughts too
i aint really know now, im filled with indecision
I aint got a choice, so surely no precision 
When you call me, say im faulty
Anxiety gon get a grip, i'm falling
I aint give a fuck, ive been running up
Girl you haunt me, when you want me
Ive been grinding on my music but its taunting

Guess i need you, i aint really want to
I was building up my ego, now thats lost too
Look into the future, i aint got a lot to say
despite all my grinding i go down in plays
that dont matter, im happy for the real ones
If youve been by my side, we finna feel up 
Just pretend that you got money, you got hoes n that your funny
You can play pretend all you want truth is that ur nothing
Try ur hardest i aint quit, my music sucks n sounds like shit
But i aint care yeah not a bit, ill probably never make a hit
so when i cry my tears i tell myself this

idgaf [prod. saint mike]

@jeffjenkem

i've been missing something in my life
it's like i'm out of my element all the time
cause i don't know how i'm supposed to react
when i'm going in blind

circled by the vultures they're pecking me dry
it won't happen till i'm older but the thought of it might
i wish i could just be bolder and follow the light 
yeah i got sick of the act so i left it behind
 
it's so cold my body shaking
and i find it hard to find the warmth in something i've mistaken
could you check my vital signs i'm tryna find oasis
if it's beating fine i'll crawl across the desert till i make it

i saw all that i could take and still i move along
encumbered past my breaking point it's doing harm
i don't wanna make it about me at all
it's just something i've awakened and i'm too alarmed 

i should probably get some rest
like the rest 
buzzin till my heart beat straight 
out my chest
tell me why this fog still rolling in my head?
i need a lighthouse
i don't want this ship to wreck

lighthouse (jeffjenkem x flesh)

new acoustic single featuring the talented sophia milone!  

my new album 'for better or worse' releases THIS MONTH! March 24th!! Can't wait to share :)

Lyrics:
I've been searching through these blank pages 
story written in hidden language
follow the signs, to a different life 
I've been looking for
open up the door
I've been waiting for this to break 
all this hurting to turn into gain
darling tell me am I really falling 
cuz looking at you is like looking at scarlet 

(hook)
savior of my youth 
come here show me why I've been missing you 
searching for truth 
but then you opened up the door 
and I'm just staring through the framing into you

(soph)
deep impressions 
where I've been laying for what feels like months 
got up cold and tired 
routine habits push and shove 
tie up my grievance with a grimace 
and a cup of tea 
it seems romantic in your eyes 
but I wasn't being me 
I was looking but not for you 
a fountain hidden away just out of view 
a voice calls my name
did I hear that right 
follow it anyway
and walk right through the open door

(bridge)
for where this heading 
I thought there was nothing 
I looked at the timing 
that I put my trust in 
am I even ready 
is this even right 
but it all doesn't matter with how I feel tonight 
can we go on? 
if we don't where to start 
take me as I am 
if you can 
and ill keep you as the

i cant stop thinking (tied for silver x flesh)

getbetter

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