Lyrics:

I stared into the black void of night 
Aimlessly grasping 
At your dotted lines 

I miss you 
I miss you

Your eyes in the moonlight 
Hit just right 
It’s just right

dead of night

1000

Fog Lake - When?

Hitman (slowed)

i am just a process
no more man than i
feel too much to process
i feel it in my eye

i believe in something
i believe in no
thing i believe in makes
sense to me any more

they all play the game
i wont play the same

biting at my tongue
i want to understand
why this happens to me
the pain is in my head

i dont know his name
he drowned in the rain
asking if he's sane
ripping off his face

he's upstairs / dissolving

an old version of lilies from before I got julia to agree to sing on it and also made it more electronic

lilies, but different *unreleased*

ilysm

recorded in the autumn of 2015.
album artwork by ivanna masera

How To

frail is how I see me
giving up on changing is ending me
feeling like I can’t feel
just another symptom you can’t heal

find nothing in everything 
mend my brain don’t want to break again
i can make you crave to be
someone that you’re really afraid to see

ignoring that corner inside of my
mind
tried to make sense of the patterns
im wrong
dream of a beauty in being so 
dull
disordered condition of living 
done choice

heart pounding why not be
learn to swim inside the dark abyss
you can make me so weak
use me like you used to when im sick

ignoring that corner inside of my
hell
tried to make sense of the patterns
they’re gone
dream of a beauty in being so 
numb
disordered condition of dying 
done choice

frail

the times we’d spoke, all the 
spots where we’d smoke
it feels like i was dreaming
the streetlights they were gleaming

close your door 
dodge the clothes on your floor
it feels like i was dreaming and then
i woke up half asleep in my own bed 

im on my way, 
im on my way, 
im on my way, 
im on my way, 

im on my way, 
im on my way, 
im on my way, 
im on my way,

holding our breath in a highway tunnel

gore unltd.